New Year's Eve

Hey there peeps!
Its New Year's Eve today.
The last day of Year 2010
Forget about how fast time had passed,
Let's cherish what we had this year.
Let's rejoice the happiness with each & everyone.
Let's remember the love ones that left us.
Let's bless each other all the best in everything.
Let's set goals & make a wish for a the new year ahead.
Let's welcome the new days in the future.
Happy New Year!

p/s: Start thinking my new year resolution!!

Merry Christmas 2010

My Christmas Outfit for 2010.

Favourite season of the year. Its Christmas.
Longing for this day since 11 months and 25 days ago.
In this season of Love & Joy,
I would love to wish everybody a Merry Christmas.
May Happiness tags along everybody.
Merry Christmas to Family <3
Merry Christmas to Friends <3
Merry Christmas to Darling <3

Prayers for Bobby

Outstanding Movie. Superbly Great!
Based on a true story. From a book written by Leroy F. Aarons.
A story about a gay man who committed suicide because of his sexual orientation and intolerance from her homophobic religious mother and the community.
The movie is impactful, easily engaged by the audience. It wrapped up all the important contents in 1 and a half hour. Showing how scary it is to feel unaccepted, rejected and alone. Importance of family bonding, truthful to your love ones. And of course, what is love?

Im glad I watched the movie with you.
Thanks for wiping the tears away.
xoxo,
Felix

Fiction: A Christmas Carol

You told me you were out of town.

I sat alone in my room after work, doing some usual chores. Clicking on my mouse, browsing webpages on my computer. Nothing special for the empty night. Facebook, Twitter, Plurk seems a little boring today. I stumbled upon the phrase I posted few days before.

Growing up has covered the magic with a veil...we all forgot how we believed in Santa when we were young.

I tuned in some Christmas Carols to create a joyful, merry ambiance. Following the melody & sing with the lyrics. Have yourself....A Merry...Little Christmas...
Flipped through messages of you and me, the last one in my mailbox from you was:
'How I wish I can make you some warm energetic drinks everytime you work'

Indeed , I miss you so much. Hoping to see you everytime after work. To feel the emptiness, I indulged myself with the thick sweetness of Max Brenner's milk chocolate. It melted on the tip of my tongue and ends with a crunch of waffle crisp. Crunch!

My phone rang! The other side on the line were you. As usual, we tucked each other in bed by words & kiss each other goodnight. Felt not so real but at least, there's still a spark...

Before going to bed alone, I chatted with one of my best friends on the chatbox. Something unpleasant happened and I want to be there to comfort my friend. So we chatted, we laughed. It passed midnight and reached 1:30am on the clock.

My phone ranged again. On the screen was from my dearest you. I picked up the phone and giggled: "You caught me! I am still up!" We chatted for a while and this time is real, I have to go to bed. The clock struck the last quarter of the hour and I said goodbye to my friend then runs to my bed as if you were waiting for me...

This time, my phone beeped:
"Hey, I've got a surprise. Can you wait for 15 minutes? You can wait on the bed coz something is gonna happen soon" -You

My lips curved and I thought:
That's a little creepy, but I can't wait to see it. What will it be? My feelings were all messed up and I couldn't close my eyes. The 15 minutes is like 15 days and I waited impatiently.

After 15 minutes, my phone beeped again. It says:
"Still believe in Santa? Check your front door and you 'll get what you wanted." - You
I covered my mouth from over excited screaming and walked myself to the front wooden door. It's heavier than usual and I slowly peeped from the gap when I opened it. It's a bag. Hanging at the outside gate.

Inside the bag was a purple sweater you wore last time which I told you I loved it so much. I was sad because I thought you will be the present that Santa gave. But Santa gave something from your past...

I called you and questioned impatiently:" Where are you? Why is this here? What happened?"
You grinned and said nothing but asked me to wait again.

My heartbeat was running really fast and you left me hanging on in the middle of the night. I paced around in my room then sat on the bed, holding the sweater and read your message again.

The phone beeped for the 3rd time.
"Present present's here" - You

I quickly ran to the door but still open it cautiously. My heart shrank again because it wasn't you. But I saw the thick frame glasses I chose for you on top of a singlet with your signature scent on it. I can feel that you are really near. I tip toed and looked at the corridor anxiously, hoping that you will pop out somewhere and I rather to be scared than waiting you for ages. I quickly message you saying that Santa made a mistake, I want the whole present but not only part of it.

Then you returned a message again:
"Follow him to the dark...." - You

All of a sudden, the melody of a song from Death Cab for Cutie, I will Follow you into the Dark rises from the far end of the corridor. I can't get it at first, but slowly found this familiar tune.

"If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
I'll follow you into the dark"

Middle of the night, its windy and chilly. I was so excited. Mixed feelings all in one. Should I walk out? Or shouldn't I? What if there are more surprises? What if I see something that wasn't what I expected? What if I see you...

I stepped outside the door, barefooted. Slowly followed the music along the corridor. Chilly winds raised a few strands of my hair. I hold my mobile phone very tight and my heartbeat is still racing. The music is approaching whenever I stepped ahead, nearer...and nearer.

Slowly I reached the end, and I saw you squatting down the floor gave me a smile. You were wearing the same sweater you bought for me but in black colour. You stood up and gave me a teddy-bear hug. You whispered on my ears.

"Darling, this is the present of the future, it's me" - You

It totally surprised me and I was really touched. Santa's great, right now I have all the presents from the past, present & future. My happiest day ever and we were surrounded by happiness.

That night, I wasn't alone at all.

xoxo,
Felix
A short story that I would like to dedicate to my beloved dear.

Can't be seen

Age is just a number.
Gender is just a body.
Sexuality is just a label.
Distance is just miles.
Race is just a color.
Marriage is only paper.
Religion is just beliefs.
Looks are only seen.

Love? Love is love.
It is unexplainable,
but when you find it. Don’t take advantage of it.

Cherish every moment of it.

Source: Tumblr

Hugs & Kisses

I Love... (7)

I love your new hairstyle...
你把头发给剪短了，更有味道！


xoxo,
Felix

Hot Winter

Time flies, its the end of Year 2010 now.
Its damn fast! I just flashed back few things that I had done this year
And I couldn't really remember what I did.

This proves that, time is passing really fast.
Last year December, I was doing my internship in JB and living a quite monotonous life.


Last Last year's December, I was working and having LOADS of fun in America.
All these things happened just like yesterday.
Feel so close but yet so far.


This year's December,
I can say that it's optimistically fantastic.
Im back to JB for my Dad's 53 year old birthday,
We whipped up a meal and had a cozy home-cooked dinner.

Christmas is around the corner again, parties & meet ups. Yeah!
Prezziesss =) Heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee~
So happy to see all the decorations around Pavillion
Giant mistletoes, Huge Christmas trees, and White reindeer carts
Awwwww....

In order to hit the sales target, we are having a competition!!
Battle of the 2 teams in TSPV..The store is so hyped up now!
Had lots of fun during work, we are fighting over the sales and cheering for our own team.
This really boost up our energy during work!

Someone special walked into my life.
Who makes me feel that love & happiness is still around.
I really hope that, there's no obstacles or boundaries between us.
And I really want it to....last.

Its gonna be a hot winter, a hot hot winter. <3

I Love... (6)

I love when I said:
I like this person, the tan skin colour looks really cute

Your replied with full of jealousy:
Its a sunny day today, and I am tanned as well!

*giggles*

Me Without You

So you decided to leave. To a new place, new environment.
Its for good, I know.... I understand...
I can't imagine how my life will be, without you, from the start.

I wouldn't have free rides to college everyday
I wouldn't have my first A&W dine in the car experience
I wouldn't be able to work in Starbucks and enjoyed myself so much
I wouldn't have the opportunity to own an iPod Nano (Thanks to you and Leona Lewis)
I wouldn't get the chance to eat so many flavours of Pocky in my life!
I wouldn't have great meals & snacks specially made from Mama Sue's recipe book
(Onigiri! Cupcakes, Chachos with cheese and tomato, Fish cake bread rolls etc.)
I wouldn't have a a place to stay, for my retreat
I wouldn't have an out-of-class gossip partner
There will be no Purple party for my 21st
I wouldn't have a crazy shopping friend hunting for cheap stuff
I wouldn't have a random friend struggling with me to buy a Nintendo DS
I wouldn't have a Zhak Fan Society friend
We will lose one Fei Lun Hai Karaoke friend
I wouldn't have the chance to experience MTV Asia Awards live and eat cup noodles in a jug!
I wouldn't have the chance to work with Wing Tai Asia
I wouldn't have the courage to runaway from home
I would have to go through the air steward interview alone
I would need to find out Perfect Ice myself because Im afraid to talk to strangers
I might need to squeeze into another car for a PD & Malacca road trip
The colour story of my college life will be incomplete
I wouldn't know that my perseverance of vegetarianism and saving the environment is precious
Strawberry Parfait day & Retail off day will not exist
I wouldn't have a good fortune telling friend...LOL!!!
I wouldn't have a graduation cert for "Sue's Crapology"
Nobody will share the other half of the Oreo cookie with me
Nobody will rejoice the happiness of eating Tater Tots with me
Nobody will argue great things about America & Australia with me
Nobody will randomly ask me out for karaoke at 12am
Nobody will find out my darkest secret..
and
Nobody will tell me that I am beautiful just the way I am...

You know what?
You make me feel beautiful...
Thanks for giving me positive energy and motivates me in some ways despite from your "crapology"! LOL!
And of course, thanks for the crapology that makes my day sunny at all times.
You are the Mama Sue that loves everyone else around you. Remember to love yourself too.
From the 1st time I know you till now,
From the day I think this girl is too loud, sometimes annoying, until I love this friend so much, It's quite unacceptable that you are leaving all in a sudden.

Luckily, China is not faraway...
AirAisa is still constantly giving me cheap tickets to fly there and I am able to communicate with the people there to find my way to your house in beautiful Hangzhou, China.

To all,
If you have a best friend like this, give him/her a hug and tell'em you love him/her.
Great companions are not easy to bump into in the sea of people.
Stay Glamorous babe! And I know you will...

P/s:
I know its a hard time for you right now but you will strive through it. Believe in yourself, and you will. You are Mama Sue remember? Do not disappoint me! And I will do whatever I can to make you proud as well!

Hugs & Kisses,
Felix

Persatuan Kay-Poh (Busybody Society) Day

This starts when 2 shopaholics meet.

So its my off day and both of us went out again.
Yes, I mentioned, BOTH OF US!

My main target is to do groceries shopping and maybe add on a little bit of Markdown Sales stuff from Topman to pamper myself. Her target is to get her famou-licious Strawberry Skinnies from our heavenly Topshop.

So I woke up early in the morning to tidy up my "pasar malam" room. Rearranged a bit. I have a new room now! Whereas she went to settle some administrative stuff for herself while waiting for me to travel from my house to her territory.

Listen carefully! I used the word TRAVEL!
And yes, I literally TRAVELLED from my place TO her place using our Malaysia's efficient LRT and our "beloved" transportation of all, KTM!! Ugh! It takes me almost 2 hours to reach Subang! Which is equivalent to reach Malacca and enjoy the mouth-watering Chendol!
Like seriously! I have no idea how much longer we have to bear the existence of KTM!

Ok, met her at the station. With the usual screams and hugs~
Then we dropped by Mr Tang's office to handover some documents. And I was quite impressed with the "systematic" culture of corporate companies.

Break Time = ALL GONE! (sweat!)

Brings back memories when I was was with this kind of culture. Yeeee~ Quite scary though.
Office life is SO OVER for me now! Yuck!

Moving on, we dashed to Mid Valley to fulfil our shopping urge!!!
After a great lunch at Chilli's, we started to walk to the direction of Topshop & Topman. When we were halfway there, I was sucked by the L'Occitane's promotion booth and the Voyage themed visuals caught my attention...So cute!!!! The staff are all in sailor suits!
And yea, I bought a promotion set when she is mumbling around my ears saying that its not worth it...Hahaha! Well~ Nothing stops me for L'Occitane.
Then we went to Topshop/Topman. She got her strawberry skinnies! Its a must have okay!! Got her frog ear-rings, and she managed to spot a bird-and a nest-with bird eggs ring. So super gaya!
Nothing much amazed me, mostly accessories. So I bought 2 bracelets, 1 suspenders (for the top, not the bottom one! ==), and a striped snood which both of us love and was discovered by her.
She doesn't wanna buy the same thing with me at first but after a loooong consideration, she still buys it! Ohohohoho! And all the little accessories costs me over RM100 even though it's all price point items...imagine if I add the green patent leather belt that I liked too...(Dammmmnnnn)

click here--->Have a peep at the Strawberry Skinnies<---click here

Next stop: groceries shopping. While deciding to shop between Carrefour or Jusco, I was mentioning about having dinner at Subway because I brought the Subway voucher where I got it when I applied a debit card from Alliance Bank (I was forced to and was just helping a salesman). So dinner is fixed.
Talking about vouchers and discounts, we accidentally stumbled on the bunting of Krispy Kreme saying "10% off for all items with a single receipt from Carrefour". This gave us a much more convincing reason to shop in Carrefour now!!! *woots*
As she said: Everything happens with a reason.
The most important thing is: I used recycled bags today!!! YAY!

After the groceries and subway. We went back to Krispy Kreme and guess what! They are distributing FREE Sugar Glazed Doughnuts!!!! Such an OMG thing!!! Hahahaha!
So we were munching the free doughnut and bought a dozen of doughnuts home.

We were laughing at ourselves like some 40-year-old kay-poh aunties (tai-tai) got cheated by all the promotions and tied up with numerous shopping bags at the end of the day. Such an irony thing is that we are working in the sales industry too...ROFL
Anyway, such a fun & fulfilling shopping day!
Remember!
Great shopping always comes with a great shopping partner! =)

Run

What if the situation let us to?
Where will I be?
Where will you go?

Looking pictures of more and more places,
It makes me have the urge to go everywhere with you.

But first,
I would run straightaway to your heart...

Sotsugyō

Be Proud!
31st Oct 2010
The day to witness the ending line of my education journey.
It might extend...who knows?
=)

生活写照

生活，还是持续的过得很精彩....
大城市的生活，永远美丽。我喜欢！

新工作，新生活。
一样有刚开始的陌生，但至少是我喜欢的，我真的很开心！
天天都上演不同的剧情，桥段。天天都在学习，就想上学一样，
一样有课堂练习，活动，考试，以及等待毕业的到来。
有了我从来没有在职场上得到的快乐！
现在也渐渐得跑上了轨道，继续前进！！！
冲冲冲！

新的人群，新的体验。
逃不了那些尴尬的初次碰面，猜想人家是不是讨厌我，哈！
有时还真的是受不了！Retail 的人，真的永远都那么Bitchy吗？！
不过到回来看看自己，还真的是没错！哈哈哈！不过我的Bitchy指数还没那么高啦！
我还是很善良，友善的！哼！
现在看清了所有人的真面目，自然的面对彼此。真的好开心！
才知道一切的猜疑，都是多余的。
加上在生命里，多了一个美丽的际遇，蝴蝶们都会向你迎面飞来...（笑）
I feel Butterflies...

那天在赶火车回家的时候，穿梭了两三个人跑上电手扶梯，
结果钩到！跌个狗吃屎！丢脸到半死！
应该有被那两三个人笑吧！呃！
要不是在拼生活，和时间赛跑，也不会发生这样的事！
想一想，上天应该也要感动一下下吧！
虽然较真的还蛮痛的，可是就是要让你跌了，才知道什么是痛。
这个教训带来了什么启发？

又有一次，一群不是吉隆坡来的阿嫂群...
（在此，我求求我所有的女性朋友，不要变成这样的阿嫂，真的还蛮丢脸的）
在我们店里高谈阔论，讨论要不要买一条项链...吵到要死！
我负责招待他们，招待完后，其中一位问了问我，毕业了没？
我说毕业了啊！她再问：不读大学了吗？
我心想：啊！人家都已经22岁了，看不出？真是太开心了！呵呵呵呵呵！
然后我说：对啊！大学毕业了啊！
她问：读什么？
我答：大众传播。
她说：哦，不错。那不是大材小用，大众传播应该是到电视台才对啊~

我心想她应该不需要我的回答了，我也不希望继续这段话题，
不然我不知道他们要在我的店高谈阔论到几时？？！
我便只是笑笑而已。她都不知道我其实是处在Supervisor的位置。（斜眼，扁嘴，耸肩）
而且这句话都不知道是褒还是贬？==

我说过了无数次，我的未来，我只要快乐。
以目前的状况，我真的真的很快乐，发自内心的快乐。
你等！你等！
我将会是那飞往巴黎，参与时尚走秀，坐在观众席的其中一位VIP! （讲罢了啦！呵呵！）
不过我要表达的是，快乐就是这么简单。

All The Lovers

A great great GREAT GREAT song from Kylie Minogue.
Love the song, Love the video even more!!!!
Was screaming in the Karaoke room with Sue. Its so....Aaaarghhh...
Inspirational I should say.

Dance
It's all I wanna do
So won't you
Dance
I'm standing here with you
Why won't you move
I'll get inside your groove
Cuz I'm on fire, fire, fire, fire

It hurts
When you get too close
But baby it hurts
If love is really good
You just want more
Even if it throws you to the fire, fire, fire, fire

All the lovers
That have gone before
They don't compare to you
Don't be running
Just give me a little bit more
They don't compare
All the lovers

Feel
Can't you see there's so much here to feel
Deep inside in your heart
You know I'm real
Can't you see that this is really higher, higher, higher, higher

Breathe
I know you find it hard
But baby breathe
Lying next to me
Its all you need
And i'll take you there
I'll take you higher, higher, higher, higher

All the lovers
That have gone before
They don't compare to you
Don't be running
Just give me a little bit more
They don't compare
All the lovers

Dance
It's all I wanna do
So won't you dance
I'm standing here with you
Why won't you move
Even if it throws you to the fire, fire, fire

All the lovers
That have gone before
They don't compare to you
Don't be running
Just give me a little bit more
They don't compare
All the lovers

Harem Pants

Harem Pants, one of the type of pants that I like a lot.
First met this pants on a blog shop and totally in love with the style.
Harem Pants, also known as Drop Crotch Pants.
They are baggy long pants tapered at the ankle, with side flaps on the hip that button at the waist area. The popularity of harem pants increased in the late 1980s (Wikipedia, 2010)

To me, Harem pants is sort of like a combination between tapered pants and skinny jeans.
Baggy on the top half and tight at the bottom half. Some cutting are even lower.
Its a hit garment in the market now.
As you guys know, fashion is like a cycle.It goes back to the days of our Dads and Mums. Those were the days where Harem Pants were popularly worn and seen as well as tapered pants. I remember my mum has a few of them.

Harem pants are supposed to wear it as LOW as possible because the main point is the baggy look of it. Most of the people will have the wrong perception that it looks weird when its too baggy and they tend to pull it high to reduce the baggy-ness of it. For Tapered pants, you can wear it high but for Harem, its low. The fun part is the contrast between the baggy and skinny for the whole look.

Most of the fashionistas have the same comment about Harem pants.
It is stylish and trendy. You do not need to match it with an outstanding top or do lots of layering because the pants itself already outshines the outfit. Especially some of the printed harem pants for women. For example: Peacock print, Leaf Skeleton print, Tatoo print, etc.

Basic Mix & Match:
Therefore, you just have to wear a simple and nice top or a cool printed tee for guys with single coloured harem pants, whereas for girls maybe can do a simple layering (a one coloured singlet layered with an oversize t-shirt). Let people focus on you hip and stylish printed harem pants.
Besides that, basic tops are easy to accessorize. Just a cool necklace or a pair of nice ear rings will do . Guys with a trendy watch, or bracelets that goes with the colour tone of the outfit and that's it.

Other than casual harem pants, now we have formal wear too.

Different choices of Harem Pants

This is a new look I found for Harem Pants on Lookbook. Honestly, I haven't seen a denim harem before. Slightly looks a bit like skinny jeans but you can still see the baggy part up there. Kinda cool actually. By the way, the sneakers with wings is a special line from Adidas designed by Jeremy Scott. A futuristic look from Adidas. There's a women's tank top on the mannequin in the Adidas store at Pavilion with two flaps of wings in front of the boobs. Looks interesting, but a bit funny though. Haha! Can't imagine a woman athlete wear this for an international sports competition and appears on the TV. Haha!

Add this, to your wardrobe. =)

Post inspiration: Customer requested to find something to match with her Harem Pants

Tater Tots

Its the next Retail Off Day! Wheeeeee...
Planned to spend a night at The Tang's residence after work, before I enjoy my off day.
I thought I will be on morning shift on that day but who knows! Im actually noon shift.
Ended up, I work for full shift and finish work almost 10:45pm
Rushed to KL Central and its already 11:30pm and the KTM service to Subang Jaya ended.

=F*** KTM!!!=

Besides that, while running from the monorail station to KL Central, I met this auntie who haven't been to KL for quite some time and forgot the way to KL Central. So I have to lead her and FOLLOW her walking pace....

So, the only public transport in such hour, Taxi....
It costs me RM22 to get my ass from KL Central to Subang Emipre.
Ish!
But its really happy to see all the folks in Subang Empire,
Kumar, Charmaine, Felina, Coffee Bean's staff, and more..

Of course, my glamourous BFF who had her Hairaphy (Sue Yee, T 2010) which surprises me a lot!!!!!! You look so hot babe!

Hang out for a while and planned to have the famous Hokkien Mee but too bad for the poor losers without cash in hand, we can't even afford a plate of Hokkien Mee...LOL!!!

Reason:
The taxi fees had sucked two-third of my money out from the wallet
Sue only left a few bucks in her purse as well.

Losers head back to the Tang's residence.
I walked in the house with a warm welcome from the BRAND NEW 42 inch plasma TV won from a lucky draw! *rolls eyes*
But most fortunately we have food at home!!!
Supper Menu: Korean Ramen + Mooncake + Fruit Juice
and the Legendary Tater Tots!!!!!!!!!! *screaaaaaamssss*
Tater Tots is listed down in my "Most Favourite Finger Food List"
I was so delighted when Sue took out the packet from the freezer!

So we cooked, and eat and watch TV...
By the way, April had her Hairaphy too...
I love this look more, neat and tidy!

Tater Tots!!!!!!
Yummy =P
Cancer Level = + 1

I Love You Forever - Jewel

Promise me... when we miss each other,

We listen to the winds.

That's when we try to communicate to each other even though we are miles apart..

*Still can't get off the cute kiddie voice of yours singing this song in my head...laughs*

I Love You Forever - Jewel

You and I walking slowly

Hand in hand

Footprints in the sand

Watch the wind as it plays

Throwing shadows across your face

The sky was so blue

Your eyes so green

The air glittering

So sudden, so swift

Love came to us

Just like a gift

I lived here, you lived far away

Our lives called us back, no we could not stay

With a sad sort of smile you took my hand

Said while we're apart you hope I understand that...

You'll be holding me

And I'll be holding you

Through those long nights

My love will be pulling you through

When you see the stars

Pretend they're my arms

When you feel the air

That is me kissing you there

Say you love me

And I will say I love you

No distance could ever make that untrue

When I'm far away

I'll reach through time and space

When you hear the wind

You'll hear me saying

I love you forever

Fast forward our love story

I still remember that day

Her small precious face

You stared into her eyes

Hypnotized by her smile

But your job meant you had to travel

But we weren't ready for you to go

You held our daughter with a sad sort of smile

Said while we're apart I want you to know that...

God forbid there'll come a day

When the light in my eyes fades away

But from your hearts I will not go

No bounds shall my spirit know, cause

Tooth Diaries

Few years back, I felt pain in one of my lower left molar.
One day, when I bit something hard, a part of my molar broke into pieces...

Its not only a small hole, but quite a big one.
I was too afraid to go to the dentist, so I just leave it there..
But few months later, the discomfort is getting worse and I really cant stand the pain
I have difficulties on having meals and it's really giving me troubles.
Apart from that, the hole is getting bigger and bigger...
Therefore I decided to seek help from the dentist.
I thought the tooth must be extract for sure.
Im super scared of tooth extraction,
I experienced before when I was 11 years old, to extract 2 extra tooth.
I screamed and cried at the dentist's..
Its not because of the pain, it's because I freaked out!
=.=

So, the dentist told me the tooth can still be saved.
Not necessarily need to do extraction.
Because after extraction, I need to make a replacement or not
I will look like this:

So to avoid that! I chose to do Root Canal Treatment.

What is that?
Below will be the explanation:

This is a tooth =)


So after it decayed and broke into pieces, the nerves will be exposed
And brings a lot of discomfort to the patient.
Thus, what the dentist do is to clean the decayed part and
clear all the nerves inside the tooth
Then fill it with some substance to cover up the hole.
Luckily, my home is just opposite to our famous medical university in Malaysia
IMU (International Medical University)
They have this Oral Care Centre opened for public.
It is super super professional. No wonder the university is so famous!
Thanks to my lucky angel, I met a wonderful dentist.
She is very friendly and patient.
I was so worried how much pain will cause from the anesthetic injection!
But surprisingly, none at all
\(^v^)/
My dentist really did a good job and solve my problem for only 2 visits.
Besides that, a lot of drilling, washing, flossing, happening inside my mouth
And for the 2 visits, I have to open my mouth for like 3 hours and above!!
Super tired!!!
I feel like vomiting too...
(@~@)
After the treatment, the anesthetic is still there..
So the whole left side of my mouth is totally numb
Including my tongue, gum, lips, teeth...etc.
Have to wait for few hours to let it drained away...Super weird!
Like i just injected botox, or did plastic surgery..

No doubt, this cost me a bomb as well.
But for long term consideration. Still worth it lahhhhh...
And now my teeth is Clean & Clear..

p/s: Please take good care of your teeth. You only got a set of them =)

I Love... (5)

I love your messages..
Your messages are like poems..
But I know its originally written by you...
(KW)
Yes, I can feel you beside me with the goodnight hugs, kisses & whispers
Waiting for you till December
Miss you lots
Like....Seriously...

*p/s: I cant sleep without your voice..OMG!

xoxo
Felix

I Love... (4)

Thanks for picturing our 1st date. I will keep on waiting for the day to come
Love ya...

xoxo
Felix

The Other Side of Down

YAY!!! Waited for Soooo long!
Archie's 3rd studio album: The Other Side of Down
Loving all his new songs.
Quote my friend: "Its a very cute record from him!"
A selection of very David Archuleta Style of songs!
Yeah! another new playlist in my iPod! =)

Oops...blogged too much today!
Because I felt Something, About Love...

Say Ok?

A song dedicated to you...

One day on the way to work, my iPod shuffled this song.
It suits the relationship between you & me now.
Although everything went fast....but, smoothly.

Its very kind of you to tell me all those things today.
I am really touched.
That's why I confessed to you about your big reaction that day which moved me a lot..
This needs a lot of courage, as I told you I am not an "all out" person.

You & I both know that Trust is important.

But I don't want to be into you If you're not looking for true love
If you don't treat me the right way

When you told me: I would like to take the risk.
I am speechless and honestly, I believe everything that you said.

I know relationships need commitments to maintain.
So, now, I will say: I would love to.

Because you already made me feel better at all times,
You made me feel comfortable..
You made me feel safe..
I feel sparks...

=I know its damn cheesy, but its really what I felt for you=
=So, Please don' t runaway...=

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't want to be into you
If you're not looking for true love
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one so tell me

When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say OK?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Say OK.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't want to be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe

When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say OK?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Don't run away, don't run away

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me close and say

When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright?
Will you say OK?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Say OK
Don't run away, don't run away
Will you say OK
That it's gonna be OK

Lovely Strawberry Parfait Day

7th October 2010.

Our 1st date after our hectic retail schedule...
Awww....
Its a need to blog abt the short outing with my BFF today =)

Had lunch at Kim Gary's with our beloved "Bi Feng Gang noodles"
Specially prepared by Kim Gary.

Hers: Pork Chop & Chicken Wings Bi Feng Gang Noodles without a single stalk of bean sprout
His: Plain Bi Feng Gang Noodles DROWN in a half filled bean sprouts soup

Its so funny that she is yelling at the bean sprouts and avoids to see them whereas I am screaming at the chicken wings in my bowl and throw it to her!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Later on, we had dessert at Pasta Zanmai.
At first we thought about YumCha,
But you know, YumCha is too not glamorous for Glamorous people like us, (LOL)
So....
After our Banana Chocolate Parfait which we had it in Sushi Zanmai thousand days ago..
This time, we tried the Strawberry Parfait!!
Yummy =P with ocha

A really nice chat today...
You and I...and secrets...
Cheers for Off Days! YAY!!!
You know what! You really should get the Strawberry Jeans!
But wait till when we got lots of lots of money!!!
And the mid season sales...
Then we can splurge on the next Retail Off Day Date =D

Miss you lots!

I Love... (3)

When I asked you:
What does Newcastle have?

You said:
Erm... grapes, vineyards, you can drink wine, visit the prison, go to beaches,
and....also me! =)


xoxo
Felix

I Love... (2)

I will brush my teeth everyday for you =)


xoxo
Felix

I Love..

I love you when you said:

"I am always energetic when I am around
with a person that I am comfortable with..."
and gave me that shy look

xoxo
Felix

I wear Topshop

Quitted my job, fly up to KL.
And yea, here I am with my new job.
Retail Operations trainee for Wing Tai Asia Sdn Bhd's Retail Group: DNP Clothing Sdn Bhd.
I am based in Topshop at the Pavillion outlet.

I...thought:
I would be better being with my family
I would be better working in the line
I would be better...
But now, I know I was wrong...
It's just my problem, not theirs. So, to avoid more and more conflicts to happen
I chose to back out of all the drama.
Therefore, I step out again, and stay away from my comfort zone.
You asked me to change myself, and I realize,
I don't need to change myself but to change a new environment.

Adacadabra...done!

There's still a tough month ahead to go.
Hmmm...lets pray for money drops from the sky! Wheee~

That day, one of my colleagues shared with me her dreams.
She wants to be a lady boss and opens a restaurant.
Its a great one I told her. People eat to live, so it will be good anyway!
When she asked me what's mine?

I figured...
And I cant figure anything out. But I replied,
I think I will work for this job for quite some time..and ya, let me think about it again when Im in 30's...Anyway, I just want to know, what I am doing...is happy.

Everybody will end up die in ashes, therefore, why make life so difficult?
Live to be happy, Happy to live your life!
Don't make dreams but I make something likely to happen!
At least, Be Realistic.

Justin, you are indeed correct!
Somehow, I DID ended up in the fashion industry.
I Glam the world!
Wish me luck! =)

Happy 22nd

Dear Felix:

Its your birthday today...
You just came back from work and you reach home around 11pm.
All tired..no feelings..
Don't be sad because you are working on this day, not with your family or your friends.
But they are still around you.
You are very glad and happy when you receive all those messages and calls right?
Appreciate them! =)

I know you almost forgot the coming of this day.
Its been tough because you just started everything new...
Drown yourself in everything...that's why you forgotten.
You are not old, you still have expectations and hopes on this big day.
No worries, I know you will be fine. Keep up the good work and live your life.

Last but not least, remember to love yourself more.
Do not hesitate and go for whatever it is that makes you happy.
You can do it.
May your dreams and wishes come true and all the best.
There are still more and more coming September 23rds...
See you again next year =)

Hugs and Kisses

With Love:
Felix

我对不起我, Am Sorry

Inspired by Hebe's Song 〈我对不起我〉
作词：林夕/王小愚

歌词写的是：
爱得很理智，太爱自己，不敢去爱。

沒事了 沒事嗎 堅強得太寂寞
腦袋空空 難道是我要的結果

问一问自己，真的....这样好吗？
有时候想一想，也不知道自己是
不敢去爱？还是...
等人来爱？

听过一个很不错的答案：
我连飞蛾扑火的勇气都没有，曾经飞过，但最后还是掉头，不飞向它了。

而我呢？我飞到了迷失方向...
只想一直依靠在永远都不会倒的墙上，得到安全感。
从不敢飞，渐渐的，就变成了不会飞..
所以我才说，我在等人来爱..

这样的讲法，也未免太低级，自私了吧...哈哈！
知道了还是要犯...（耸肩）没办法...

我甚至已经到了麻木的状态...
都忘了自己最后一次为一个人流泪是几时？
想一想，真的隔了蛮久了..
那些不争气的泪水，被我的太坚强，给烘干了..

我选择了不去想他们，忘记他们，藏着所有一切的一切，
就是不要让我再有任何钩起回忆的线索。
但最后满到溢出来时，才知道割伤自己的，还是我自己

我，对不起我..
因为我要的太完美..太，不真实。
所以...才这样。

愛偷走我什麼 沒損失更失落
愛不能傷害我 是福氣還是禍
我沒膽量犯錯 才把一切錯過
你沒能留住我 我卻對不起我

细耳倾听 Listen To Hebe

聆听新声音...那就是 S.H.E 的 Hebe!
超爱他的新专辑，真的是制作得太棒了!
苦等两年，是值得的哦！Hebe, 加油！
专辑风格走的都是 Jazz, Blues, Soft Rock, Acoustic 的曲风
很爱， 很爱...
简简单单，像是夏天的凉风，轻轻的把旋律送进你的耳边里..

虽然专辑里没有Hebe的作品，但里头已经参杂了许许多多有才华的音乐人
真的很多很棒的歌词和曲，真的好喜欢.
写词人都用自己的角度，对Hebe的认识，去写适合Hebe的歌曲。
像〈离岛〉，〈我对不起我〉，〈To Hebe〉都是为Hebe量身定做的，
独特的词语，巧妙地写出了Hebe的性格。
第一波主打〈LOVE〉简单的描述了，爱，就是这么简单。
爱护彼此，拥抱世界，传送大爱给世间万物，就是爱。
疗伤情歌〈寂寞寂寞就好〉，〈你太猖狂〉，〈我想我不会爱你〉真的是必听歌曲，
觉得难听的人可以去跳楼！
合唱歌曲〈给小孩〉是一首很有意思的歌，不是那种普通的情歌。
和林宥嘉诚恳对唱，唱着希望和梦想...很激励性的歌。
还有一首歌要推介的〈超级玛丽〉很可爱的中版蓝调歌曲。
歌词更是好笑，是一只蚂蚁爱上猫咪的故事哦！

这次华研（唱片公司）很善心的圆了Hebe 和歌迷的梦想，
让我们听到了很棒的声音，很好的作品，真的要好好地感谢一下！
而且幸亏Malaysia引进的版本，都是预购版的! 里面还附有330音乐田演唱会的DVD
开心到半死！啊！呵呵呵~

所有的歌曲里，最爱的一句话：
“人本来就寂寞的，借来的都该还掉”

这个专辑就打个9.5/10的 rating 吧！

Hebe真是美极了！女神！！！

Im a Spoilt Brat

Im having Starbucks, not working, using my laptop and hanging around now.
And, I feel like a spoilt brat! Haha!
As if my money will come in to my bank account automatically!!
Aargh...relaxing is good, but too much is a sin!

True

reblogged from Tumblr

This is like super true...FML

So, what do i still want in Life? Its actually easy.

I'm born in a Boombox

Yeah! Step Up 3 is great!
This time, the movie go for an inspirational approach. Its kinda touching.
The 1st movie was more to a love story kind of thing.
I don't like the 2nd one at all. I didn't even finish the movie because the beginning of the movie is boring.
Step Up 3 starts with a camcorder with people saying inspirational stuff which captures my attention to stick my butt on the seat to know more about them.
New York, is the background of the whole story, which is another thing that I heart to the max!!
Alicia Keys starts the movie with "Empire State of Mind" and it really gives me goosebumps!
Its a great song anyway! Its like...Ahhhh! Presents you, New York! (*w*)
Speaking about NY, now I realize I haven't watch "New York, I Love You"
Ai Mei Li jie jie~~~

The female lead is quite hot, but in some angles, she looks old! (^x^;)
The male lead is Abrecrombie & Fitch's model! No wonder he is photogenic.
Spot Alyson Stoner in the movie! I noticed her when she was in "Camp Rock" and she was actually a kid star in "Cheaper by Dozen 1 & 2", also "Step Up" (Her role was Channing Tatum's little sister). She was a little kid back then. Now she has grown up and I never expect she really can dance! She has more dancing action in "Camp Rock 2" as well. Can't wait!

I love the 2nd dance-off competition, which is the water part! (Oops..spoilers)
The Santiago Twin brothers reminds me of the twin cockroaches in "A Bugs Life"! So cute! Haha!
The tagline for the movie: Born in a Boombox. Meaning that dancers are people who born in a boombox. They have the Beat inside their hearts, their soul. Some of them are gifted, some of them are well trained. The tagline is really cool! Dancing people are charming!
Go watch it! Its in the theaters now! (^v^)b
Cant believe I can catch it on the 1st day when its still HOT~Wheeeeee!

Another thing...ENOUGH OF 3D MOVIES!
Seriously sick of it!
Most of the movie trailers now comes with a scene saying "Also in 3D"
Which makes me go .... (=_____=|||)
Whats so fascinating about 3D! The bulky 3D glasses just makes your ears so painful and watching the effects swirling in front of your eyes just causes you holding a big head out of the cinema! Besides that! 3D movies are freaking expensive!!
Because of 3D effects, the director has to add in a lot of unnecessary scenes to emphasize:
"Yeah 3D effects are so cool!" (-0-)
No doubt, it is a really cool technology like what we used to enjoy the 4-minute 3D or 4D experience in theme parks, but it is still unpractical for all 2-hour movies!
And yet, Harry Potter is coming out in 3D!
So what?! Is it all the romance movies and comedies in the future are going to be in 3D as well??!!! pffffffft....

To all Twilight Fans

To all Twilight fans out there.
Look at his outfit. Makes you think of the characters in Twilight?
Just a random sharing.
He is a fashionista from Lookbook whom is also one of my favourite models.
Check out all his looks at his Lookbook
This look was inspired by Twilight and is also voted to be the next look for his fans.
But I kinda want him to dress up as "A Series of Unfortunate Events" though
(which is also one of the choices in the voting list)
He is an 18 year old California boy who involved in performing arts and fashion a lot.
He was in one of the small roles from High School Musical 1st movie.
Admiring talented people~~ (*v*)
I like his dressing style. Maybe we share the similar taste.
Love his clothes a loooot~~~ (^_^)

I really suspect the ages of all lookbook people! (-__-;)

Talents 才男才女大出‘辑’

2010年，除了S.H.E的SHERO，另外我认为不错听的两张大碟，
大力推荐！
蔡依林 Jolin Tsai 2010年概念专辑《 Myself 》
Jolin再次在新专辑中带来新的东西
Voguing. 虽然S.H.E曾在我的电台专辑的宇宙小姐介绍过，
不过S.H.E的是比较简单的版本。
而Jolin的真的是让我打开眼界！
尤其是她在节目上讲解了这个Dancing Style 的风格，然后再重看一次美人计的MV
才真正的了解到 Vogue 的精华元素。折手，动作，眼神，定格...等等
这是我第一次这么喜欢她整张专辑的歌，没有一首我不喜欢。
赞！
可能这张专辑比较西洋化 而且收录很多Dance, Party & Funk 的音乐吧~
真得让我感觉到她在这张专辑所诠释的东西，
有Madonna, Kylie Minogue, Britney Spears 的结合，当然还有她自己的 element.
Fashionable & Sexy 到极点，可以从音乐都听得出来哦！
原本还没有爱上他的主打歌，但听第二次就爱上了~

Dancing hits 如：美人计，玩爱之徒，黑发尤物，娘子汉
R&B 强打：无言以对
抒情主打：小伤口，解散爱
都是我的最爱，其他没被提到的，也都不错。
专辑里的所有 Interludes 都串得很好，很适合。
得空的话去看一看 〈美人计〉 的MV吧~

王力宏 LeeHom 《十八般武艺》

《恋爱通告》, 电影情节是普通啦，不过演技倒是还不错，很漫画，我喜欢。
看了他的电影，只能说，我真得很想马上买他的专辑！
可能电影里播的都是精华部分，所以当我拿到了他的专辑，倒是觉得还好。
可是....还是值得听和买！
力宏这次又把 Chinked-out 的风格带回来，几首回味无穷的中国风歌曲都不错。
主打〈十八般武艺〉真的有给到惊喜。起先还以为会是很Hiphop的。但并不，反而很不错。
其中一首歌曲 〈杜 U Love Me〉的 Chorus 和 以前 Destiny's Child 的 Independent Woman 有点像
然后他的〈伯牙绝弦〉的Chorus又和以前他 《心中的日月》 的 〈星座〉很像
真希望不要等下他涉嫌抄袭的 issue.
而且我也认为〈杜 U Love Me〉的歌名应该放〈Do U Love Me〉比较适当吧~
不然的话，根本就好像这首歌是为电影而写的...我不喜欢这样..
Errr...歌星还是要 stick to their own role 比较好。

王力宏最厉害的浪漫情歌，〈你不知道的事〉，当然是一定要爱咯~
专辑里的最后一首〈自己人〉很可爱，唱着全世界人一同团结，爱彼此的歌。很温馨。
他的唱腔感觉有点不同了，听到了他的一些特别编曲。
〈伯牙绝弦〉的乐器独奏，〈美〉的和声编辑，〈需要人陪〉的简单配乐。
严格上来算，这张专辑只有9首歌曲...还真的很不过瘾耶~

接着，就是等待9月3日的来临，我漂亮美丽的Hebe拳打脚踢的时候啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~~
《 To Hebe 》 田馥甄 Hebe 的 Solo Album!

What I am feeling.. 想写心情

Without reasons, felt very down
My life carried on with me and a crossroad again.
The moment I hated most!
I asked why? Why can't I just lead a very normal life?
Only a path for me to choose and followed till I reached somewhere that I want.
Or, somebody to assist me with making choices,
And I will just follow.
I want to see the shining star above me, but when?

Recently, the same question bothered me:
"What do I want for life?"
Very easy, everybody wants to be happy, everybody wants happiness
Happiness has different definitions for each and everyone.

To me, Happiness is...
Rich and wealthy? Normal & peaceful? Fame and Glamour? Or all above?
I think, what I want is actually debts-free.
Now, the motivation for me to earn more income, is to pay back all the debts.
Although not much, but its a big amount.

In the midst of paying back, I would also like to save a little,
For travel, to step outside and have a look at more and more places.

Other that that..? I think that's it.
Hmm..then it's not a difficult thing for me to gain My happiness
Since I have my savings and EPF to support my retirement
And I am not planning to build a happy family,
So, I do not need to think much for my future.
Everything is under my control, my call.
Therefore, I do not need to join various direct selling or think of 100 ways to make myself rich.
Because, what I want is just simple.

Sometimes when I think twice,
I am not sure whether am I giving up myself by having all these thoughts?
When a man reaches a cliff and doesn't know where to go,
He starts to find tons of reasons to make himself comfortable, to avoid some depressing drama.

Again, the same old wish.
I want to be happy and never regret what I had chosen again.

Im scared of heights, therefore I dare not fly up high to the skies..
I preferred to walk slowly and take a train if I would like to go faster.
The important thing is, I have to know this is not a playground anymore
And I have to know I will be happy on what I had decided.


很down. 莫名其妙的很down.
都不知道自己是怎么了！
人生再次走到了要抉择的地步。
最厌恶，最痛恨，最讨厌的时刻，就是选择。
为什么我的人生不可以平平凡凡的过？
不需要选择，就跟着一条道路前进，走到我想去的地方。
又或者是，有人帮我决定，告诉我该做什么。
我就跟随，就好了~
何时我才可以看到耀眼的星星呢？

最近，一个同样的问题一再困扰我：
“我的人生中，到底想要什么？”
很简单的，每个人都要得到快乐
但快乐的定义却很广，不同的人对快乐的理解是不一样的

我要的快乐是？
荣华富贵？平淡朴实？鼎鼎大名？还是全部都要？
我想，我要的应该是债务自由吧！
目前最想要赚钱的原因，就是要把身上的债务清光
虽然不多，但数目很大。

还债的当儿，也想存存些小钱...
够了，就痛快地花在旅游，去走一走，得到一些启发。

接下来，还有吗？
好像没有了...
那，我要的快乐也好像并不难得到。
反正老了以后，还有公积金可以养活自己。
我也没有打算要结婚生子，往后的日子根本不用烦。
一个人的衣食住行，都是自己管，不必想到任何人，只需管好自己。
所以我也用不着去加入什么直销，还是几百种的赚钱方式让自己致富。
因为，我要的快乐很简单。

其实，都不知道这样说，算不算是在自暴自弃。
人走到不知道怎么继续走下去的时候，可能就会钻牛角尖，
找100个理由去原谅自己，让自己好过一点，才没那么伤感。

同样的愿望，我希望接下来走的路，我会快乐
至少选了以后，就不要再后悔了。

我怕高，所以我不敢飞，因为我怕跌死
所以我会用走的。想要快的话，就可以乘坐火车，快一点抵达目的地
最重要的是，我要知道这已不是什么游乐园
我要让自己快乐的走我走的路。

I am a Pervert!

Going into the 3rd day of Ramadan month.
Seriously. CAN DIE!
Die of boredom!

According to what my boss said: Ramadan month will be really slow.
Yes indeed! And i can feel it now although its only the 3rd day!
So now I'm counting micro-organisms one by one on my table and making measurements with complicated maths calculations of how high and how wide my office is. Or maybe one day I might be depressed and drink the aquarium water...

WTF...

What should I do when I have nothing to do.
I start to stalk people online! HAHAHA!
See, I told you I am a pervert and a stalker!
Seriously, I will go on FB and open as many accounts as I can. See where my friends had been, what are they doing and sometimes comment or reply on random pictures or random status that they posted. I think this is the 1st time in my entire life (till now), having so much time to stay tuned at the "Home" page to wait for updates. =__=

I will be even lame-er to stalk on friend's friends (e.g mutual friends) and see who and who are related to each other, observe some of the small little details and yet, you will discover some dirty little secrets!!
*wink*

Haha! Stalking people is fun! But of course its also a time to get closer with friends.
Like its really memorable when flipping back old pictures with friends, all the crazy moments, see how big the difference is, between the old-us and the new-us.
ROFL at all the old comments of funny pictures, super funny!
I was like laughing non-stop alone in my office...crazy!
Some more when you see someone's profile picture album got like 100 over pictures, you would wanna yell at the person: Vain Pot! (Including me! hahahaha!).
When you see someone with no pictures at all, you would like to pat on his or her shoulder: You have no life?
When you see someone with damn a lot of photo albums of them going abroad, you would roll your eyes in front of the computer and inside your heart saying: SO WHAT?!

Hahaha! Ok ok, seriously no offense OKAY! Just kidding!

See...im crapping over here. This proves that I AM REALLY BORED!
LOL....

Resignation

I handed in the letter yesterday, 2nd August 2010.
Actually I do not wanna reveal it so early but..
Since the department heads have to proceed my request.
For sure, more people will know about it.

Had a talk with both of my bosses.
They are really wise and really showed that they are professional and experienced people.
That's why I love my 2 bosses~ =)
Thanks for all the compliments and understanding.
Of course and loads of precious advices..
Especially that line: "It will be the same everywhere you go"
.....==....speechless...

I just hope my destiny will not be THAT unfortunate all the time. Haha...

Yup, I can't stand it anymore, therefore I chose to leave.
If you think that it is my problem, then I couldn't do anything.
You can say that I can't change my mindset or change my attitude.
But you can come and work here, MY POSITION & feel it yourself.
I just can't stand that you keep having that perception of it is ME who never change!
Then explain to me WHY I can work in other companies happily?
I am not a person who has the EXACTLY same characteristics like you do.
So don't expect I will think like you do.
You keep talking, therefore my explanations are like burnt ashes after the fire.

I am just a person who can't express my feelings thoroughly to ANYBODY ELSE!
I had live with you for 21 years & 7 months. You should understand!
Angry! You just can't understand!

HR dept is going to call me soon..
So i have to be prepared to tell the whole long story for the 3rd time.
==
Applying for other jobs alr...Waiting for reply.
I will get it soon!

*prays hard*

Just a little side story.
Tarot gave me this card:
【魔術師】：
在旅行中生活的男子。
紙牌象徵：「天與地」。
徬徨使機會溜走，盡快決斷才能帶來好運。

The Magician:
A man who lives by traveling.
Card represents the Sky & Earth
Meaning: You will lose your opportunity if you keep wandering. Make your decision as soon as possible to bring you luck.

I like it...And now, I know he is right.
I am not a person who works in an office.

MAH Johor Games

MAH Johor Games

My outfit!

The Dancers!

Netball

Cheering for our team mates!

Wohoo! Its a fun experience. My first time to join such a big event in Johor's hotel industry.
Its a sports day for all hotels in Johor.
All hotels will assigned candidates for different categories.
This year, we have:
Futsal, Table Tennis, Volleyball, Netball, Mini Triathlon, Tug Of War & Dancing.
11 hotels participated this year and its the first time to have so many of them participating.
All divided into 4 groups. We are the Red Team! Puteri Pacific Hotel with New York Hotel.
We got the 2nd place. Not bad, not bad!
Our dance also got the 2nd place too...Hmm..too bad.
Actually we thought we can get the 1st place. =(
But nvm. Its just a friendship games anyway. Win or lose is not the prior thing.
At least we had fun! =D

Marriage

Today, my friends and I discussed about marriage.
When I was told by a friend that a classmate of mine was getting married, the first thing I asked was: "How old is her husband?"
Luckily, its elder than us a couple of years, and he has a stable career.

This is the era.
The era that we could not leave this matter aside from our life.
Money.
Marriage and Money? Which is important?
What about Love?

A lot of people have the same perception of marriage. Neither do I.
Wanna get married? Money comes first.
Love must comes with Bread. Its not being materialistic or what.
But this is reality.
A lot of things that we need to consider of, is REALITY! and its always a cruel thing.

Most of my friends know that I resist marriage a lot.
The reason is, I hate burdens.
I know it might sound weird or maybe you would wanna defend my point.
Anyway, its just a sharing and this is my own perception. *peace*

To me, marriage relates to burdens.
You need to be responsible for anything you are sharing with your partner and worse comes to the worst, with kids, you will have to contribute more.
On the other hand, additional burdens!
Contributions like love, concerns, effort, last but not least, money.
A lot of things you have to consider of, in terms of living, daily expenses etc.
Again, I hate responsibilities...

Erm...until here, don't you feel tired?

What if you are alone?
Everything you spend is for your OWN.
What you need and what you don't need, you can just decide yourself.
That's great right? Haha!

My apology for being selfish but this is what I can see as at now,
Which is good, and better, for me.

That's why I always joke at myself, when I grow old, I will become a lonely old man with no family but MAYBE RICH (hehe!!), bringing luggages and registers myself to an old folks home.

At least my funeral will be taken care of, no need to worry. Hahahaha!

蓝山咖啡

没错，就是这样翻译，蓝山咖啡 Blue Mountain Coffee
很熟悉的名字，突然涌上了脑海..
在一本书里有看过..
名字虽然简单，但意境很美..
蓝山耶~ 就是所谓的 Blue Mountain

不算是咖啡爱好者的我，误打误撞下，
在Starbucks也工作了差不多一年的时间。对咖啡的了解，也有少少的认识
这次有机会在上海机场品尝到闻名的蓝山咖啡，还真是荣幸！

蓝山咖啡，产于牙买加的蓝山。
算是非常有名的咖啡品种。80%的产量都输出于日本。
蓝山咖啡豆是世界级受保护的咖啡品种之一，只是限量生产
只有持有执照的制造商才可以生产蓝山咖啡。
蓝山咖啡的味道属于中等性，没有浓厚的苦味。
所以像我这种比较喜欢Mild range 咖啡的人，就爱喝了~

喝咖啡，我不加糖，因为这样才可以喝到原味~
蓝山咖啡给我的感觉，每一口，都不一样。
第一口，是浓的。浓郁的咖啡苦涩停在舌根很久，感觉Acidity好像很高
第二口，奇妙的淡了许多，可能熟悉了这个味道了吧。淡淡的咖啡香，带来了一阵清凉。
第三口，更特别的加了一层薄薄的酸味。Lemony的感觉，很适合配上一块Cheesecake
这样的Food Pairing, 就对了~

即浪漫的 Verona 后，另一个让我印象深刻的咖啡
很喜欢。
淡淡的苦涩中带点酸，很特别。
蓝山咖啡-- 我爱上你了。

I'm Yours in a Rainy Morning

I tweeted and plurked today...

"My heart sank everytime when I heard Jason Mraz's Im Yours, it brings back
good old memories"

Well, it sure does. Misses everybody there. Misses the life I had over there.
Freedom everywhere. Stressless and the important thing is...Happy.

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music at the moment people dance and sing
Were just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved