自杀

亲爱的各位，我不知道我的头脑是用什么做的。
你们可以告诉我吗？

我真的很想杀死我自己，因为我的头脑真的很难控制。
我想要控制我的头脑，但是科学告诉我，头脑才是控制我的东西。
所以我该怎么办咧？
杀掉我的头脑，还是杀掉我？
不过其实都是一样的啦~

Anyway，我真的有点累。
累，我现在的处境。
累，我的性格。
累，我的缺点。
累，我的工作。
累，人与人之间的感情。
累，生活和人生。
累，金钱。
累，还有很多很多。

都不懂是我自己拿来累的，还是这是人生必经之路。
但是，我是真的很累。

如果有一天，我的电话完全不响，那我觉得是一件非常非常值得感恩的事情。
电话一直响，真的很累。

如果有一天，我不再重犯错误，那我就会很安心，什么都顺顺利利。
重犯错误，真的很累。

如果有一天，所有人都以爱为出发点，爱护自己，也爱护别人，人间有真情，那有多好。
你争我斗，真的很累。

如果有一天，我不再戴着面具，我放开心胸，去接受每一个人，真的会很轻松。
躲在防护罩里，真的很累。

如果有一天，我找到了适合自己的工作，永远都不再为工作压力而烦恼，那就是人间享受。
工作压力，真的很累。

如果有一天，生活就像铺好的黄金路，美丽堂皇的让我一步一步地走向它，真是美好！
生活和人生，真的很累。

如果有一天，金钱对我来说，只是废纸，那不就发达了！
当金钱的奴婢，真的很累。

如果有一天，没有那些，很多很多累人的事情，那就不累了咯！
所以，就是要杀掉我的头脑才能中止一切吗？
哈哈！我疯了。

不想睡

不知怎么的，睡不着到很严重！
可能刚刚中午是太甜蜜了吧，导致我有点糖份过高，精力充沛。

老公回国了，惊喜连连。好开心哦！
不愧是我猜到的那样，因为很怕愿望不会实现，所以不敢去期望，
也只透漏这个小小心愿给一个人听。
不让小精灵听见，把我的愿望给抢走。
所以它实现了！

这次给了我们很大的考验，虽然不能天天见面，但他至少不是离我几千万公里那么远。
他就只是在公车可以到的距离的一个地方。

今早弄了早餐给他，感到很温馨。
是我第一次的付出，也是他第一次的接受。
其实，想一想，我也不是能做出什么好料出来。哈哈！
真的是死板板的。

感谢他带回来了Max Brenner's 的巧克力！
我带他回家的约定，是我这一次的心愿。
希望会实现。

预祝我这一次的十二月，像是去年的一样，窝心的度过。
好吗？

试探器

今天，又被拿来试探了。
好累哦。
有时候真的讨厌自己太过于 阿Q 的做人态度。
因为，把东西看得太开，是一个错误。
会被别人误以为，你不在乎。

还....蛮伤心的。
因为，你明明没有这样想。但....人家就是这样觉得。
有什么办法呢？

耸耸肩，生命还是得继续过。

南半球，六月的冬天

从小，都不知为何，就对澳洲这个地方有深刻的印象。
可能因为以前还搞不懂英国和美国的分别，就也想学一学流行，去崇拜或向往一个地方，
所以就选了澳洲吧，一个大家都会讨论，但却不太了解的地方。
小时候不是很爱写那种纪念册吗？什么“我的最爱”， 然后“国家”那一项，就会写澳洲。
可是明明就对这个地方一点知识都没有，就只知道无尾熊和袋鼠。还真笨！

结果，我也是到了高中三写毕业论文的时候，选了这个国家当作我的主题，
才真正的了解了这个国家的来龙去脉，等等的点点滴滴。
不过当时也是很表面地在网上摘一些资料，图案，剪剪贴贴的，做完了之后，也没什么明白那种。
现在拿起来读，还真的是很想把它丢在地上踩个几脚！文笔实在烂！哈哈哈！！

长大了之后，开始对这个国家有所了解。深入的了解。听听朋友啊~ 诉说着这一个国家，
然后自己看电视啊，阅读刊物等。
这个地方是南半球的一个国际大熔炉。人口密集的城市就只有那几个。
较有名的也就是墨尔本，悉尼，黄金海岸，Perth。
之所以是个国际大熔炉，因为那里的教育水平，教育机构还蛮发达，很多世界各地的人，尤其亚洲，
都到那边继续念书，进修。然后拿到了居民证，就继续在那里工作。
整个地方，也逐渐的变成了一个小亚洲。

我的旅程总共6天，晚上的飞机第一站到了墨尔本，不过马上我就转了飞机，
飞到了东部的一个小城市，Newcastle。
刚刚提了几座较有名的城市，没被提到的都是人口比较稀少，偏远一点的。
Newcastle 就是其中之一。 这个城市不大，不过东西还算齐全。
第一个让我惊叹的就是一座小到离谱的飞机场。比柔佛新山士乃机场还小哦！。
整个Arrival Hall 完全没有围栏，只有2个Gate，还有2个Baggage conveyor belt，然后几排椅子。
旁边就是两个小餐厅，然后一个大门。
Departure Hall 就有围起来像普通这样。
然后我乘坐一个固定有去到机场的公共巴士 Port Stephens Coach 回到了Newcastle 的住宅区。
车程大概半个小时，还算准时，但次数较少，因为走的路线远嘛。
一路经过大大小小的高速公路。看到了他们的工业区。
洋人国家就是有一个共同点，工业区都一定是和高速公路地带一起。
他们也是有少许的农业发展在高速公路旁，但也是少许的啦。
几公里可能会看到一些牛在吃草之类的。但大部分工业还是较多，如：锡矿业。
不像我国，整个高速公路旁就是一大片油棕林，不然就大理石，高山围绕。
在中国我还看到菜园，稻田耶！真的很不一样~
这城市比较小，所以年长的人就特别的多。搭巴士的都比较多老人，等巴士的也一样。
逛超市是我到那里做的第一件事，最开心了！
价钱还算周到，而且东西也是琳琅满目的。
我的最爱就是自动结账机。就是你自己扫描你购买的东西，自己付款。
很聪明的一项发明哦！
扫描物品之后，然后又一个固定的地方让你放袋子，那个地方其实是一个秤，
秤一秤你购买的物品有没有和重量成对比，如果没有，他就会自动锁机，
需要寻求工作人员解码，才可以继续。
这样才不会让市民有机会偷窃。真的是好厉害哦！
但是，机器不是万能的，有时候还是有些误差啦，所以我成功的不小心偷了一个巧克力棒。

Newcastle 也有海边，冬天好冷，但还是有许多冲浪发烧友在这期间去冲浪。
我在旁边看了都觉得不可思议。我站在陆地上被寒风这样吹，都快疯了，
何况是叫我把身子浸泡在冷得要死的水里！
冲浪的朋友们身材都好好！啊~帅翻了！哈哈！
日落很美，很喜欢。到了傍晚还看到周围有间学校放学后的情景。
在海边上课耶！想当初，我也是一样哦！
然后，在Newcastle也尝尽了所有好吃的东西。快餐，Diners，巧克力，
最重要还有Home-cooked的咯~ <3

间中，去了悉尼。
悉尼这座城市，普通，就是一个...城市，和吉隆坡一样，就是一个...城市
旅游胜地像悉尼歌剧院，悉尼大桥，悉尼塔，悉尼市中心，达令港，唐人街全都走遍。
品尝了中餐，日本餐，台湾甜品，哈哈！还蛮亚洲式的悉尼一日游。
身为歌唱之人，歌剧院一定少不了！亲身体验了他在上面的快感！
好开心！而且人家的建筑设计还是有列入榜首的哦！
悉尼大桥就是很宏伟！看到顶端有旅客在攀爬，我的心脏都快跳出来。
没办法，怕高的我，这一辈子，是不可能上的了那个地方的啦！

之后回国的前一天，飞回了墨尔本。
墨尔本这个城市就让我真的很喜欢。它不是一个单调的城市，
是一个让人有惊喜的城市。
城市，就是一个四方块。只要你不是文盲，怎么走都不会迷路的一个地方。
我就是这样一手握着地图，双眼看着路牌，一步一步地走在墨尔本的大道上。
墨尔本的城市不大，比纽约市小很多。
城市，难免就是会让人想到高楼大厦，
但墨尔本除了高楼以外，他还有一座像世外桃源的图书馆，
一些古色古香，文艺复兴时期的基督教堂，
典雅的市政楼，一大片公园，大学，还有户外式的购物商场。
在城市里，你还可以找到水族馆！天啊！都不知道他们怎样装下那些鱼群。
除此之外，这个城市是为旅客着想周到到不行，有一个电车路线是提供旅客免费乘搭，
所有的车站都停在具代表性的旅游景点。车上还有广播员解说。超棒的！

总结，
澳洲有很多本地品牌，可见他们真的很支持本土产品，以及保护本国市场的精神。
澳洲人很会享受生活，他们的上班时间都不超过六点。
除了饮品业之外，所有商店和百货公司都在六点前关门。
澳洲人不太友善，除了墨尔本之外，其他地方的本地澳洲人都不像我在美国得到的亲切感。
冬天很冷，但有人在身旁，心，还是暖的。

很开心，去了小时候的梦想地。
世界就是那么大，还有很多我要去的地方！

WAH!!

Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God
Oh My God Oh My God

My last blogpost was in May 28th?!??!!??!?!

So recently, everything is back on track.
The old me is back in my life.
I feel alive, refreshed.
As what my Operations Manager told me, to restart the button again.
So I restarted.

During June, I had my awesome trip in Australia,
Spending with my beloved one. Mr K.
Sorted out my feelings and all, clear my path and start moving on ahead.

Its good that I got my confidence back, I received positive comments.
So, i shall not complain and strive harder to get what I want.
Ok?

Right now, I wanna save. I wanna save lots and lots of money,
So I can do whatever I want.
But right, I cant resist shopping!

This month, actually I can save extra money....
But I indulge myself with bags, shoes and accessories....
==
You know, sales...
Besides that, Im working in retail line. OMG!!!!
Cant help it lah! Die die die.

Anyways, gonna control myself from simply buy things luuu...
Save for the future, save for MY future.
Hmmm....
Till here. Next gonna blog abt Aussie.

So, this happens....

A lot of things happen recently
Work seriously suck. I sucked!
I sucked at work!
A lot of pressure and I don't know what happened to me!!!!
I even wanted to run away from everything
So...........my superiors had sensed something and I had 3 counseling sessions with each of them.

Goods and bads, I know myself even better than others.
So I will have to improve that's all.

Jia you bah!

Leave

我挥一挥袖，不带走一片云彩

Escape

PHOTO CREDITS: FLICKR

I want a escape.
To a faraway place.
What should I do?
I shall rest in peace...

菲力斯的上班日记

生活在繁忙的城市，真的只有一句话。

嗯，还蛮忙的！哈哈！

已经第五天了，又是值午班。过着还蛮有规律的生活。
十一时三十分开始步行到轻快铁站，搭十一时四十分的车。
转站抵达区域火车站，搭十二时十分的火车。
抵达公司大概十二时三十分左右，离开工时间还有三十分钟。
就处理一些琐碎事务等等。
一时正开工。
晚上十时三十分左右放工，有时稍微迟一点。
然后搭十一时的火车
抵达轻快铁转站已经是十一时十五分，然后搭十一时二十分的车
十一时三十分回到住处。

就这样，连续了五天。
还不错，很久没有过那么规律的生活了。说起来，也还蛮好笑的。
想着想着，这样的生活，我已经摆脱了将近六个月了。
现在又在体会一次。思绪，也跟着多了起来。

繁忙时代，人来人往。
有时候，错过的东西，真的很多。
不是我没有好好地把握，而是来不及去抓紧放在心里。
就已经有另一堆问题，等待去解决。

我都不知道世界还有没有在自转。
现在的感觉，比较像，我在转动着世界。
很想停一停脚步，让世界转动我。

不过，处在这一行的我，
多多少少，就是要牺牲这一些。
相比起其它的下属，我的处境，真的是好很多了。
我还有比他们更多的时间，去抓紧一些平时错过的。

我爱忙碌。忙碌让我忘记一些不必要去想的事情。
至少，我在忙碌中，可以得到经验，知识，
还有最重要的，快乐。

今年二十三岁了，那天无意间翻到最近的照片，
笑容的确很灿烂，可是眼角却有了岁月的痕迹。
天！！皱纹！
感叹！岁月就是不留人。
是时候考虑考虑接下来的日子，要怎么过？
不过有时候认真想想，也没什么好怕，都不知道自己是否过于阿Q了~
哈哈！

看，都忙到没时间写部落格了。
继续加油！菲力斯！

Wedding Dinner

So I attended a wedding dinner during mid of March
It was my Seniors' wedding dinner. Both bride and groom are my seniors.
They were my fellow choir members when I was in high school.
He is 3 years elder than me.
She is 4 years elder than me.
They were a couple since high school till the day they married to each other.
Such a loving couple right?

Envious of them...Rejoice the happiness with them too =)
It was a long run and yes, long lasting.
Just a short sharing.
I always wanted a long lasting relationship and would like to settle down when I met the one.
I admitted I played a lot and was not serious on relationships in the past.
As I couldn't find the one.
So Im contented right now and I really hope this lasts.
Im sure that this time it will, because I can feel it each and everyday.
The feeling that you care for someone, think of someone.
So, Baby again....You know I love you....lots....and loads...

Ok, enough of repeating the same thing..
The wedding dinner was perfect. Venue is nice, emcee was good. Love the simple deco.
In terms of food, yes it was nice too (But I didn't really eat much).
But Malaysians need to be more punctual lahh!
I will ask all my guests to reach on time, sharp on my wedding!!!
Seriously, wasting other people's time!
Luckily the program flow was smooth and interesting.
Hmmm, as an ex-wedding planner, this event was well done.
Just that the service was quite slow which we had to serve drinks ourselves. LOL!
But I can understand, its not easy to get manpower all the time.
Nowadays teenagers are all spoilt brats! No need to work! Hmph~

And what do you want for your wedding dinner?
Have you guys thought about it?
Its very important you know!
Not saying that just let things flow naturally, no special plans or make it simple blah blah blah,
Yes, I used to think of that too! But think twice, its once in a lifetime.
Hello~~ You should make it MEMORABLE!

I don't like shark fin! I don't care, I LOVE Sharks!
Only mocked shark fin will be served.
Hmmm, shark fin is so Cina lah! Don't want at all, take out!

Actually what I want is either an Evening Beach Wedding or a Night Garden Wedding.
Hey! Sounds common but I won't make it so common like what you will expect okay~
I want small finger food. Only finger food!
Lots and lots of finger food. Easy to serve and bite!
Tarts, Colourful Cupcakes, Savoury Pies, Sandwiches, Pizzas
All in small, mini sizes!! Heehee, so cute!
So my guests will be walking around elegantly with finger food and a glass of champagne.

I want Tropical Flowers! Roses are seriously boring!
Exotic tropical flowers! Rafflesia...HAHAHAHAHA!

I want a Pavilion covered with fairy-lights and vine leaves...
Everybody can dance in it! Boogie-Woogie~

I want colours! No black or white!
I want a fashionable wedding!

I want games!
Guest participation is important. Not just standing there, staring at everything.
I just love laughter and happiness.

Ohya! I want special performances as well! From my friends of course,
See what they prepared for me! =)
Maybe they will make me cry~

Dreams dreams dreams.... wonder would it happen?

Here are some pictures...

Forever & Ever

When I was walking in to my room, all tired.
Im thinking of you, the faraway you.
I wondered, how long will this lasts?
There's only an answer in my heart, Forever & Ever.

After I get out from the bathroom, all cleaned.
I open up the message thread that we we correspond everyday,
You talked about this too. About our planning.
About...our future.

I was really moved.
Although its just a few sentences, but I know its from your heart.
The most important thing is, our thoughts are synchronized.
What I want is what you wanted as well.
I am really really delighted!

There is no other person that able to bear with all the bad things about me:
Narcissism
Short-term memory
Sweet Addiction
Carelessness
Untidiness
Stingy & Petty
Laziness
Big Spender
Secretive (a little...hehe)
This is what I could think of as at now...haha! Maybe more...

But I know you still love me...

Im praying really hard for this.
I don't want 5 years, but 10 years, 20 years and more.
I want Forever & Ever...
Our "Cafe (KæFé)" will be open 24 hours until the day we leave this place.

"你用吃完的糖果纸　
那是你的方式　默默的写下你发誓
你说　保护我一辈子
那一秒突然看到了你　背后的双翅"

Last Day in TSTMPV

TSTMPV, thanks for everything.
I grew up from here and I will remember everything I learned and improve better.
I love all the colleagues here. Happy to meet you guys!
You guys are easy going, very friendly, lovable & cuddly.
And of course, Super funny!!!
So....Yup! I will miss you guys.
One day, we will work together again!

Me in the pantry. Elaine concentrating doing her attendance reports

As usual, calculate sales before closing~

Last minute changing graphics that day

A Message from WWF M'sia

I joined as a donor in WWF (World Wildlife Fund) Malaysia last year's September.
Im very glad that Im one of the people that involves charity work now.
Although I am not involved physically but I helped out financially.
Its simple and easy!
Just register yourself and donate RM 38 every month or RM152 every 4 months.
You can choose to donate every month or every four months, the amount is the same.
Just that if you donate every four months, less paperwork for them and you will save papers.
Save the trees as well! =)
This year, I received a newsletter from them and this will be the achievements for the previous year that I summarize down:

1. Four tiger cubs were discovered in the Temengor Forest Reserve
2. Identified nine adult tigers in 300 square kilometer area, which ensures the healthy population of tigers.
3. Our Prime Minister is aware about the threat faced by the turtles and we will receive more support from now on.
4. A Terengganu's women's group (PEWANIS) is actively educating their communities about the importance of stopping the Turtle Eggs consumption and trading.
5. They also increased participation in mangrove replanting efforts to conserve nesting grounds. 6. To date, there are 3000 seedlings have been planted and we hope to see and huge increment of flora and fauna in the future.
7. Two Sumatran rhino calves and a possibly pregnant female rhinoceros have been identified by the rangers in Sabah and more breeding and protection plan will be enforce by them (Sabah Wildlife Department and Borneo Rhino Alliance) to monitor the population of Rhinos to prevent extinction.

*All information above contributed from WWF 2011 Newsletter

I am really delighted to see there are so many people are actually actively involved in conserving the nature. Thanks to WWF keep on updating and supporting these kind-hearted souls that have the passion in saving and conserving the planet.

It is really easy to be a part of saving the nature and environment. This is a few points that I would like to share to be part of it and save your home from extinction, in order to SAVE YOU as well.

a. Create the awareness among your friends and family.
b. Be a vegetarian, or not, cut down the consumption of meat.
c. Start green activities from your home, your workplace.
d. Always think of recycle and reduce waste.
e. Involved in NGOs like WWF and help out or contribute in your own convenience.
f. Use biodegradable products.
g. Turn yourself into GREEN!! =)

This is what I can think of right now. Just try to think of the uncertain weather these days. Think of the increasing sea level which relates with the climate change. Think of human population and development that threatens the wildlife and environment. Think of huge consumption of meat that sacrifices how many innocent lives out there, not only animals but humans as well, a fisherman killed by huge waves when catching fishes for you is consider INNOCENT as well OK!! Think of how polluted water will affect the habitat then back to us.

Its the Circle Of Life.

Im very proud of my friend, Chern Lin, who is going to participate voluntary work in Philippines with PETA, for a month! Such a meaningful activity. She managed to find this opportunity and try her best to get herself in! I wish I could as well one day.

One day, I believe every each of you will know the importance of saving and conserving the planet!

Keong Hee Huatt Zai

To Everyone!
Keong Hee Keong Hee! Hua Hua Hee Hee!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Wishes everyone a prosperous rabbit year ahead!
Yipeeeee~

UN-Sleepable 不眠

Its not the 1st time that I couldn't fall asleep even though is such a late hour right now, and Im gonna wake up tomorrow for work. But still, I couldn't...

My eyes are still wide open and many thoughts roaming around, on top of my head.
I can see them....
Kind of tired, very tired. But I still can't let myself rest properly..

I figured why?
Maybe Im stressed, or maybe....there are too many things that I have to take care of?
Maybe he is not beside me, and maybe these are the pre-aging symptoms...?!? ROFL!

Aarggghhhh...I just can't sleep.....

Yup, stress is a DEFINITELY YES! =)
Hohohohoho! Stress always comes along with work.
You have work to do and stress eventually comes along~ Wheeeee!
Kind of agree what my ex-boss said:
The higher pay you get, the more stress you will have to face.
And, taadaaaaa....Its true~
So...yes, Im QUITE satisfy with my *ahem* pay, therefore,


I, Need To, Perform.
Smile...Smile...Smile...
At least Im still enjoying it.
Just that the worst part is still facing the superiors.
Target, Target, Target!! SALES~~~~~
Hmmm, sometimes I feel like Im a marketing practitioner.
Squeeze our brain juice to make into sales plans and strategies...

Ohya! and I almost forgot, Im a SALESPERSON...
So obviously, I need to do sales, if not how can I get commission?!
Right? =D

21st of January, you left the country.
I am fine of course. Even though IF I am not but I am still okay~
Haha, despite that I wept on the bus during the way back home from the airport.
Can't believe I missed you so much.
Its only 10 days passed and I....really, Miss You...Yes I do.
It's difficult to forget that 52 happy & memorable days you gave to me...
I finally had this magical feeling....like what I used to see in the fairytale stories..*giggles*
What I used to....wish, I have this day....


Been longing since the day I understand about LOVE.
Sincerely hope that this is the last for both of us.
But again, the future is unpredictable, so.....I pray, I pray for the BEST. Ok? =*

My future,
Looking through gazillions and billions and millions and thousands and hundreds of people.
I don't think Im the only one that concern about my own future.
23 years old in this year 2011.


Wow!!! *OPEN EYES*
OMG! You are such an OLD MAN!
GOSH and I can't believe is true.
Yeeeeeyerrrr, seems like I had wasted these 22 years.
I didn't do anything epic, such as saving the world, won a Nobel Prize, became a YouTube sensation, or break a Guinness record.
What I left is debts, debts, debts and DEBTS...
Aiyah~ Should I think these much? Or....this is WAY too over?
Yes yes, yes it is. I think shall set *another unachievable* target then =)
Inner-self: POSITIVITY!!!!! Hellllllloooooooo~~~~
Me: Okay, okay, Fine! Positive vibes!!! Take a deep~~~~ breath *meditates*....

So, me is gonna ROCK the world before the last day of earth comes.
Earn as much money as I can and ENJOY LIFE!!!!
Travel across countries...Me is going Kangaroo Land this year!
Heeeheeee, and I say it, and I WILL!
Next year, UK!!! *prays harder*


Look at myself in the mirror. Wooo! Wrinkles! Haha
But you are more charming now, Looking Good! Felix....
A new year, ANOTHER new start... Yeah!!

My Liver says: "Its 2am now and stop this, go to bed!"

I wanna Hold Your Hand...

Missing your kiss,
Missing your smiley eyes.
Missing the dreamy voice beside my ears,
Missing the familiar scent,
Missing the heartbeat,
Missing the palm I used to hold on.

Although we are miles apart,
Im still thinking of you everyday...

天天好天 Great Day

看了这部电影好久了，现在才来讲评。
可见我真的好久没上来了。
大马全新制作，继《大日子》后，另一部本土电影，《天天好天》

看了之后，和朋友分享，听到了许许多多不同的评语。
果然我的感觉没有错。
还蛮多人的同感就是，这一部和《大日子》相比就逊色了些。
我没看过《大日子》，所以我觉得这一部其实还不错。
很值得去看的一部电影。
不过就是有些小小的不过瘾，觉得这部电影好像少了些什么。
可能就像《大日子》的粉丝所感觉的吧。

电影把马来西亚美丽的乡村区，拍得很漂亮，
也把马来西亚的文化，呈现的完美无瑕。
我们那一口不标准，不正统，混合式的华语，听起来还真的是刻骨民心。
还有我们那华文小学严苛的教育方式，看了还真的是回味无穷。
想当年，也是这样被培育出来的，
而且，就这样也创造了无数的人才。

故事以第三者的角度（爸爸和儿子），延伸出了不同的小故事。
孩子和父母的故事，孙女和爷爷的感情，没有子孙的孤单老人，失去父亲的儿子等等。
所有的剧情都牵涉了亲情。真的好感动。
偏偏亲情就是最赚人泪水的，所以整部电影，差不多在45分钟后，
我的脸颊，眼眶，都是湿的.... TT

好伤心哦~
戏里有一句话说得很真实。
小女孩：“Mummy，我们几时去看爷爷，我想去看他。”
妈妈：“好好好，我们每年都去一次，好不好？”
小女孩：“Mummy，人可以活到几岁？”
妈妈：“嗯..大概七八十岁咯”
小女孩：“哦，那爷爷今年七十岁，那不是还剩十年咯，那我不是只能看到爷爷十次？”

说到这里，我整个人就是不能再忍了，便嚎啕大哭！
想到自己，每一年也是才会去看婆婆，外婆一次，真的是少之又少。唉~

人，都是会离开这世界的。
我们能做的，就只能珍惜每一分每一秒，不能让它白过。
时间不留人，有时我真的觉得它快得有点离谱。
就连过一个斑马线，限时只有十秒，
从一边，走到另一边，如果用普通走路的步伐，
真的不够。甚至差不多要到的时候，好要用跑的，不然就被车撞死！

试想想，只是过一条马路，10秒就这样没有了，要回流都不能。
在你想着要倒转时间时，它又向前走了5秒...不停地走，不停地走...

珍惜身边彼此来来往往的人，尤其是亲人。没有他们，就不会有你我，的存在...