爱到疯癫

What if......I need you?
Would you willing to turn back
Give me a smile,
Give me your answer?

其实，我也会有这么一天，还真的是难得。
为了你，我曾经疯过。。
想回来，就在模糊的回忆中，看见了傻傻的自己。哈哈！
是爱你爱疯了？
‘爱’这个字太大了，我担当不起
应该是说喜欢

“你一定还喜欢我想从前，对不对。。。”

都是收拾东西惹的祸啦，收拾东西就会收到
曾经埋藏，与你的回忆。。
看到很多很多我们共同编织的一切，
不论是照片，还是我记录下来的文字。
一笔一画的，把我和你所经历过的事迹
重新的点成了一幅画。美丽的画。
因为和你在一起，我感受到了安全和莫名的快乐。

那幅画，我已经把它撕成碎片，藏了很久。。
如今，再次打开，重新面对，已经没有像以前那样不成熟了
泪水很难再滑落，唯有的，只是淡淡的微笑。
甚至是在小的细节，就因为这幅画，钩起很多很多，我已经忘记的事。

和你在一起，就曾令我疯癫。。这是真的。
你不按理出牌的所作所为，无数次的让我坠入你的陷阱。。
我真的很不想说，但无可否认的：
我想念你。。
放学后的那十五分钟，空荡荡的课室，只有我们。

我找了各种理由留下来，就是为了多看你几眼。
那你呢？你留下来，又是为了什么？

谢谢你的温柔，不过我到现在还是不明白？
因为你从未解释。。。

你一直带着属于我的物品，是干嘛？
你曾给我的承诺，虽然办不到，但我不知道，你为什么要给我？
那天晚上，你对我说的每一句话，每一个字，又是什么意思？
你那盒巧克力，是为了什么？
在电话里，滔滔不绝的你，和平时冷漠对待其他人的你，又是为何？
你之后在214对我说的那五个字，是为了什么？
现在的无影无踪，又是什么意思？

没想过，为了你，我做过这么癫疯的事吧？
我绝不错过能和你相处的时间。把一切，记录下来。
为的是不要让我忘记。因为偶尔回味，也是一个乐趣。
但你呢？你所作的一切，可能对你来说只是你一贯的举动吧。
我也不想奢望什么。因为我们根本就不可能在一起。。。

我为感情掉的第一滴泪，不是为任何人，而是为了你。
就在我人生中青涩的，sweet sixteen…

Guilty Pleasure

I felt something fun...
I felt somthing nice...
I felt...Butterflies...

On the other hand...I felt a
L...i...t..t...l...e guilty...
But I like it somehow...

=)

Here Goes The Earphones..

=_=

Can you see it??

My earphones are imperfect now...

The rubber has worn off...

*sob sob*

And who doesn't know Ipod earphones are so darn expensive!

And who doesn't know if you dun have compatible earphones for your Ipod...

It looks so....not yeng! =D

Luckily it's not as worst as Little Zhen's...

Oops =X

Naked...

I stood in front of somebody.
Totally naked....

Felt weird
But...
Comfortable...

Is it to show your true self in front of somebody that you don't know
Better than a person who deeply understands you?

The answer is...

Yes....

I wonder...

Does people who works in the service line has the higher chance to get CANCER?

I wonder....
Hmm....

I do not know the answer but I only know that
Humans are the MOST ANNOYING BEINGS in the whole wide world! (Yes, including ME!)

If Customers are ALWAYS right!
Then we have to keep everything to ourselves.
忍气吞声，一笑置之！

But they are the ones who are WRONG!
Why should we still need to smile at them. Act like nothing happened
AND APOLOGIZED??!!!!

Why cant we just SCOLD THEM or
TELL THEM THE WAY OF BEING A GOOD PERSON!??!!!??
正人君子！

I wonder!!!!

Thanks for the compliment!

Today I am very happy...
Why??

About 7pm in Starbucks. I am working at the cashier.
A Regular customer came and bought a Tall Hazelnut no whipped cream signature hot chocolate.

Me: Hi there, welcome!
Customer: Hi, Give me a Tall Hazelnut hot chocolate, and without cream.
Me: To go or having here?
Customer: Ya, To go please thank you.
Me: Alright.
*After marking the cup*
Me: (Repeats order) To-go tall Hazelnut no whipped Signature Hot Chocolate.
Me: (returns to customer) Anything else?
Customer: You have a good voice!
Me: Aww, Thank you!
*Colleauge laughs*
Customer: No, dont laugh, its true! You will be a good singer.
*I smiled*
Me: That will be RMxxxx
Customer: You know why I said that because last time I used to sing. Yes you have a very good voice.
Me: Ya, I am from a choir as well actually.
Customer: Oh! Thats very good.
Me: Ok, thank you very much!
Customer: Yes, thank you.

OMG!!!!!! I was sooooo happy! She only heard the way Im talking to her and she already knows I have a good voice!!! Hohohohoohohoho *blush*
From that moment, I was happy till now.
Yes, thanks for the compliment!

But have a good voice so what???!!!
Voice need to be special, only there will be people notice you.
My voice is good but not special.
Hmmm.....SAD!

Anyway, thanks to the customer. I really appreciate it! =)

The Little Nyonya

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!
It has been a LOOOONG time I never watched such a nice singapore production series.
It's The Little Nyonya.
Now showing in Astro "Shuang Xing" Weekdays 7pm
My fellow friends in JB, I know this is a SO YESTERDAY series (November 2008),
But I only finish watching it today 3 o' clock in the morning, with laughs and tears.
Yes I AM OUTDATED!!!! HAHAHA~

Nowadays, SG Dramas all are copying those Taiwan Pop Idol's Drama, seriously boring and not special AT ALL!!!! Those dramas which has the specialties that represents the colours of Singapore are disappearing. Like last time, popular works like "Shuang Tian Zhi Zun", "Chang He", "Good Morning Teacher" "Morning Express", "Block 158", "Kopi-O" and many more. They are the dramas that accompanied my primary years. This time, because of the celebration of 45 years of Channel 8, Mediacorp, they launch this drama . Through 1 year of research, this drama is a successful piece of work and gets the highest record of viewership during the past years. I was super stunned and wants to see how well it is. Therefore, I followed every episode on Astro while I was in JB. But only watch until 4th episode....

=.=

But, because of the 4 episodes, I was addicted to it!!!!
I seriously eagerly want to know what is the ending!!! So, when I came back, YouTube! is the best partner! Hahaha...Use 3 days to finish the 34 episodes drama.

Anyway, It is a nice drama.

Background: The Peranakans family in Malacca & Singapore before & after World War 2 during the 1930s. The drama is mainly about an old Nyonya telling the story to her grand-daughter about her past.

The drama not only potrays the beauty and special traditional culture of the Peranakans (Babas & Nyonyas), But also sends out the message of morality,
Reflects the Cruelty of Gender inequality in the past, Reality of fights for wealth & business, Jealousy between men and women, The rising of women rights, People nowadays do not bother to know their history, and the theory of kind and good gets the retribution they deserved and the bads will suffer what they had done.

Although the drama is very draggy (to me, as an impatient person), and a bit TVB-ish, but i am in love in the drama and I really admire all the actors and actressess in the drama. Their actings were superbly improved, especially the young actors.

In this drama, the director uses quite a number of young, new & junior actors. Despite of the awards or fame that they acheived in star search competitions before, they still worth a big clap from the audience. Some of them is really new on screen, but they can handle the role very well. For the senior actors, of course they still maintain the great standard that makes the audience laughs and cries.

Joanne Peh (白薇秀) acheives the Best Female Actor in the last Star Awards but not Jeanette Aw (欧萱) as expected. I also felt surprising because Jeanette really potrays Juxiang (A deaf and mute nyonya) & Yueniang (Juxiang's daughter) in the drama very well during the front part. But Joanne Peh's acting is even more astonishing. She plays a role of a rich daughter of the Huang's, Huang YuZhu. She is kind and helpful but in the end, she was raped and abused by the Zhang's and became mentally disorder. The part when she played as a mad lady really freaks me out!
But Jeanette Aw is also good. Just maybe both of her roles are simillar and dont have much space to break through.

In the drama, I understand the traditional culture of the Peranakans. Especially the food!!!
Oh My God, Its damn tempting! Also the beautiful traditional costumes and the special beaded slippers. Then, the achitectural designs of them, a combination between Malay, Chinese and the Western. As Babas & Nyonyas are mixed of Malays and Chinese, but they still keep the strong traditional rituals & beliefs of Chinese. Most of them were english educated, as Malaya is British ruled, and the businessman are all sided towards the British. So, The Peranakans are really a special ethnicity in Malaysia.

If you don't know your past, you will be like a leaf that doesn't know you are a part of a tree.
如果你不知道自己的过去，你就像树叶，不知道自己是树的一部分

This was a meaningful line appears in the drama.
We should know where we came from, our own culture, our own traditional customs & beliefs.
I used to hate history a lot. I just think that why should we learn the things that are from dead people? Such boring stuff. But I am wrong. Everybody said the same way: Learning history is learning the mistakes that done by our ancestors. It is true.
I am a Hakka. Besides that I dont know how to speak Hakka, I don't even know which province am I actually from. Because of this year's "ChengBeng", only I get to know who are my ancestors, where do my ancestors came from, what Hakkas do during the past.

If you are interested, watch it then! =)

A Toast

"Yam Seng"
This is what we usually do during chinese's wedding.
A toast,
For Happiness,
For Luck,
For Love...

I attended my friend's wedding when I was in JB.
Felt very happy for her! She is only 1 year older than me.
She juz finished her studies in Australia and she is stepping to another stage of her life.
Now, she already able to build a family.
But their wedding is really because of love, no other reasons...
Such a young couple, but they are matured, they know what are they doing.
They found their life partner...
They willing to give everything to each other...
They know what the responsiblities they will face after marriage.
I sincerely bless them to have happiness and healthy forever.

If now, all the people, No burdens, no troubles, no reasons.
Be together is just because of pure love..
No realistic boundaries..wealth, career, looks...& live Happily Ever After...
How nice will it be...

Of course, Its IMPOSSIBLE!
Even me, myself also pursue to become 100% only able to fit my 100% lifetime partner.
I know my expectations are too high, but this is me...
Maybe I will be alone till death...hahahahhahaha! Who knows??

Love, is not a simple word that anybody can simply speak out.
Especially to a lifetime partner...
Marriage is a BIG, LARGE, HUGE, GIANT Promise to be made...
Love is a big word to say.
Marriage is a big promise to make.
Therefore, think before we say.

Nobody will be happy if its a sad ending.
As Love comes from two different beings.
Both shall give & contribute...

I am so happy that, nowadays we can have freedom in love
Not considering age, gender, race, status, and lots more..
Everybody can show love freely...

A toast to Joseph & XinYao.
You guys are awesome! =)

Melody

Yesterday on the way back, heard a new voice in Fly FM.
Its Yuna. A malay girl from Malaysia.
I think some of you would know.
I saw her peformances in Youtube as well...
I also listen to some of her gigs she posted in her MySpace.
Not bad!
Sings very well. Her music styles are Alternative, Acoustic & Folk.
Not Bad though. She dun sound like a Malay at all.
But I cant find the song I heard...Hmmm...
Hope I will get the chance to listen again soon.

Checked!

Yipee...Although cant make it for the first premiere..

But watch it the second day is not bad either! Haha..

Catch it while it's still HOT!!!

Overall...I like it...

As the movie critics say: It's Good but not Great...

But as a non-HP novel reader...I think it's not bad already.

Such a thick book, how can we expect everything can be filled in a two-hour movie?

At least I am able to understand the whole story even though i didnt read the books

As usual, Love the effects...

Love the "wizardry" stuff in Hogwarts...

Love the mysterious & unpredictable Luna..

Her "lion head" really makes me go LOL during Quidditch.

Her performance on the last movie was so good as well!

For Dumbledore's death I expected was more dramatic.

I dont know how does the book goes but I think the director uses the same technique as the death of Sirius Black...Just a complete silence....

Hmm...But I like the scene when everybody raise their hands holding their wand...

It's a beautiful scene...and touching as well...

Looking foward for the last one!

...In love with Emma Watson...

Going Back Soon...

Hmm...Going Back this sunday...

Sad...

Means I have to go back to WORK...

Then, waiting for the Exciting yet Sad Semester...

Final Semester....

2 more weeks to go...

Picture above was a drink I drank in Sbux Singpore in Raffles City.

'White Choc. Mocha Frap'...

Dunnoe whether its a new item for them or I didn't notice last time.

I get a shock when I saw it on the menu...Or I tried before...

It's nice...but I still don't really like the coffee mix taste...

Caramel with coffee is better... Ahhhhhh~

Really don't wanna leave here...

Love to be with my family, Love to be with my old friends...

The 2 weeks, I have been realize a lot of things...

Quite meaningful though...

Everything has grown up...

Everybody has grown up...

Me neither =)

Especially when tidying up my old JUNK!

Lots of memorable items, photos..

Lots of memories came up to my mind and it is

SUPER DUPER FUNNY!!!!

I think one day I will post up the things here and let my old friends have a look

See whether they still remeber all the silly things we had done?! HAHA!

Not Much Difference

Before

After

Went to cut my hair last thursday...

Sad....

Cos the salon I used to go had closed for dunnoe how many days...

Everytime I went there, the doors were closed...

Because I wanna get rid of the hair as soon as possible,

So I went to another salon...=.=

Still ok..But not much difference...I expected even shorter...

I requested many times already, but in the end still the same..

I also lazy to bother..

So just let it be...

Not really satisfied...Still like my old hair stylist..

Haiz...

Its in my hands..

Went to SG yesterday....

Its on my dressing table now....*woots*

Through all the searching and surveying last year till now..

I found this with the MOST worth it and MOST reasonable price...

I know its the last season's product

But I am still...

Happy Happy Happy!!!!!!

Sales in SG now...Yipee....

A break for me

Prince is going for holidays!!!

Yipee.....Tomorrow I am going back....

Can't wait can't wait...

Friends over there...wait for me!!!!!

Updates will be wait till I come back...I think!

Heehee...

I think I don't have time to online...Hope so!

Stop facing the computer anymore!

Till here...xoxo

3 more days to go..

Yup...3 more days to go and I am going back to JB!

It has been a long time...

This trip going back, Besides my Sis and Bro's Birthday,

I need a break!

A shopping break!

A hangout with friends break!

A movie break!

And lots more...juz havent thought about it!

So, when I reach home.

First thing to do is to get rid of the messy grass on top my head!

Then start cleaning and packing for a new home!

A shopping spree in Singapore with the girls~

Find something special for Friend's wedding....

and eat eat eat! EAT!!! EAT EAT!!!!

Yup that's it!

Cant wait Cant wait Cant wait...

Got to go for work now! Ciaoz....