很烦！

今天做工犯了不错多的错！
我真的很讨厌自己！自己学了很多次，还忘记
一直忘记！健忘到要死！

我不可以再这样下去了！
一定要记得自己的错误！用不犯错！
小心一点！就不会再粗心大意了！

不准再犯错了！不管如何！一定要做到十全十美！
有对自己要求，才会进步！！
100%就是你！Yeah！

Fun Facts in Heartnest (2)

Look at the 2 pots of soupy thing on the stove....
Its from the LOVE from our Kent....

Due to the heaty weather these days, our Heartnest has become a hospital recently,
HCH, Mah-hhh, Yang, and Kent continuosly feel unwell and sick...
Little Zhen already have a few never-ending sleepless nights
Only Im the healthy baby~ Hohohoho!
But, Little Zhen's problem is juz a minor thing. She is still healthy...
Of course, the reason is WE ARE VEGETARIAN!!!!
Hahahaha~ At least im half!!

...Ok cut the crap...

Therefore, We bought a packet of Herbal tea and Barley...
And hand it over to our Star Chef....Kent!!!!!

*Claps*

He boiled 2 pots of sweet sweet herbal tea and barley.....
Now we are so refreshing and energetic! Wohoo~
Thanks to Star Chef Kent! Yeah!


But maybe we will kena Diabetes....
Cos its too sweet (Herbal Tea only)....=.=
HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Nola Nola....actually very nice also la....Hehe...

Guess Guess Guess...

Guess What??!
I fulfil one of my goals in my List of Happiness! Hehe~
Hoho!
Felt soooooo happy!
Work and Study harder to fulfil MORE goals~~

....to be continued......

Ole Ole Bali

Bali Bali Here I Comeeeeee~

Lalalala

Lulululu

Lolololo

Lililililili

Ahhhhhhhh~

Humiliated...

Its not good to feel humiliated....

I was being humiliate...

Maybe i think too much..

To others, maybe its just a small matter...

But i felt uneasy, and...this is not what i like...

I...hate it...

Hate...it...a lot....

Class beside the beach

Look!!!!!
What happened to the class?!
We are having class on the beach or what?!
Sunglssess, Umbrellas and a Hot Bright Sun!
Haha....juz a sunny day in Media Hub...
All of our eyes become mata sepet alr...
Thats why Mr. Phua brought out a few umbrellas for us...
Its a funny scene though!
Everybody had fun too! Haha...
Easily entertained kids.....
=.=

I Dreamed a Dream

Long time ago, i dreamt to be a pilot.
This was my dream for a short period of time...
I think its Year 2005, My dad asked me to become a pilot
But....
My maths and physics is sooo damn lousy!
I did not even dare to think about being a pilot...
Therefore, i juz set aside and dont bother to think about it~
One day, something struck my mind but i forgot what was it..
All of the sudden, i searched the information about it and thinking of trying my best to reach this dream....
When my dad saw this, i felt the happiness from him....
Just....a family instinct maybe...i did feel it!

When i was a small kid,
My dad used to bring me to the airport or the Sultan's place to see private jets and aeroplanes,
I enjoyed seeing the magnificent metalic flying vehicle, I admired seeing pilots with smart suits and the professional look..

Again.....But....
I did not fulfil it....
Juz because the barriers of Maths and Physics...

I met a friend, he is going to study Aviation...through scholarship..
I told him about this and he said that is why he focus on the subjects to pursue this dream.
I saw sparkles in his eyes....With his confidence and ability, I wish him good luck....

I was impressed....Impressed by his perseverance to get what he wants...
But i do not have it....

In the end...I changed my dreams constantly and at last
I came to study Mass Comm....

Im sad not because i chose the wrong journey...
Im sad because I cant fulfil my dad's dream...
Im scared of the barriers and I could not overcome it...
I chose not to overcome it as I set an OFF button in my mind that...
Not accepting the challenging task...

Sigh.....Life is full of choices...isn't it?!

Wyan San

Juz finish Video Chatting with WYAN!!!!!!!

Sashiburii!!!!

Yipee....So long nvr see her online already!

Zen Zen Missu anata!!! (Broken Jpnese)

So happy to see her online....

Somemore when the line connected, the san wyan somemore EMO for a while~

Like wanna cry! Make both of us get a shock! Faster laughand say funny things!

So...hope she will take good care of herself and enjoy the life there!

Fun Facts in HeartNest (1)

Story below is just an entertainment reporting.
No Offensive meaning included.
Just for laughs....

This is a story about a man that live in my house.
He is not old but he is acting strange recently...
He is our popular Mr. Yang....

What has he done??
What happen to him?
What.......Why......What?

Recently,
He is quiet...
He starts to stare at the walls....
He lies on the bed with eyes opened....
He sits at the corner of the bed...Alone in the dark....eating bread....
He plays the harmonica in the room (door closed) before he sleeps...

In the end, we came out a conclusion in a conversation between Chernlin & HCH
Please read carefully....
Imagining harmonica melody is playing...chilly winds in the night....

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:07):
ah yang is like some old man

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:08):
lying on the bed

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:08):
playing music sadly

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:08):
thinking of his children

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:08):
yes
and thinking of his passed away wife
feel so sad
because he is alone

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:09):
wondering how is she now
enjoying in heaven?

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:10):
thinking when his children will come back to him
worrying when he will die as one of his frens passed away yesterday. another died last month, and 2 months ago. last week.
will the social worker bring him some nice food tomorrow

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:11):
haih. life is just full of problems.
only music...only music... only music brings happiness

When we read until here we burst out in laughter
Seriously LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH
LAUGH like hell....Especially when i read until the friends passed away part and the social worker part! HCH laugh until stomping the floor and whacking the table...I laugh until kneel down and lie down on the floor....

Our house has become some old-folks home~~~
Someone will bring Milo or Cream Crackers come tomorrow....
(Wind Blows......leaves trembled....)
We asked ourselves loudly....Is our home TzuChi (A Buddhist Association)???!!!!

As we laughed, HCH saved this conversation named "TzuChi Old Man"
By the time, I burst out in laughter again!!!!
During our thunder-style laughter, the harmonica melody still never stops....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Nothing....

These days i slept very late..
Came back from work still wanna online and play play play until very late...
That's why my complexion these days is SUPER BAD!!!
Besides that, i really not suitable to cut short fringe....
My forehead now is like a PIMPLE FARM....Since the day i cut my hair..
Sensitive skin....
Urghhhh~
Thats why....sleep late + short fringe = a lot of pimples....

This week im going back loooo~~~
Its Camel's Birthday! Yipee~~~
Citybeat's reunite day!
Also wanna cut my hair..take nice nice pics!!!
FUN FUN FUN!
Spend money again! Havent get salary, already wanna spend money!
Bad Bad Bad~~~

爱。自己

Mac really brings out the fun in Class!!!

Heeheehee...

Loves Loves Loves!!

Awhhh....I want one at home...<3

目标

人生有很多目标。。

有没有静下来想想。。自己要的是什么？

其实，简简单单的想几个目标。。也是很开心的！

我呢，就是超级超级的贪心！我有很多目标要达成！

一定要！一定要达成！

通往快乐的方向出发：

1。在5月份去Pulau Redang前，买一个新的海滩裤~旧的真的穿到累了！

(每次在海边拍的照片都一样的裤，显！=.=)

2。在11月份去巴厘岛之前，买到DsLite（讲了几百年还没实现！后悔！）

3。在12月份之前，买到DoCoMo手机。

4。在六月份前买Hard Drive, Mouse, Earphone for 宝贝lappie。。

5。2010年去澳洲参加毕业典礼，带婆婆和家人一起去！

6。近几年内，去台湾，找婷婷，颖欣！大买特买！

7。近几年内，再回美国一趟~ 最好是每两年一次！找朋友，大血拼！！！

8。2010年有再次参与世界国际合唱赛，在绍兴，顺便和Sue姐姐游中国和香港。。买东西吃东西买东西吃东西！！

9。找到一个自己喜欢的工作。。（现实。。接受！）
10。在允许的情况下，欧洲游三个月！

11。继续修日语！！（迟迟未达成）

12。2011年，去日本（春季）

13。2012年，去英国看Summer Olympics。

14。每一年，照相本里就要有更新的照片！

15。自己设计的窝，一台iMac。

16。利用多余的资金，做简单，可以自己经营的生意。。

终极目标：拿到英国居民证，永久移居。

大概就是这样！

之前在纽约自己遇到一个陌生年轻男子，随随便便就和他聊了起来。。

他在英国长大，巴西和英国混血儿，当时遇到他时，他要离开美国回巴西，已经在各国漂泊了半年，钱快花光了，哈哈，所以是时候回家继续赚钱。听到他的英式腔调，就知道他不一样！整个人当场差点融掉！他曾经也在马来西亚住过3个月。他的生活就是边旅行边工作。。我的心里是无敌的羡慕，祝他一切顺利！

他就在那天下雪的夜里，比我先离开了纽约。。飞往他的梦。。

我有一个朋友的朋友，现在才20几岁，也是同样的精彩生活，到处在各国留下脚印。。有个稳定的工作，却又能抽空无忧无虑的四处游玩。。这也一直是我的梦想。。

错！应该是说目标，还未达成，但肯定会达成的目标，而不是空想的梦！

你是永远静不下来的！

你是不会喜欢乏味单调的生活的！

就利用你的特点，让你的生活，多姿多彩吧！

Stop Seal Slaughter!!!

Pity the baby seals.....being killed for no reason....
Juz a passion of humans....sacrifice their own lives
They have the right to live....
Do you also want to be killed for no reason???!
If not, Pls TAKE ACTION!!!!

Urge the Olympic Committee to help stop the seal slaughter!

If Only....

Chernlin made me cry today....Because she gave me this movie....called...If Only....

Its just a small production romance movie, talking about the love between a British businessman and an his American musician girlfriend. but because of his job is taken priority, he neglects his girlfriend and take it for granted. Starring Paul Nicholls and Jennifer Love Hewitt.

The storyline is quite simple but the way it shows the movie is very special. The director made a twist in it and the ending of the story is super super duper saddening....

Ahhhhh~~~~

I like the setting cos its in London, ENGLAND!!!! When i saw the London Bridge i was like half-melted...and when hear the british accent of the cast, i was fully melted.... HAHAHAHA, Exaggerating!

"Thank you for being the person to teach me love...and be loved.."

This is the phrase which i never ever forget of... I always think that loving a person need a lot of courage. Some people said maybe i haven met someone that i really love. Some people will say Im still young. Some people might say this is ridiculous....

Im just....selfish, I love myself a lot which I dun have anymore to give anybody else...

That is why i was touched by the film...

Its just a 1 and a half hour movie...and the story is just talking about incidents happen in two days time. But during the short time, what will you see and what will you learn?

Vote for my Friend Please...

Pleease Vote for my friend in this website....

Click HERE

Her Name is SPY, No.15

Please vote, Please Vote....

She is from Taylor's, Communication and Media Management....

She is really a good singer~~~

I like her voice a lot...Very special and powerful voice...

But i dun dare to brag so much la...cos later expectation to high...

Hehe...

Pei Ni!!! We will Always Support you ya!

Shout out VERY VERY VERY VERY LOUD!!!

Really unbelievable~~~~
I work in my favourite hang out place...
Starbucks..for 3 days already...
Its really a different experience from my previous jobs (not many also lah! Hehe =.='")
Cos 1st time do F&B ma....

Its very happy that i met a lot of friendly co-workers, supervisors and even my store manager is also very fun type of person. But maybe im new la...hahaha! So naturally everybody will treat me nicer...
Perasan!!!! AAAAHHH~

Secondly, I super semangat and i alr memorize all the frappucino drinks' recipe...
Trust me! its really easy....So today quite a long period of time im helping them to make beverages and refill stock.
SUPER DAMN BUSY!!!! Especially weekends...
Haiyo~ the cashier there shout one name, then you have to be very fast if not the second drink is coming up...Thats why you have to be very very familiar with the recipe..Its very challenging, and fun, I also can cope with it la, just...its really stressful....really like crazy people, ping ping pong pong, a lot of noise and must very fast, even heartbeat also the same....

Ok....so of course, The problems I faced....
Yup, im just a new barista and i know i need to learn from cleaning.
Yes, i accept it and i realyy really understand this is the step i need to go through..
BUT!!!!!! Can The HUMANS in the world be more CIVILIZED a bit or not???!!!
I know its very harsh,
But because i have confidence in myself that i am MORE civilized than them, thats why i am eligible to SCOLD THEM!!!!

Walao...my heart is really really cursing when im doing cleaning...

1st. Ash Trays..
We need to clear all the ash trays in the smoking area and its our responsible to make sure every table has a clean ash tray. Those SMOKERS!!!!! Are they blind or what??! Got ash tray on every table but they still throw the cigarette butts on the floor!!! and all the ashes, fly here and there...all over the place! Finish smoking alr, haven make sure its not burning but throw into the trash can! Then the trash can got smoke come out lo! Make us need to go put off the fire! Although its just minor fire BUT STILL!!!!!!
AND!!!! One person only can smoke until the ash tray FULL!!! Scariness! Can all these people STOP smoking! Everybody knows its bad for health OK! Dun give urself so many ALASAN to smoke! All are bullshits!!!!!! Bad for health BAD FOR HEALTH!!!! DIE DIE DIE!!!!
Okla! You wanna smoke then please be clean, Please think of others! Be Considerate a bit can or not!?! U are RESPONSIBLE for the ashes and smokes you had created...
I appreciate those people who use the ash trays and not dirty the surrondings, this is GOOD! Although they dont love themselves but they still take care of others...

2nd. Wastage
Oh My Goodness! This is super serious!!! Those people who read this post out there. Please keep it mind that, Just take those that you need, do not take for granted!
A lot of people likes to take a lot of packets of sugar but ended up not using...WASTING! You know when i throw all those unuse sugar sachets, its so heartbroken that we watse so much of things! If you do not need that much, dun take SO MUCH! As in you want yourself get Diabetes is it???!!
Somemore, i clean quite a quantity of "UN-finish chocolate cream cake with just a tinsy winsy bite", "UN-finsh Caramel blended coffee with just a small sip", "Chicken Crust Pie with all the chicken GONE, but left the torn-into-pieces-crust" and a lot of other food.
Eh! Ur general knowledge is soooo LOW or your teacher never teach you! You know how many kids or people in another side of the world starving to death, malnutrition, famine...How they need food and look at us, HOW WE WASTE FOOD!!!!!
Dun tell me you cannot finish or full already! THEN ORDER SO MUCH FOR WAT!!!!!!!!!
In addition, Napkins and Serviette. U no need to use so much okay??! Your mouth is not that BIG! And our tables are really clean..Maybe you can take 2 to 3 is acceptable. Take until one whole stack and at last only use a little...WASTED the whole stack of napkins!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!! Love the environment, Save the environment!!!!!
Earth Hour has been officially launched in Malaysia. As a HUMAN in the world! Please be a part of it!!!!!
Dun tell me what:
Must use as much as we can if not its not worth for the tree to die.
or
We paid already, must use as much as we can!

Ooi!!!! This Earth is not YOU PAID for it to become wan hor!!!!!
The earth was born is YOU PAY WAN A??!!!
The oxegen that produce from the trees, YOU PAY WAN A???!!!!
The clean clear water from the mountains, YOU PAY WAN A!!!???!!
The Beautiful Sceneries, Sandy Beaches, Precious rainforests, 7 Nature wonders of the world
ALL YOU PAY WAN A??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3rd. Class
Starbucks is always my favourite place to hang out. To me, I like Starbucks is because of the quality and standard, and i really think their coffee is nice, and also this place is really a classy place.
BUT THEN!!!!
Surprisingly, today i actually threw a PAMPERS WITH SHIT inside into the rubbish bin....
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shock of my LIFE Seriously! I never thought that this family will put this 'thing' under the table and never bring it with them...I was like, what the hell!!!!
The family dun look like some people that never had proper education before, I think maybe the people that never had proper education are more civilized than THEM!!!
AND!!!!!
Most of the tables, crumbs everywhere, napkins everywhere, trash everywhere, sugar spilled on the table....HELLO!!! YOU 1 YEAR OLD IS IT??!!!! Or Your mouth got hole??!?!!
Really, THEY ARE ADULTS!!!! I cant believe my eyes also!!!!
THEY ARE ADULTS THAT EAT LIKE 1 YEAR OLD KID!!!!!!
This is a soooo classy place but yet, DESTROY by you all!

4th. Tables and Chairs
Leaving the place, please push the chair in neatly. If you combine tables, please leave the place to its actual position. Some customers came ALONE, but the four chairs are ALL untidy!
What is this??!! I really dunnoe how you sit??!
Dun say those IRRESPONSIBLE THINGS that: You all are hired to do this work!
PLEASE! Other than tidying up the tables and chairs, Do you know how HECTIC is the beverage station?? How BUSY is the cashiering place??! We still got a lot of important things to do OKAY?!
Its not because of the employee is hired to do the work,
Its because of BEING A QUALITY, STANDARD, CIVILIZED PERSON IN THE WORLD!

All the things i have said are really small little things that a simple human unaware of EVERYDAY! Oh my gosh.....Please my friends....aware of it.....

I love Starbucks....

So.....I am going to work in Starbucks....Barista.

Finally, I decided....Yes....

Quite surprising, I willing to work in a F&B environment...

Cos this is always my last option...

But because of my "love" towards Starbucks and the standard & quality...

I willing to give it a try...

Ya, I know its not something to proud of...

But Im proud of myself...

Super nervous...

I think I did well in the interview...

This is my 1st time to be alone...

But also thanks to Sue helped me at first...

BUT, THE HAPPIEST THING IS......

I get to earn my own pocket money!!!!!

Yipee....

This is what i always dream of...

I saw a lot of my co-workers in US..

Same age with me, 17 years old, 18 yeard old, or even younger...

They earn their own pocket money, to buy books, pay school fees...

Yes, I know they have community college and most of the things are cheaper than us..

But, for working experience, for new friends, for extra general knowledge, for knowing the burden what our parents gone through..

Why Not?!

I admire their Independence, I admire their Time Management

So, Sacrifices:

I have less hours to hang out with friends,

I have less hours to sing K,

I have less hours to go back to home town...

But, Benefits:

I have more money to shop the things I want,

I can save money to go my 1 month Taiwan Trip,

I can save money to pay my debtors (Dad & Mum),

And the ones i have stated above....

All I have to do is work harder in my studies...

Of course, dun let it fail can alr...

I hope I will learn a lot of things thru this oppurtunity..

Gambate ne!