UN-Sleepable 不眠

Its not the 1st time that I couldn't fall asleep even though is such a late hour right now, and Im gonna wake up tomorrow for work. But still, I couldn't...

My eyes are still wide open and many thoughts roaming around, on top of my head.
I can see them....
Kind of tired, very tired. But I still can't let myself rest properly..

I figured why?
Maybe Im stressed, or maybe....there are too many things that I have to take care of?
Maybe he is not beside me, and maybe these are the pre-aging symptoms...?!? ROFL!

Aarggghhhh...I just can't sleep.....

Yup, stress is a DEFINITELY YES! =)
Hohohohoho! Stress always comes along with work.
You have work to do and stress eventually comes along~ Wheeeee!
Kind of agree what my ex-boss said:
The higher pay you get, the more stress you will have to face.
And, taadaaaaa....Its true~
So...yes, Im QUITE satisfy with my *ahem* pay, therefore,


I, Need To, Perform.
Smile...Smile...Smile...
At least Im still enjoying it.
Just that the worst part is still facing the superiors.
Target, Target, Target!! SALES~~~~~
Hmmm, sometimes I feel like Im a marketing practitioner.
Squeeze our brain juice to make into sales plans and strategies...

Ohya! and I almost forgot, Im a SALESPERSON...
So obviously, I need to do sales, if not how can I get commission?!
Right? =D

21st of January, you left the country.
I am fine of course. Even though IF I am not but I am still okay~
Haha, despite that I wept on the bus during the way back home from the airport.
Can't believe I missed you so much.
Its only 10 days passed and I....really, Miss You...Yes I do.
It's difficult to forget that 52 happy & memorable days you gave to me...
I finally had this magical feeling....like what I used to see in the fairytale stories..*giggles*
What I used to....wish, I have this day....


Been longing since the day I understand about LOVE.
Sincerely hope that this is the last for both of us.
But again, the future is unpredictable, so.....I pray, I pray for the BEST. Ok? =*

My future,
Looking through gazillions and billions and millions and thousands and hundreds of people.
I don't think Im the only one that concern about my own future.
23 years old in this year 2011.


Wow!!! *OPEN EYES*
OMG! You are such an OLD MAN!
GOSH and I can't believe is true.
Yeeeeeyerrrr, seems like I had wasted these 22 years.
I didn't do anything epic, such as saving the world, won a Nobel Prize, became a YouTube sensation, or break a Guinness record.
What I left is debts, debts, debts and DEBTS...
Aiyah~ Should I think these much? Or....this is WAY too over?
Yes yes, yes it is. I think shall set *another unachievable* target then =)
Inner-self: POSITIVITY!!!!! Hellllllloooooooo~~~~
Me: Okay, okay, Fine! Positive vibes!!! Take a deep~~~~ breath *meditates*....

So, me is gonna ROCK the world before the last day of earth comes.
Earn as much money as I can and ENJOY LIFE!!!!
Travel across countries...Me is going Kangaroo Land this year!
Heeeheeee, and I say it, and I WILL!
Next year, UK!!! *prays harder*


Look at myself in the mirror. Wooo! Wrinkles! Haha
But you are more charming now, Looking Good! Felix....
A new year, ANOTHER new start... Yeah!!

My Liver says: "Its 2am now and stop this, go to bed!"

I wanna Hold Your Hand...

Missing your kiss,
Missing your smiley eyes.
Missing the dreamy voice beside my ears,
Missing the familiar scent,
Missing the heartbeat,
Missing the palm I used to hold on.

Although we are miles apart,
Im still thinking of you everyday...

天天好天 Great Day

看了这部电影好久了，现在才来讲评。
可见我真的好久没上来了。
大马全新制作，继《大日子》后，另一部本土电影，《天天好天》

看了之后，和朋友分享，听到了许许多多不同的评语。
果然我的感觉没有错。
还蛮多人的同感就是，这一部和《大日子》相比就逊色了些。
我没看过《大日子》，所以我觉得这一部其实还不错。
很值得去看的一部电影。
不过就是有些小小的不过瘾，觉得这部电影好像少了些什么。
可能就像《大日子》的粉丝所感觉的吧。

电影把马来西亚美丽的乡村区，拍得很漂亮，
也把马来西亚的文化，呈现的完美无瑕。
我们那一口不标准，不正统，混合式的华语，听起来还真的是刻骨民心。
还有我们那华文小学严苛的教育方式，看了还真的是回味无穷。
想当年，也是这样被培育出来的，
而且，就这样也创造了无数的人才。

故事以第三者的角度（爸爸和儿子），延伸出了不同的小故事。
孩子和父母的故事，孙女和爷爷的感情，没有子孙的孤单老人，失去父亲的儿子等等。
所有的剧情都牵涉了亲情。真的好感动。
偏偏亲情就是最赚人泪水的，所以整部电影，差不多在45分钟后，
我的脸颊，眼眶，都是湿的.... TT

好伤心哦~
戏里有一句话说得很真实。
小女孩：“Mummy，我们几时去看爷爷，我想去看他。”
妈妈：“好好好，我们每年都去一次，好不好？”
小女孩：“Mummy，人可以活到几岁？”
妈妈：“嗯..大概七八十岁咯”
小女孩：“哦，那爷爷今年七十岁，那不是还剩十年咯，那我不是只能看到爷爷十次？”

说到这里，我整个人就是不能再忍了，便嚎啕大哭！
想到自己，每一年也是才会去看婆婆，外婆一次，真的是少之又少。唉~

人，都是会离开这世界的。
我们能做的，就只能珍惜每一分每一秒，不能让它白过。
时间不留人，有时我真的觉得它快得有点离谱。
就连过一个斑马线，限时只有十秒，
从一边，走到另一边，如果用普通走路的步伐，
真的不够。甚至差不多要到的时候，好要用跑的，不然就被车撞死！

试想想，只是过一条马路，10秒就这样没有了，要回流都不能。
在你想着要倒转时间时，它又向前走了5秒...不停地走，不停地走...

珍惜身边彼此来来往往的人，尤其是亲人。没有他们，就不会有你我，的存在...