I wear Topshop

Quitted my job, fly up to KL.
And yea, here I am with my new job.
Retail Operations trainee for Wing Tai Asia Sdn Bhd's Retail Group: DNP Clothing Sdn Bhd.
I am based in Topshop at the Pavillion outlet.

I...thought:
I would be better being with my family
I would be better working in the line
I would be better...
But now, I know I was wrong...
It's just my problem, not theirs. So, to avoid more and more conflicts to happen
I chose to back out of all the drama.
Therefore, I step out again, and stay away from my comfort zone.
You asked me to change myself, and I realize,
I don't need to change myself but to change a new environment.

Adacadabra...done!

There's still a tough month ahead to go.
Hmmm...lets pray for money drops from the sky! Wheee~

That day, one of my colleagues shared with me her dreams.
She wants to be a lady boss and opens a restaurant.
Its a great one I told her. People eat to live, so it will be good anyway!
When she asked me what's mine?

I figured...
And I cant figure anything out. But I replied,
I think I will work for this job for quite some time..and ya, let me think about it again when Im in 30's...Anyway, I just want to know, what I am doing...is happy.

Everybody will end up die in ashes, therefore, why make life so difficult?
Live to be happy, Happy to live your life!
Don't make dreams but I make something likely to happen!
At least, Be Realistic.

Justin, you are indeed correct!
Somehow, I DID ended up in the fashion industry.
I Glam the world!
Wish me luck! =)

Happy 22nd

Dear Felix:

Its your birthday today...
You just came back from work and you reach home around 11pm.
All tired..no feelings..
Don't be sad because you are working on this day, not with your family or your friends.
But they are still around you.
You are very glad and happy when you receive all those messages and calls right?
Appreciate them! =)

I know you almost forgot the coming of this day.
Its been tough because you just started everything new...
Drown yourself in everything...that's why you forgotten.
You are not old, you still have expectations and hopes on this big day.
No worries, I know you will be fine. Keep up the good work and live your life.

Last but not least, remember to love yourself more.
Do not hesitate and go for whatever it is that makes you happy.
You can do it.
May your dreams and wishes come true and all the best.
There are still more and more coming September 23rds...
See you again next year =)

Hugs and Kisses

With Love:
Felix

我对不起我, Am Sorry

Inspired by Hebe's Song 〈我对不起我〉
作词：林夕/王小愚

歌词写的是：
爱得很理智，太爱自己，不敢去爱。

沒事了 沒事嗎 堅強得太寂寞
腦袋空空 難道是我要的結果

问一问自己，真的....这样好吗？
有时候想一想，也不知道自己是
不敢去爱？还是...
等人来爱？

听过一个很不错的答案：
我连飞蛾扑火的勇气都没有，曾经飞过，但最后还是掉头，不飞向它了。

而我呢？我飞到了迷失方向...
只想一直依靠在永远都不会倒的墙上，得到安全感。
从不敢飞，渐渐的，就变成了不会飞..
所以我才说，我在等人来爱..

这样的讲法，也未免太低级，自私了吧...哈哈！
知道了还是要犯...（耸肩）没办法...

我甚至已经到了麻木的状态...
都忘了自己最后一次为一个人流泪是几时？
想一想，真的隔了蛮久了..
那些不争气的泪水，被我的太坚强，给烘干了..

我选择了不去想他们，忘记他们，藏着所有一切的一切，
就是不要让我再有任何钩起回忆的线索。
但最后满到溢出来时，才知道割伤自己的，还是我自己

我，对不起我..
因为我要的太完美..太，不真实。
所以...才这样。

愛偷走我什麼 沒損失更失落
愛不能傷害我 是福氣還是禍
我沒膽量犯錯 才把一切錯過
你沒能留住我 我卻對不起我

细耳倾听 Listen To Hebe

聆听新声音...那就是 S.H.E 的 Hebe!
超爱他的新专辑，真的是制作得太棒了!
苦等两年，是值得的哦！Hebe, 加油！
专辑风格走的都是 Jazz, Blues, Soft Rock, Acoustic 的曲风
很爱， 很爱...
简简单单，像是夏天的凉风，轻轻的把旋律送进你的耳边里..

虽然专辑里没有Hebe的作品，但里头已经参杂了许许多多有才华的音乐人
真的很多很棒的歌词和曲，真的好喜欢.
写词人都用自己的角度，对Hebe的认识，去写适合Hebe的歌曲。
像〈离岛〉，〈我对不起我〉，〈To Hebe〉都是为Hebe量身定做的，
独特的词语，巧妙地写出了Hebe的性格。
第一波主打〈LOVE〉简单的描述了，爱，就是这么简单。
爱护彼此，拥抱世界，传送大爱给世间万物，就是爱。
疗伤情歌〈寂寞寂寞就好〉，〈你太猖狂〉，〈我想我不会爱你〉真的是必听歌曲，
觉得难听的人可以去跳楼！
合唱歌曲〈给小孩〉是一首很有意思的歌，不是那种普通的情歌。
和林宥嘉诚恳对唱，唱着希望和梦想...很激励性的歌。
还有一首歌要推介的〈超级玛丽〉很可爱的中版蓝调歌曲。
歌词更是好笑，是一只蚂蚁爱上猫咪的故事哦！

这次华研（唱片公司）很善心的圆了Hebe 和歌迷的梦想，
让我们听到了很棒的声音，很好的作品，真的要好好地感谢一下！
而且幸亏Malaysia引进的版本，都是预购版的! 里面还附有330音乐田演唱会的DVD
开心到半死！啊！呵呵呵~

所有的歌曲里，最爱的一句话：
“人本来就寂寞的，借来的都该还掉”

这个专辑就打个9.5/10的 rating 吧！

Hebe真是美极了！女神！！！

Im a Spoilt Brat

Im having Starbucks, not working, using my laptop and hanging around now.
And, I feel like a spoilt brat! Haha!
As if my money will come in to my bank account automatically!!
Aargh...relaxing is good, but too much is a sin!

True

reblogged from Tumblr

This is like super true...FML

So, what do i still want in Life? Its actually easy.