自杀

亲爱的各位，我不知道我的头脑是用什么做的。
你们可以告诉我吗？

我真的很想杀死我自己，因为我的头脑真的很难控制。
我想要控制我的头脑，但是科学告诉我，头脑才是控制我的东西。
所以我该怎么办咧？
杀掉我的头脑，还是杀掉我？
不过其实都是一样的啦~

Anyway，我真的有点累。
累，我现在的处境。
累，我的性格。
累，我的缺点。
累，我的工作。
累，人与人之间的感情。
累，生活和人生。
累，金钱。
累，还有很多很多。

都不懂是我自己拿来累的，还是这是人生必经之路。
但是，我是真的很累。

如果有一天，我的电话完全不响，那我觉得是一件非常非常值得感恩的事情。
电话一直响，真的很累。

如果有一天，我不再重犯错误，那我就会很安心，什么都顺顺利利。
重犯错误，真的很累。

如果有一天，所有人都以爱为出发点，爱护自己，也爱护别人，人间有真情，那有多好。
你争我斗，真的很累。

如果有一天，我不再戴着面具，我放开心胸，去接受每一个人，真的会很轻松。
躲在防护罩里，真的很累。

如果有一天，我找到了适合自己的工作，永远都不再为工作压力而烦恼，那就是人间享受。
工作压力，真的很累。

如果有一天，生活就像铺好的黄金路，美丽堂皇的让我一步一步地走向它，真是美好！
生活和人生，真的很累。

如果有一天，金钱对我来说，只是废纸，那不就发达了！
当金钱的奴婢，真的很累。

如果有一天，没有那些，很多很多累人的事情，那就不累了咯！
所以，就是要杀掉我的头脑才能中止一切吗？
哈哈！我疯了。

南半球，六月的冬天

从小，都不知为何，就对澳洲这个地方有深刻的印象。
可能因为以前还搞不懂英国和美国的分别，就也想学一学流行，去崇拜或向往一个地方，
所以就选了澳洲吧，一个大家都会讨论，但却不太了解的地方。
小时候不是很爱写那种纪念册吗？什么“我的最爱”， 然后“国家”那一项，就会写澳洲。
可是明明就对这个地方一点知识都没有，就只知道无尾熊和袋鼠。还真笨！

结果，我也是到了高中三写毕业论文的时候，选了这个国家当作我的主题，
才真正的了解了这个国家的来龙去脉，等等的点点滴滴。
不过当时也是很表面地在网上摘一些资料，图案，剪剪贴贴的，做完了之后，也没什么明白那种。
现在拿起来读，还真的是很想把它丢在地上踩个几脚！文笔实在烂！哈哈哈！！

长大了之后，开始对这个国家有所了解。深入的了解。听听朋友啊~ 诉说着这一个国家，
然后自己看电视啊，阅读刊物等。
这个地方是南半球的一个国际大熔炉。人口密集的城市就只有那几个。
较有名的也就是墨尔本，悉尼，黄金海岸，Perth。
之所以是个国际大熔炉，因为那里的教育水平，教育机构还蛮发达，很多世界各地的人，尤其亚洲，
都到那边继续念书，进修。然后拿到了居民证，就继续在那里工作。
整个地方，也逐渐的变成了一个小亚洲。

我的旅程总共6天，晚上的飞机第一站到了墨尔本，不过马上我就转了飞机，
飞到了东部的一个小城市，Newcastle。
刚刚提了几座较有名的城市，没被提到的都是人口比较稀少，偏远一点的。
Newcastle 就是其中之一。 这个城市不大，不过东西还算齐全。
第一个让我惊叹的就是一座小到离谱的飞机场。比柔佛新山士乃机场还小哦！。
整个Arrival Hall 完全没有围栏，只有2个Gate，还有2个Baggage conveyor belt，然后几排椅子。
旁边就是两个小餐厅，然后一个大门。
Departure Hall 就有围起来像普通这样。
然后我乘坐一个固定有去到机场的公共巴士 Port Stephens Coach 回到了Newcastle 的住宅区。
车程大概半个小时，还算准时，但次数较少，因为走的路线远嘛。
一路经过大大小小的高速公路。看到了他们的工业区。
洋人国家就是有一个共同点，工业区都一定是和高速公路地带一起。
他们也是有少许的农业发展在高速公路旁，但也是少许的啦。
几公里可能会看到一些牛在吃草之类的。但大部分工业还是较多，如：锡矿业。
不像我国，整个高速公路旁就是一大片油棕林，不然就大理石，高山围绕。
在中国我还看到菜园，稻田耶！真的很不一样~
这城市比较小，所以年长的人就特别的多。搭巴士的都比较多老人，等巴士的也一样。
逛超市是我到那里做的第一件事，最开心了！
价钱还算周到，而且东西也是琳琅满目的。
我的最爱就是自动结账机。就是你自己扫描你购买的东西，自己付款。
很聪明的一项发明哦！
扫描物品之后，然后又一个固定的地方让你放袋子，那个地方其实是一个秤，
秤一秤你购买的物品有没有和重量成对比，如果没有，他就会自动锁机，
需要寻求工作人员解码，才可以继续。
这样才不会让市民有机会偷窃。真的是好厉害哦！
但是，机器不是万能的，有时候还是有些误差啦，所以我成功的不小心偷了一个巧克力棒。

Newcastle 也有海边，冬天好冷，但还是有许多冲浪发烧友在这期间去冲浪。
我在旁边看了都觉得不可思议。我站在陆地上被寒风这样吹，都快疯了，
何况是叫我把身子浸泡在冷得要死的水里！
冲浪的朋友们身材都好好！啊~帅翻了！哈哈！
日落很美，很喜欢。到了傍晚还看到周围有间学校放学后的情景。
在海边上课耶！想当初，我也是一样哦！
然后，在Newcastle也尝尽了所有好吃的东西。快餐，Diners，巧克力，
最重要还有Home-cooked的咯~ <3

间中，去了悉尼。
悉尼这座城市，普通，就是一个...城市，和吉隆坡一样，就是一个...城市
旅游胜地像悉尼歌剧院，悉尼大桥，悉尼塔，悉尼市中心，达令港，唐人街全都走遍。
品尝了中餐，日本餐，台湾甜品，哈哈！还蛮亚洲式的悉尼一日游。
身为歌唱之人，歌剧院一定少不了！亲身体验了他在上面的快感！
好开心！而且人家的建筑设计还是有列入榜首的哦！
悉尼大桥就是很宏伟！看到顶端有旅客在攀爬，我的心脏都快跳出来。
没办法，怕高的我，这一辈子，是不可能上的了那个地方的啦！

之后回国的前一天，飞回了墨尔本。
墨尔本这个城市就让我真的很喜欢。它不是一个单调的城市，
是一个让人有惊喜的城市。
城市，就是一个四方块。只要你不是文盲，怎么走都不会迷路的一个地方。
我就是这样一手握着地图，双眼看着路牌，一步一步地走在墨尔本的大道上。
墨尔本的城市不大，比纽约市小很多。
城市，难免就是会让人想到高楼大厦，
但墨尔本除了高楼以外，他还有一座像世外桃源的图书馆，
一些古色古香，文艺复兴时期的基督教堂，
典雅的市政楼，一大片公园，大学，还有户外式的购物商场。
在城市里，你还可以找到水族馆！天啊！都不知道他们怎样装下那些鱼群。
除此之外，这个城市是为旅客着想周到到不行，有一个电车路线是提供旅客免费乘搭，
所有的车站都停在具代表性的旅游景点。车上还有广播员解说。超棒的！

总结，
澳洲有很多本地品牌，可见他们真的很支持本土产品，以及保护本国市场的精神。
澳洲人很会享受生活，他们的上班时间都不超过六点。
除了饮品业之外，所有商店和百货公司都在六点前关门。
澳洲人不太友善，除了墨尔本之外，其他地方的本地澳洲人都不像我在美国得到的亲切感。
冬天很冷，但有人在身旁，心，还是暖的。

很开心，去了小时候的梦想地。
世界就是那么大，还有很多我要去的地方！

WAH!!

Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God

My last blogpost was in May 28th?!??!!??!?!

So recently, everything is back on track.
The old me is back in my life.
I feel alive, refreshed.
As what my Operations Manager told me, to restart the button again.
So I restarted.

During June, I had my awesome trip in Australia,
Spending with my beloved one. Mr K.
Sorted out my feelings and all, clear my path and start moving on ahead.

Its good that I got my confidence back, I received positive comments.
So, i shall not complain and strive harder to get what I want.
Ok?

Right now, I wanna save. I wanna save lots and lots of money,
So I can do whatever I want.
But right, I cant resist shopping!

This month, actually I can save extra money....
But I indulge myself with bags, shoes and accessories....
==
You know, sales...
Besides that, Im working in retail line. OMG!!!!
Cant help it lah! Die die die.

Anyways, gonna control myself from simply buy things luuu...
Save for the future, save for MY future.
Hmmm....
Till here. Next gonna blog abt Aussie.

So, this happens....

A lot of things happen recently
Work seriously suck. I sucked!
I sucked at work!
A lot of pressure and I don't know what happened to me!!!!
I even wanted to run away from everything
So...........my superiors had sensed something and I had 3 counseling sessions with each of them.

Goods and bads, I know myself even better than others.
So I will have to improve that's all.

Jia you bah!

Leave

我挥一挥袖，不带走一片云彩

Escape

PHOTO CREDITS: FLICKR

I want a escape.
To a faraway place.
What should I do?
I shall rest in peace...

菲力斯的上班日记

生活在繁忙的城市，真的只有一句话。

嗯，还蛮忙的！哈哈！

已经第五天了，又是值午班。过着还蛮有规律的生活。
十一时三十分开始步行到轻快铁站，搭十一时四十分的车。
转站抵达区域火车站，搭十二时十分的火车。
抵达公司大概十二时三十分左右，离开工时间还有三十分钟。
就处理一些琐碎事务等等。
一时正开工。
晚上十时三十分左右放工，有时稍微迟一点。
然后搭十一时的火车
抵达轻快铁转站已经是十一时十五分，然后搭十一时二十分的车
十一时三十分回到住处。

就这样，连续了五天。
还不错，很久没有过那么规律的生活了。说起来，也还蛮好笑的。
想着想着，这样的生活，我已经摆脱了将近六个月了。
现在又在体会一次。思绪，也跟着多了起来。

繁忙时代，人来人往。
有时候，错过的东西，真的很多。
不是我没有好好地把握，而是来不及去抓紧放在心里。
就已经有另一堆问题，等待去解决。

我都不知道世界还有没有在自转。
现在的感觉，比较像，我在转动着世界。
很想停一停脚步，让世界转动我。

不过，处在这一行的我，
多多少少，就是要牺牲这一些。
相比起其它的下属，我的处境，真的是好很多了。
我还有比他们更多的时间，去抓紧一些平时错过的。

我爱忙碌。忙碌让我忘记一些不必要去想的事情。
至少，我在忙碌中，可以得到经验，知识，
还有最重要的，快乐。

今年二十三岁了，那天无意间翻到最近的照片，
笑容的确很灿烂，可是眼角却有了岁月的痕迹。
天！！皱纹！
感叹！岁月就是不留人。
是时候考虑考虑接下来的日子，要怎么过？
不过有时候认真想想，也没什么好怕，都不知道自己是否过于阿Q了~
哈哈！

看，都忙到没时间写部落格了。
继续加油！菲力斯！

Wedding Dinner

So I attended a wedding dinner during mid of March
It was my Seniors' wedding dinner. Both bride and groom are my seniors.
They were my fellow choir members when I was in high school.
He is 3 years elder than me.
She is 4 years elder than me.
They were a couple since high school till the day they married to each other.
Such a loving couple right?

Envious of them...Rejoice the happiness with them too =)
It was a long run and yes, long lasting.
Just a short sharing.
I always wanted a long lasting relationship and would like to settle down when I met the one.
I admitted I played a lot and was not serious on relationships in the past.
As I couldn't find the one.
So Im contented right now and I really hope this lasts.
Im sure that this time it will, because I can feel it each and everyday.
The feeling that you care for someone, think of someone.
So, Baby again....You know I love you....lots....and loads...

Ok, enough of repeating the same thing..
The wedding dinner was perfect. Venue is nice, emcee was good. Love the simple deco.
In terms of food, yes it was nice too (But I didn't really eat much).
But Malaysians need to be more punctual lahh!
I will ask all my guests to reach on time, sharp on my wedding!!!
Seriously, wasting other people's time!
Luckily the program flow was smooth and interesting.
Hmmm, as an ex-wedding planner, this event was well done.
Just that the service was quite slow which we had to serve drinks ourselves. LOL!
But I can understand, its not easy to get manpower all the time.
Nowadays teenagers are all spoilt brats! No need to work! Hmph~

And what do you want for your wedding dinner?
Have you guys thought about it?
Its very important you know!
Not saying that just let things flow naturally, no special plans or make it simple blah blah blah,
Yes, I used to think of that too! But think twice, its once in a lifetime.
Hello~~ You should make it MEMORABLE!

I don't like shark fin! I don't care, I LOVE Sharks!
Only mocked shark fin will be served.
Hmmm, shark fin is so Cina lah! Don't want at all, take out!

Actually what I want is either an Evening Beach Wedding or a Night Garden Wedding.
Hey! Sounds common but I won't make it so common like what you will expect okay~
I want small finger food. Only finger food!
Lots and lots of finger food. Easy to serve and bite!
Tarts, Colourful Cupcakes, Savoury Pies, Sandwiches, Pizzas
All in small, mini sizes!! Heehee, so cute!
So my guests will be walking around elegantly with finger food and a glass of champagne.

I want Tropical Flowers! Roses are seriously boring!
Exotic tropical flowers! Rafflesia...HAHAHAHAHA!

I want a Pavilion covered with fairy-lights and vine leaves...
Everybody can dance in it! Boogie-Woogie~

I want colours! No black or white!
I want a fashionable wedding!

I want games!
Guest participation is important. Not just standing there, staring at everything.
I just love laughter and happiness.

Ohya! I want special performances as well! From my friends of course,
See what they prepared for me! =)
Maybe they will make me cry~

Dreams dreams dreams.... wonder would it happen?

Here are some pictures...

Last Day in TSTMPV

TSTMPV, thanks for everything.
I grew up from here and I will remember everything I learned and improve better.
I love all the colleagues here. Happy to meet you guys!
You guys are easy going, very friendly, lovable & cuddly.
And of course, Super funny!!!
So....Yup! I will miss you guys.
One day, we will work together again!

Me in the pantry. Elaine concentrating doing her attendance reports

As usual, calculate sales before closing~

Last minute changing graphics that day

A Message from WWF M'sia

I joined as a donor in WWF (World Wildlife Fund) Malaysia last year's September.
Im very glad that Im one of the people that involves charity work now.
Although I am not involved physically but I helped out financially.
Its simple and easy!
Just register yourself and donate RM 38 every month or RM152 every 4 months.
You can choose to donate every month or every four months, the amount is the same.
Just that if you donate every four months, less paperwork for them and you will save papers.
Save the trees as well! =)
This year, I received a newsletter from them and this will be the achievements for the previous year that I summarize down:

1. Four tiger cubs were discovered in the Temengor Forest Reserve
2. Identified nine adult tigers in 300 square kilometer area, which ensures the healthy population of tigers.
3. Our Prime Minister is aware about the threat faced by the turtles and we will receive more support from now on.
4. A Terengganu's women's group (PEWANIS) is actively educating their communities about the importance of stopping the Turtle Eggs consumption and trading.
5. They also increased participation in mangrove replanting efforts to conserve nesting grounds. 6. To date, there are 3000 seedlings have been planted and we hope to see and huge increment of flora and fauna in the future.
7. Two Sumatran rhino calves and a possibly pregnant female rhinoceros have been identified by the rangers in Sabah and more breeding and protection plan will be enforce by them (Sabah Wildlife Department and Borneo Rhino Alliance) to monitor the population of Rhinos to prevent extinction.

*All information above contributed from WWF 2011 Newsletter

I am really delighted to see there are so many people are actually actively involved in conserving the nature. Thanks to WWF keep on updating and supporting these kind-hearted souls that have the passion in saving and conserving the planet.

It is really easy to be a part of saving the nature and environment. This is a few points that I would like to share to be part of it and save your home from extinction, in order to SAVE YOU as well.

a. Create the awareness among your friends and family.
b. Be a vegetarian, or not, cut down the consumption of meat.
c. Start green activities from your home, your workplace.
d. Always think of recycle and reduce waste.
e. Involved in NGOs like WWF and help out or contribute in your own convenience.
f. Use biodegradable products.
g. Turn yourself into GREEN!! =)

This is what I can think of right now. Just try to think of the uncertain weather these days. Think of the increasing sea level which relates with the climate change. Think of human population and development that threatens the wildlife and environment. Think of huge consumption of meat that sacrifices how many innocent lives out there, not only animals but humans as well, a fisherman killed by huge waves when catching fishes for you is consider INNOCENT as well OK!! Think of how polluted water will affect the habitat then back to us.

Its the Circle Of Life.

Im very proud of my friend, Chern Lin, who is going to participate voluntary work in Philippines with PETA, for a month! Such a meaningful activity. She managed to find this opportunity and try her best to get herself in! I wish I could as well one day.

One day, I believe every each of you will know the importance of saving and conserving the planet!

Keong Hee Huatt Zai

To Everyone!
Keong Hee Keong Hee! Hua Hua Hee Hee!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Wishes everyone a prosperous rabbit year ahead!
Yipeeeee~

UN-Sleepable 不眠

Its not the 1st time that I couldn't fall asleep even though is such a late hour right now, and Im gonna wake up tomorrow for work. But still, I couldn't...

My eyes are still wide open and many thoughts roaming around, on top of my head.
I can see them....
Kind of tired, very tired. But I still can't let myself rest properly..

I figured why?
Maybe Im stressed, or maybe....there are too many things that I have to take care of?
Maybe he is not beside me, and maybe these are the pre-aging symptoms...?!? ROFL!

Aarggghhhh...I just can't sleep.....

Yup, stress is a DEFINITELY YES! =)
Hohohohoho! Stress always comes along with work.
You have work to do and stress eventually comes along~ Wheeeee!
Kind of agree what my ex-boss said:
The higher pay you get, the more stress you will have to face.
And, taadaaaaa....Its true~
So...yes, Im QUITE satisfy with my *ahem* pay, therefore,


I, Need To, Perform.
Smile...Smile...Smile...
At least Im still enjoying it.
Just that the worst part is still facing the superiors.
Target, Target, Target!! SALES~~~~~
Hmmm, sometimes I feel like Im a marketing practitioner.
Squeeze our brain juice to make into sales plans and strategies...

Ohya! and I almost forgot, Im a SALESPERSON...
So obviously, I need to do sales, if not how can I get commission?!
Right? =D

21st of January, you left the country.
I am fine of course. Even though IF I am not but I am still okay~
Haha, despite that I wept on the bus during the way back home from the airport.
Can't believe I missed you so much.
Its only 10 days passed and I....really, Miss You...Yes I do.
It's difficult to forget that 52 happy & memorable days you gave to me...
I finally had this magical feeling....like what I used to see in the fairytale stories..*giggles*
What I used to....wish, I have this day....


Been longing since the day I understand about LOVE.
Sincerely hope that this is the last for both of us.
But again, the future is unpredictable, so.....I pray, I pray for the BEST. Ok? =*

My future,
Looking through gazillions and billions and millions and thousands and hundreds of people.
I don't think Im the only one that concern about my own future.
23 years old in this year 2011.


Wow!!! *OPEN EYES*
OMG! You are such an OLD MAN!
GOSH and I can't believe is true.
Yeeeeeyerrrr, seems like I had wasted these 22 years.
I didn't do anything epic, such as saving the world, won a Nobel Prize, became a YouTube sensation, or break a Guinness record.
What I left is debts, debts, debts and DEBTS...
Aiyah~ Should I think these much? Or....this is WAY too over?
Yes yes, yes it is. I think shall set *another unachievable* target then =)
Inner-self: POSITIVITY!!!!! Hellllllloooooooo~~~~
Me: Okay, okay, Fine! Positive vibes!!! Take a deep~~~~ breath *meditates*....

So, me is gonna ROCK the world before the last day of earth comes.
Earn as much money as I can and ENJOY LIFE!!!!
Travel across countries...Me is going Kangaroo Land this year!
Heeeheeee, and I say it, and I WILL!
Next year, UK!!! *prays harder*


Look at myself in the mirror. Wooo! Wrinkles! Haha
But you are more charming now, Looking Good! Felix....
A new year, ANOTHER new start... Yeah!!

My Liver says: "Its 2am now and stop this, go to bed!"

New Year's Eve

Hey there peeps!
Its New Year's Eve today.
The last day of Year 2010
Forget about how fast time had passed,
Let's cherish what we had this year.
Let's rejoice the happiness with each & everyone.
Let's remember the love ones that left us.
Let's bless each other all the best in everything.
Let's set goals & make a wish for a the new year ahead.
Let's welcome the new days in the future.
Happy New Year!

p/s: Start thinking my new year resolution!!

Can't be seen

Age is just a number.
Gender is just a body.
Sexuality is just a label.
Distance is just miles.
Race is just a color.
Marriage is only paper.
Religion is just beliefs.
Looks are only seen.

Love? Love is love.
It is unexplainable,
but when you find it. Don’t take advantage of it.

Cherish every moment of it.

Source: Tumblr

Hugs & Kisses

Hot Winter

Time flies, its the end of Year 2010 now.
Its damn fast! I just flashed back few things that I had done this year
And I couldn't really remember what I did.

This proves that, time is passing really fast.
Last year December, I was doing my internship in JB and living a quite monotonous life.


Last Last year's December, I was working and having LOADS of fun in America.
All these things happened just like yesterday.
Feel so close but yet so far.


This year's December,
I can say that it's optimistically fantastic.
Im back to JB for my Dad's 53 year old birthday,
We whipped up a meal and had a cozy home-cooked dinner.

Christmas is around the corner again, parties & meet ups. Yeah!
Prezziesss =) Heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee~
So happy to see all the decorations around Pavillion
Giant mistletoes, Huge Christmas trees, and White reindeer carts
Awwwww....

In order to hit the sales target, we are having a competition!!
Battle of the 2 teams in TSPV..The store is so hyped up now!
Had lots of fun during work, we are fighting over the sales and cheering for our own team.
This really boost up our energy during work!

Someone special walked into my life.
Who makes me feel that love & happiness is still around.
I really hope that, there's no obstacles or boundaries between us.
And I really want it to....last.

Its gonna be a hot winter, a hot hot winter. <3

Me Without You

So you decided to leave. To a new place, new environment.
Its for good, I know.... I understand...
I can't imagine how my life will be, without you, from the start.

I wouldn't have free rides to college everyday
I wouldn't have my first A&W dine in the car experience
I wouldn't be able to work in Starbucks and enjoyed myself so much
I wouldn't have the opportunity to own an iPod Nano (Thanks to you and Leona Lewis)
I wouldn't get the chance to eat so many flavours of Pocky in my life!
I wouldn't have great meals & snacks specially made from Mama Sue's recipe book
(Onigiri! Cupcakes, Chachos with cheese and tomato, Fish cake bread rolls etc.)
I wouldn't have a a place to stay, for my retreat
I wouldn't have an out-of-class gossip partner
There will be no Purple party for my 21st
I wouldn't have a crazy shopping friend hunting for cheap stuff
I wouldn't have a random friend struggling with me to buy a Nintendo DS
I wouldn't have a Zhak Fan Society friend
We will lose one Fei Lun Hai Karaoke friend
I wouldn't have the chance to experience MTV Asia Awards live and eat cup noodles in a jug!
I wouldn't have the chance to work with Wing Tai Asia
I wouldn't have the courage to runaway from home
I would have to go through the air steward interview alone
I would need to find out Perfect Ice myself because Im afraid to talk to strangers
I might need to squeeze into another car for a PD & Malacca road trip
The colour story of my college life will be incomplete
I wouldn't know that my perseverance of vegetarianism and saving the environment is precious
Strawberry Parfait day & Retail off day will not exist
I wouldn't have a good fortune telling friend...LOL!!!
I wouldn't have a graduation cert for "Sue's Crapology"
Nobody will share the other half of the Oreo cookie with me
Nobody will rejoice the happiness of eating Tater Tots with me
Nobody will argue great things about America & Australia with me
Nobody will randomly ask me out for karaoke at 12am
Nobody will find out my darkest secret..
and
Nobody will tell me that I am beautiful just the way I am...

You know what?
You make me feel beautiful...
Thanks for giving me positive energy and motivates me in some ways despite from your "crapology"! LOL!
And of course, thanks for the crapology that makes my day sunny at all times.
You are the Mama Sue that loves everyone else around you. Remember to love yourself too.
From the 1st time I know you till now,
From the day I think this girl is too loud, sometimes annoying, until I love this friend so much, It's quite unacceptable that you are leaving all in a sudden.

Luckily, China is not faraway...
AirAisa is still constantly giving me cheap tickets to fly there and I am able to communicate with the people there to find my way to your house in beautiful Hangzhou, China.

To all,
If you have a best friend like this, give him/her a hug and tell'em you love him/her.
Great companions are not easy to bump into in the sea of people.
Stay Glamorous babe! And I know you will...

P/s:
I know its a hard time for you right now but you will strive through it. Believe in yourself, and you will. You are Mama Sue remember? Do not disappoint me! And I will do whatever I can to make you proud as well!

Hugs & Kisses,
Felix

Persatuan Kay-Poh (Busybody Society) Day

This starts when 2 shopaholics meet.

So its my off day and both of us went out again.
Yes, I mentioned, BOTH OF US!

My main target is to do groceries shopping and maybe add on a little bit of Markdown Sales stuff from Topman to pamper myself. Her target is to get her famou-licious Strawberry Skinnies from our heavenly Topshop.

So I woke up early in the morning to tidy up my "pasar malam" room. Rearranged a bit. I have a new room now! Whereas she went to settle some administrative stuff for herself while waiting for me to travel from my house to her territory.

Listen carefully! I used the word TRAVEL!
And yes, I literally TRAVELLED from my place TO her place using our Malaysia's efficient LRT and our "beloved" transportation of all, KTM!! Ugh! It takes me almost 2 hours to reach Subang! Which is equivalent to reach Malacca and enjoy the mouth-watering Chendol!
Like seriously! I have no idea how much longer we have to bear the existence of KTM!

Ok, met her at the station. With the usual screams and hugs~
Then we dropped by Mr Tang's office to handover some documents. And I was quite impressed with the "systematic" culture of corporate companies.

Break Time = ALL GONE! (sweat!)

Brings back memories when I was was with this kind of culture. Yeeee~ Quite scary though.
Office life is SO OVER for me now! Yuck!

Moving on, we dashed to Mid Valley to fulfil our shopping urge!!!
After a great lunch at Chilli's, we started to walk to the direction of Topshop & Topman. When we were halfway there, I was sucked by the L'Occitane's promotion booth and the Voyage themed visuals caught my attention...So cute!!!! The staff are all in sailor suits!
And yea, I bought a promotion set when she is mumbling around my ears saying that its not worth it...Hahaha! Well~ Nothing stops me for L'Occitane.
Then we went to Topshop/Topman. She got her strawberry skinnies! Its a must have okay!! Got her frog ear-rings, and she managed to spot a bird-and a nest-with bird eggs ring. So super gaya!
Nothing much amazed me, mostly accessories. So I bought 2 bracelets, 1 suspenders (for the top, not the bottom one! ==), and a striped snood which both of us love and was discovered by her.
She doesn't wanna buy the same thing with me at first but after a loooong consideration, she still buys it! Ohohohoho! And all the little accessories costs me over RM100 even though it's all price point items...imagine if I add the green patent leather belt that I liked too...(Dammmmnnnn)

click here--->Have a peep at the Strawberry Skinnies<---click here

Next stop: groceries shopping. While deciding to shop between Carrefour or Jusco, I was mentioning about having dinner at Subway because I brought the Subway voucher where I got it when I applied a debit card from Alliance Bank (I was forced to and was just helping a salesman). So dinner is fixed.
Talking about vouchers and discounts, we accidentally stumbled on the bunting of Krispy Kreme saying "10% off for all items with a single receipt from Carrefour". This gave us a much more convincing reason to shop in Carrefour now!!! *woots*
As she said: Everything happens with a reason.
The most important thing is: I used recycled bags today!!! YAY!

After the groceries and subway. We went back to Krispy Kreme and guess what! They are distributing FREE Sugar Glazed Doughnuts!!!! Such an OMG thing!!! Hahahaha!
So we were munching the free doughnut and bought a dozen of doughnuts home.

We were laughing at ourselves like some 40-year-old kay-poh aunties (tai-tai) got cheated by all the promotions and tied up with numerous shopping bags at the end of the day. Such an irony thing is that we are working in the sales industry too...ROFL
Anyway, such a fun & fulfilling shopping day!
Remember!
Great shopping always comes with a great shopping partner! =)

Sotsugyō

Be Proud!
31st Oct 2010
The day to witness the ending line of my education journey.
It might extend...who knows?
=)

生活写照

生活，还是持续的过得很精彩....
大城市的生活，永远美丽。我喜欢！

新工作，新生活。
一样有刚开始的陌生，但至少是我喜欢的，我真的很开心！
天天都上演不同的剧情，桥段。天天都在学习，就想上学一样，
一样有课堂练习，活动，考试，以及等待毕业的到来。
有了我从来没有在职场上得到的快乐！
现在也渐渐得跑上了轨道，继续前进！！！
冲冲冲！

新的人群，新的体验。
逃不了那些尴尬的初次碰面，猜想人家是不是讨厌我，哈！
有时还真的是受不了！Retail 的人，真的永远都那么Bitchy吗？！
不过到回来看看自己，还真的是没错！哈哈哈！不过我的Bitchy指数还没那么高啦！
我还是很善良，友善的！哼！
现在看清了所有人的真面目，自然的面对彼此。真的好开心！
才知道一切的猜疑，都是多余的。
加上在生命里，多了一个美丽的际遇，蝴蝶们都会向你迎面飞来...（笑）
I feel Butterflies...

那天在赶火车回家的时候，穿梭了两三个人跑上电手扶梯，
结果钩到！跌个狗吃屎！丢脸到半死！
应该有被那两三个人笑吧！呃！
要不是在拼生活，和时间赛跑，也不会发生这样的事！
想一想，上天应该也要感动一下下吧！
虽然较真的还蛮痛的，可是就是要让你跌了，才知道什么是痛。
这个教训带来了什么启发？

又有一次，一群不是吉隆坡来的阿嫂群...
（在此，我求求我所有的女性朋友，不要变成这样的阿嫂，真的还蛮丢脸的）
在我们店里高谈阔论，讨论要不要买一条项链...吵到要死！
我负责招待他们，招待完后，其中一位问了问我，毕业了没？
我说毕业了啊！她再问：不读大学了吗？
我心想：啊！人家都已经22岁了，看不出？真是太开心了！呵呵呵呵呵！
然后我说：对啊！大学毕业了啊！
她问：读什么？
我答：大众传播。
她说：哦，不错。那不是大材小用，大众传播应该是到电视台才对啊~

我心想她应该不需要我的回答了，我也不希望继续这段话题，
不然我不知道他们要在我的店高谈阔论到几时？？！
我便只是笑笑而已。她都不知道我其实是处在Supervisor的位置。（斜眼，扁嘴，耸肩）
而且这句话都不知道是褒还是贬？==

我说过了无数次，我的未来，我只要快乐。
以目前的状况，我真的真的很快乐，发自内心的快乐。
你等！你等！
我将会是那飞往巴黎，参与时尚走秀，坐在观众席的其中一位VIP! （讲罢了啦！呵呵！）
不过我要表达的是，快乐就是这么简单。

Tater Tots

Its the next Retail Off Day! Wheeeeee...
Planned to spend a night at The Tang's residence after work, before I enjoy my off day.
I thought I will be on morning shift on that day but who knows! Im actually noon shift.
Ended up, I work for full shift and finish work almost 10:45pm
Rushed to KL Central and its already 11:30pm and the KTM service to Subang Jaya ended.

=F*** KTM!!!=

Besides that, while running from the monorail station to KL Central, I met this auntie who haven't been to KL for quite some time and forgot the way to KL Central. So I have to lead her and FOLLOW her walking pace....

So, the only public transport in such hour, Taxi....
It costs me RM22 to get my ass from KL Central to Subang Emipre.
Ish!
But its really happy to see all the folks in Subang Empire,
Kumar, Charmaine, Felina, Coffee Bean's staff, and more..

Of course, my glamourous BFF who had her Hairaphy (Sue Yee, T 2010) which surprises me a lot!!!!!! You look so hot babe!

Hang out for a while and planned to have the famous Hokkien Mee but too bad for the poor losers without cash in hand, we can't even afford a plate of Hokkien Mee...LOL!!!

Reason:
The taxi fees had sucked two-third of my money out from the wallet
Sue only left a few bucks in her purse as well.

Losers head back to the Tang's residence.
I walked in the house with a warm welcome from the BRAND NEW 42 inch plasma TV won from a lucky draw! *rolls eyes*
But most fortunately we have food at home!!!
Supper Menu: Korean Ramen + Mooncake + Fruit Juice
and the Legendary Tater Tots!!!!!!!!!! *screaaaaaamssss*
Tater Tots is listed down in my "Most Favourite Finger Food List"
I was so delighted when Sue took out the packet from the freezer!

So we cooked, and eat and watch TV...
By the way, April had her Hairaphy too...
I love this look more, neat and tidy!

Tater Tots!!!!!!
Yummy =P
Cancer Level = + 1