Just Like This?

Same as fireworks..
Finished in 5 minutes.

A beautiful & colourful show.
I see sparkles like magic dust swirling in the dark blue night.
I see colours painting the lonely moon and stars.
Moving clouds are like theatre curtains to let me have a clear look of this breathtaking parade
It's mesmerizing but it only last for 5 minutes.

Today was a fairytale, but unfortunately,
Tomorrow is not...

Happy Wesak Day

The Bodhisattva

Flower Offerings

Refreshments

Off day, but went for Wesak celebration at my Buddhist Centre...
Just like the same old days, when I was a little kid,
Went for Dhamma classes to learn the teachings from my Teacher - The Buddha.

A Real Buddhist does not think that Buddhism is a religion.
It is the teachings of that we learnt from the dhamma.
The principles of moral values to be a good person that should be practice in a daily routine.
Those values are just simple things that we are learning during our moral classes.
Therefore, Buddha always said Buddhism is NOT a religion.

On the Wesak day's eve, I went for a sharing about the life of the Buddha.
Its really interesting and inspiring because what we know on the surface, is just very shallow knowledge and history from the disciples and people that roughly know about Buddhism.
But if we investigate deeply, there are a lot of things that we could find and realize the truth behind it. Like vegetarianism, chanting, kneeling down etc. all the Buddhism practices were seen as some funny acts for lay people but they did not know these are just different practices of different groups of Buddhists. Not all Buddhist practices the same way.

A fact that I learned which is really true:
Buddha once said before: You are not praying to the Buddha, but you are paying respect to him. Because he is just a human being as same as everyone of us. And he is just a teacher that teaches us the knowledge.

Not to say I am a religious person. Because i think that all the religion teaches the same thing.
To be a good person and lead your life in the bright way. As recorded in the Buddhism history, Buddha once told his disciples to find out the truth themselves, not to just follow him blindly. You can disagree his teachings and find the suitable way for yourself.

One thing that I really disagree in Buddhism is gender inequality. They always portray the Males as the superior ones. Not only Buddhism, even any other context, everybody still put the males as the priority ones. What is so great about being a Male?
I don't understand. Because I think we are all the same. Human beings that live in this world together.

So to follow the tradition, we still need to do some rites and rituals like Flower offerings, Light offerings, Bathing the Bodhisattva (young image of the Buddha). It is a very important day for Buddhist to remember this teacher in our minds and hearts.

Happy Wesak Day =)

A Never Ending Story

I try not to create imaginations

But I want it to be never ending

Thanks for the add. =)

GRRRRR!

Hello! YOU out there! Yes YOU!
Do you know what is self centered, arrogant, uncivilized & inconsiderate?
If you don't know what's the meaning, very easy.
Go in front of the mirror and look for the answer. There you go!
Understand now???!?!!!

OMGoodness! I haven't met somebody like that before in my entire life!
Who the hell are you??! Sultan? King or Queen?! Or GOD?!
You are just a tinsy winsy human living in this magnificient world OKAY!!!!
Please read the conversation below and see whether you will get angry or not?!

Customer:
Dear Felix Chung,
My call of just now refers.......
Please check into the complimentary dinner that was so talked about during the time my function was held!!
Perhaps you could refer to XXX.......he could throw some light on this....
I must say I am very disappointed that there has been no follow up on this matter.......I would have expected a call or a card...that's what i call after sales service!!
XXX

ME:
Dear XXX
I would like to apologize for the matter below. Yes, your request is in the process now. I will give you a call when everything is done. Thanks for the reminder, we really appreciate it.

After 1 week...

Customer:
Still awaiting your reply!!!

ME:
Dear XXX
Yes, I am totally aware of it. Sorry for the delay as the request could not be proceed because our top management were not around from Monday to Wednesday. I could not get the signature from them and I was on leave during Friday. Therefore, it will be done by next week.
Thanks for the reminder and sorry for any inconvenience caused.

Customer:
If you dont mind i would like you to arrange the dinner for tonight....all the empty promises!!!

ME:
Dear XXX
First of all, of course I would like to apologize for the delay. But I did not promise you anything in my previous emails. What I only said is I will call you when everything is done. Besides that, the wedding last year was held on 28th May 2009. Therefore, the anniversary dinner will be held on this year’s 27th May 2010. This is the procedure that I need to follow according to the organisation.
Hope you will understand and thank you very much.

Customer:
Didnt know your hotel was so rigid!!

Look at the language this person used!
This is totally not my fault okay! I was not told by anybody about this follow up. No handover files at all and now I have to bear this shit?!
Yes, it is our fault that we overlooked this issue but is it neccessary for you to use such a language to talk to me???!
I don't think so. Because you are not somebody like so superior!
And an educated person does not BEHAVE like this!
This is just equivalent to a BABARIAN!
And what do you mean by our hotel is Rigid?
If a big organisation does not have rules and regulations to follow, then how will it be??!
Are you INSANE??!!!!!!!!!!!

Please mind your language and behave yourself before somebody gives you a
ONE TIGHT SLAP!
CB!

Lappie Revived

My Lappie is back and I haven really blog about it yet!

My laptop is like just like my 1st wife which I love the most..
Others will be my ipod, my phone, my camera and etc tech-stuff i have...blah blah blah

Very happy that it's now back to my arms and I get to hug "her" all day & night...
wheeeee!
So the computer guy had take off this stupid file which made my lappie restarted X10000 times
And he upgraded it to Windows 7, as well as the speed of it.
Also, installed some of the games that I wanted to install! Wohoo~

But my photoshop is gone.....
Forgot to ask him to install for me....*cries*

Now it become more beautiful and faster than usual...
Fast until I am not use to it! LOL!
Just click click click then everything done! =)

Welcome home Lappie~
I will take good care of you next time...

Brand New Sunday

Its a brand new Sunday.

Feel brand new..
Totally recovered (Before that I was sick...)
Really trauma from getting sick! It doesn't feel good at all!

Performance ended.
Going to handle my last wedding for this month on 29th May.
Guess I could breathe as much as I want starting from now on.
Hopefully the 2 weddings in June will not make me feel stressful as these past weddings did.
But then honestly speaking, when the wedding function successfully ended,It was such a relief
And of course really appreciate the smile and thankful handshake from the wedding couple.

So...all of the sudden, "Happy" by Leona Lewis keep playing in my mind millions of times
Love this song a lot...Inspiring...and suits my heart right now.

These days, when I have time, I keep on view back my old pictures, view back my old posts, view back everything I had during the past years...
Because I find myself happier in those days...
I am finding happiness....
Happiness that I could not have it now....right now..

But NO! I am wrong!!!!
It is a big mistake to think that!
Happiness is by my side all the time.
I don't wanna let it leave me! I want to be happy
I want to be Happy!
I just wanna be Happy...
A Happy guy that lives in this place with each and another.

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me of the edge,
My feet run out of ground.
I gotta find my place,
I wanna hear my sound,
Don't care about other pain in front of me,
Cause I'm just trying to be Happy...

Fed up!

When you are under stress, You will get fed up by lots and lots of things..

Feeling the world is against you...
Why you are having so much bad luck?
I hate this person, I hate that person!
Keep asking Why? Why? Why?

All the negative stuff crawls up to your mind everyday~~
Never had sweet dreams before, but all are stress and about work..

Sometimes I felt that this life is like so meaningless...
Actually i should take it easy and dun even give a damn thing for all this!
Work is work, when comes to private life...
Just throw it ALL AWAY!

Why I fed up? Because of the working environment obviously...
My friend was right.
If the working environment is suitable for me, even the salary or the job scope is not what I am satisfied with or good at, I will still work happily with no grumbles or complaints.
And I might work for that job maybe up to 10 years or even longer..
Unless I want to upgrade myself to a better one.

I always thought that, I am a good piece of plasticine, can fit in to whatever environment.
No matter its tough, its easy, its challenging, its smooth...
But now I am wrong...maybe I think to highly on myself.
As people said, A person has it own limits don't over cross it or else there will be a huge impact.

So its kinda like touched my angry nerves. So, yes...I am fed up now!

I hate people blaming on others.
I hate people pushing responsibilities.
I hate people only save their own butts!!!!

I hate to use the word 'hate'..
But i just cant help it.
Because I am not that kind of person and I don't wanna BE that kind of person!

So...wait for my next step then.
Goodbye!

Am I?

So....am I ?

This month is busy...
So, if I miss out some hugs or kisses...
Please forgive me. =)

xoxo
Your's