Ok. I really can't do it anymore. (For this moment of time)
Im totally into this person and I do not know what to do.
Dear Diary,
Yes, I understand that he is busy but waiting for his messages is killing me.
Yes, I understand I am a very very very understanding friend or a partner to not message each other every moment but sometimes I really don't know why but feeling itching all over.
Yes, I understand I hope I could make him happy everyday with some creative texts but I do not wanna be too obvious or let it out so easily because I do not wanna get hurt and I also do not know how people think of me.
Yes, I understand we haven't met each other yet and I can't be so into this person all of a sudden but I just can't help it and I do not know how to face it!
That's why I need to rant. Aaaarggghhhh!!!
It's been a long while to have this kind of issues in myself which is not good for myself.
I mean, Im not gonna put expectations because I totally do not want disappointments.
Seriously, I mean it.
Sometimes I really feel like saying, hey dude, I really like you and hope you like me as well if not please tell me, or else we don't waste each other's time blah blah blah.
But DUH!!! This is so not me! and from the other side of my inner voice will be saying: HELLO!! Do you think you are so attractive to say all these kind of things and what? Why can't it be a simple friendship?! Why must you think until that extend?!
So, ya.
Why relationships always make feelings topsy-turvy or just that I think too much? Take things to seriously?
Put myself to into it? Ah! Its the same, or Whatever!
Especially when are really connected to it and suddenly losing communication again because of a lot of external factors. Life seriously playing hard on us! Over here I mean everybody.
Hate myself stranded in this situation, hate hate hate. But I like this person. Then HOOOOWWWWW?!?!?!
Anyways, just back to normal. Not to think too much. As I always say, I want to let things move smoothly and follow the flow. Do not force something to happen. When this candy is yours, you can have every bite of it. If its not, then just leave it to the ants.
Ok?
But I want it. Ok... Goodnight diary.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Enjoying Life
Sunday, March 10, 2013
0
Dear Diary,
Today was a long day in the office (6/3/2013). We had a full day of meetings.
1st. Event Meeting
2nd. Merchandise Meeting
3rd. Minor Operations Meeting
Something struck my mind when my superior told me this.
"You are a person always seeking a balance in life. For work, you are a person that able to deliver, willing to deliver, but in the same time will want to have the balance to enjoy life as well."
Indeed....a true statement.
From the horoscope point of view (Yes, Im a horoscope freak), Im a Libra. Therefore, continuously seeking for balance in everything is the compulsory task in my life, which can be seen in both positive & negative ways. (laughs)
This actually made me curious about the things that I had done and I went to find out by flipping pictures or phrases that I posted on Facebook & Instagram etc. all whatever social media that I had.
As I look through all the pictures, there are actually a few things that made my life interesting
1st of all, Food.
Seriously I don't even know why I took so many food pictures and I don't really know much about Food.
Honestly, my mum is not a good cook but a simple one. Not superb skills but able to whipped a few dishes for the family and its already good enough.
Therefore, Im easily appreciated by nice dining, especially very nicely presented ones.
I need to take a picture to recommend, or remember this moment, that I had something good before.
2nd, Travelling
I have a lot of traveling pictures, not only abroad but in my home country as well, wherever I go, I just like to take pictures as remembrance.
I always think that, there will be something to learn from that journey. Whether it's good or bad, it's a learning experience to know more about a different place and a different culture with different people.
3rd Friends
I have many friends. I adore the times to be together with them. No specific ones because I just love everyone and the moment shared.
Some friends are able to pick up my interpretation of the term of "Friends", but some don't.
Too bad for them, and they just need to know the world doesn't work like a manufacturing factory that only does duplications.
So. Ya.
Lastly, Gifts!
Haha! Gifts or souvenirs are my favourite things in the whole wide world. Appreciate their effort and the thought to give you something when your friends or family are at somewhere else. Appreciate it a lot.
There are so many things that I could be happy with and share. I hope everyone around me will be able to see this point, and be happy. Enjoy every single moment in your life...
With love...
Today was a long day in the office (6/3/2013). We had a full day of meetings.
1st. Event Meeting
2nd. Merchandise Meeting
3rd. Minor Operations Meeting
Something struck my mind when my superior told me this.
"You are a person always seeking a balance in life. For work, you are a person that able to deliver, willing to deliver, but in the same time will want to have the balance to enjoy life as well."
Indeed....a true statement.
From the horoscope point of view (Yes, Im a horoscope freak), Im a Libra. Therefore, continuously seeking for balance in everything is the compulsory task in my life, which can be seen in both positive & negative ways. (laughs)
This actually made me curious about the things that I had done and I went to find out by flipping pictures or phrases that I posted on Facebook & Instagram etc. all whatever social media that I had.
As I look through all the pictures, there are actually a few things that made my life interesting
1st of all, Food.
Seriously I don't even know why I took so many food pictures and I don't really know much about Food.
Honestly, my mum is not a good cook but a simple one. Not superb skills but able to whipped a few dishes for the family and its already good enough.
Therefore, Im easily appreciated by nice dining, especially very nicely presented ones.
I need to take a picture to recommend, or remember this moment, that I had something good before.
2nd, Travelling
I have a lot of traveling pictures, not only abroad but in my home country as well, wherever I go, I just like to take pictures as remembrance.
I always think that, there will be something to learn from that journey. Whether it's good or bad, it's a learning experience to know more about a different place and a different culture with different people.
3rd Friends
I have many friends. I adore the times to be together with them. No specific ones because I just love everyone and the moment shared.
Some friends are able to pick up my interpretation of the term of "Friends", but some don't.
Too bad for them, and they just need to know the world doesn't work like a manufacturing factory that only does duplications.
So. Ya.
Lastly, Gifts!
Haha! Gifts or souvenirs are my favourite things in the whole wide world. Appreciate their effort and the thought to give you something when your friends or family are at somewhere else. Appreciate it a lot.
There are so many things that I could be happy with and share. I hope everyone around me will be able to see this point, and be happy. Enjoy every single moment in your life...
With love...
Monday, February 25, 2013
Nightingale's Lullaby
Monday, February 25, 2013
1
Dear Diary,
I created a playlist in my iTunes, and its called Nightingale's lullaby.
A list of songs to help me get a better sleep.
Too many thoughts been around my head recently,
which is......quite often as well.
Flipping through some messages and thought,
Why are there such people just able to let things go so easily.
Especially relationships.
But I should asked myself. I did it before too. (chuckles)
- Relationship here doesn't mean only love. Its just a connection between me and that party -
So anyways, I tried, and I tried the 2nd attempt. But cold showers in return.
Similar to the people that I treated.
Just retribution maybe, nothing serious.
Just lie down, close my eyes, sleep and forget. Easy Peezy!
This is just the cause of letting out so easily.
Why am I not positive when comes to relationships. I really can't.
Lack of confidence? Im not sure. But I just.... can't.
Alright. Last song for tonight. If I Ain't Got You, Alicia Keys.
Goodnight Diary.
I created a playlist in my iTunes, and its called Nightingale's lullaby.
A list of songs to help me get a better sleep.
Too many thoughts been around my head recently,
which is......quite often as well.
Flipping through some messages and thought,
Why are there such people just able to let things go so easily.
Especially relationships.
But I should asked myself. I did it before too. (chuckles)
- Relationship here doesn't mean only love. Its just a connection between me and that party -
So anyways, I tried, and I tried the 2nd attempt. But cold showers in return.
Similar to the people that I treated.
Just retribution maybe, nothing serious.
Just lie down, close my eyes, sleep and forget. Easy Peezy!
This is just the cause of letting out so easily.
Why am I not positive when comes to relationships. I really can't.
Lack of confidence? Im not sure. But I just.... can't.
Alright. Last song for tonight. If I Ain't Got You, Alicia Keys.
Goodnight Diary.
Saturday, February 23, 2013
鼻酸
Saturday, February 23, 2013
0
世上有几首情歌，是会让人感触很深的？
无数。
在这里，想要分享一首耳熟能响的情歌， My Love。
施人诚填词，郑楠的曲，由Martin Tang编曲
田馥甄演唱。
自2011年以来，发表后，相信歌迷们都很爱这首主打歌。
很完美的呈现了田馥甄的歌声，甚至表现了她声音的扩张力，
当每个人在风靡韩流，偶像派歌手，嘻哈摇滚乐团，的时候
在中文新生代音乐市场里，已经很难找到这样的音乐风格，和作品。
音乐在我的生活里占了一个很大的部分。喜欢的歌曲，多半是因为优美的词句所影响。
如果配上极佳的音乐，那就是完美地结合了。
这首歌就是有个我这样的感觉。
My Love，讲述了每个人，在寻找爱情的路途，以及找到了真爱之后的写照。
迷茫的人海中，每个人都是一个个体。情，则是把两个有感情的个体，联系在一起。
变成了爱情。
爱情在现实生活中，扮演了很重要的角色。没有爱情，这个世界不会有色彩。
你可以用很多不同的形容词去解释 爱
因为，爱，就是一个这么复杂的东西。
不管是褒，是贬，要不是因为爱，人与人之间，也不会有任何的互动。
从没有爱，到爱上了，然后可能经历了一些风雨，失散了。
之后，在伤心的汪洋中，一双手，再把你接了过来，又在产生了爱。
这样的模式，在我们的身边，不停的运转，不是吗？
那 ... ... 你累了吗？
有的时候，真的很无奈。伤心。甚至是失望。
歌词写了一段，再伤心失落的时候，还是要正面的去解读它。
那个缘分中的她/他， 是一场美丽的等候。
人人不是常说吗，Good things, are always worth to wait。
因此，我们都一定要经过所有的曲折路口，
才知道，爱是什么。
My Love，乍听之下，是有些的伤悲。
但如果真的去理解歌词的意境，在缓慢的前奏，慢慢的升华，
澎湃的旋律，是可以感受到，
其实， 爱 ，也不是我们想象的那么伤感。
就是等了，伤了，痛了，坚强了，学习了，最终，还是会找到幸福的。
每次旋律开始在脑海转荡的时候，
鼻子就是会酸一下。
老实说，无奈和伤心，真的是会有的。
空荡荡的身边，有时候真的还是会渴望一个人让我依靠。
一直在想，自己是不是不够好，是不是不讨人喜欢
是不是真的终身寂寞，而且也有点害怕。
每次美丽的相遇，好像烟火一样，持续不久，就只美在那一刻。
但是，寻求真爱，也并非简单。
歌曲的正面力量，是感受到了。
不管如此，都是要相信这世界的力量，自己的力量。
因为，
爱会来的，在对的时候。
歌词：
如果你被她傷得很痛
請感謝她好心折磨
如果你對她感到愧疚
請感謝她慷慨淚流
If you have been hurt deeply by her/him, please thank her/him for the torment
If you feel regretful towards her/him, please thank her/him for the tears she cried
在我們相遇相愛之前 多虧有她讓你成熟
Before we had met and loved, it's good that he/she made you matured
如果你現在孤獨寂寞
請感謝這美麗等候
如果你還在為愛犯錯
請感謝還沒找到我
If you are lonely and alone right now, please be thankful for this beautiful wait
If you are still making mistakes in love, please be thankful that you haven't found me yet
要走完每個曲折路口 我們才懂愛是什麼
We have to walk through every winding road till we understand what love is
如果慶幸我值得擁有
請感謝我被放棄過
如果欣賞我堅強溫柔
請感謝那珍貴傷口
If you are grateful that I'm worthy having, please be thankful that someone abandoned me once
If you admire my strength and tenderness, please be thankful for those precious wounds
在我們相遇相愛之後 遺憾都會變成收穫
After we had met and loved, the regrets turned into a lesson learned
等我們終於緊緊相擁
所有苦難會甜美結果
我們就耐心漂流
愛會來的在對的時候
When we finally can tightly embrace each other, all of the suffering will bring forth happy endings
Let's just patiently drift for now because love will come at the right moment
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Happy Lunar New Year of Snake 2013
Saturday, February 9, 2013
0
It was a simple year. Looking through what had
happened, only makes me become Better, Stronger and Wiser. Stepped into
the 2nd quarter or should I say 2nd half segment of my life, there are
much more things for me to achieve. Therefore, always keep on noting
myself on what I am doing, and keep on striving for good! Happy Lunar
New Year! Lets slide and glide smoothly in this Year 2013 of Snake!
Thursday, January 31, 2013
听说，爱情回来过
Thursday, January 31, 2013
0
你有这样的经验吗？
爱情，在你身边擦肩而过。
我有，而且很多。
多半的原因，都出在自己的身上。
傲慢，要求，期望，胆怯。
有很多的期望和要求，变得名单列表的人就越来越少。
看上眼的人，又不踏出第一步。
换个角度想想，自己也不是什么名媛，
还是把傲慢收起来。
近期，我已经变得有点不是自己。
可以说是好的改变，但是有的时候，认不清楚镜子里的自己
又有点不好受。
好的改变，我开始放开一点点地心胸，去感受世界。
得来的有时候还是不是想要的，但至少，现在脸皮比较厚，
知道怎么样取舍，以及应变。
那。。。。偶尔还真的是会伤心的。
当答案不是自己要的，是人，都会感到无奈，失望。
最近看到一句话写得不错
以为爱情再度回来敲门，原来，只是寂寞回来找我。
失望的次数，真的有很多。
想想自己也婉拒了不少人，就当作是代价吧
谈到爱情，真的要和自己大声地说：
勇敢的去爱吧！踏出第一步，又不用给钱，又不会少一块肉，也不会要我的命。
怕什么？
是不是？
所以，爱就对了。
爱情，在你身边擦肩而过。
我有，而且很多。
多半的原因，都出在自己的身上。
傲慢，要求，期望，胆怯。
有很多的期望和要求，变得名单列表的人就越来越少。
看上眼的人，又不踏出第一步。
换个角度想想，自己也不是什么名媛，
还是把傲慢收起来。
近期，我已经变得有点不是自己。
可以说是好的改变，但是有的时候，认不清楚镜子里的自己
又有点不好受。
好的改变，我开始放开一点点地心胸，去感受世界。
得来的有时候还是不是想要的，但至少，现在脸皮比较厚，
知道怎么样取舍，以及应变。
那。。。。偶尔还真的是会伤心的。
当答案不是自己要的，是人，都会感到无奈，失望。
最近看到一句话写得不错
以为爱情再度回来敲门，原来，只是寂寞回来找我。
失望的次数，真的有很多。
想想自己也婉拒了不少人，就当作是代价吧
谈到爱情，真的要和自己大声地说：
勇敢的去爱吧！踏出第一步，又不用给钱，又不会少一块肉，也不会要我的命。
怕什么？
是不是？
所以，爱就对了。
Saturday, October 27, 2012
5 Qualities I required for Love
Saturday, October 27, 2012
1
Looking for a partner? Who is desperately in love? Or desperately wanting Love?
To me, love is a huge thing. Love is not necessarily man to man (What I meant was "humans", don't get me wrong. Because proper sentence structure don't use "humans" unless you are going to mention Aliens in the sentence), but Love applies on all things.
Of course which means that, Love without boundaries.
So, I was kind of inspired by some Facebook posts, Tumblr pictures and blogposts about relationships. So, ask yourself. What do you want in a relationship?
To be frank and cut the crap, I am gay. I am single and available right now. Not in desperation of love. But I am okay with attention (evil smile). Regardless of loving men or women, Chinese, Malay, Indian, White or Mixed. Anyhow, People have expectations. Although I mentioned earlier, Love without Boundaries but! Expectations for Satisfaction is relevant, isn't it? If a person do not have any expectations, I will find a doctor for you!
Again, what do you want for a relationship? I will share mine, and maybe you can share with me yours too. Not to light up the fire, I have to clarify that this is just a self reflective, creative writing and personal interest post. Every point that I said does not equals to perfection because nobody is perfect and I am not a 2 year old kid. So, what I am sharing is just some qualities that I feel a relationship should have. Haters beware, you can stop reading from the next full stop. Love and Peace. No war.
Here it goes...
First thing goes to Appearance
Hmph, inside your heart will be like: "Bah!! Shallow!"
Hello! *waves at you with both arms* Face the reality! Mankind created the word good and bad, positive and negative, pretty and awful, beautiful and ugly. There are always opposite sides in everything, please finish listening to me first.
Appearance doesn't mean that you need to be perfectly charming, but most importantly presentable. Image is very important in creating impressions to people. This is what I learn in Public Relations Class okay! Even in a relationship, if you want to impress somebody that you fond of, of course you will take good care of your image. Don't you agree? Who doesn't like to see pleasant things? A rubbish dump and a colourful garden. Take your pick!
Be presentable, wear something that shouts your personality, neat and clean, looks nice and smells nice. You got the 1st green light! On the other hand, I don't see plastic surgery is a total bad thing. If it will enhance your confidence in impressing people or self development, go for it. It is a positive thing to yourself. Of course, not excessive, balance is compulsory.
Appearance is the first but ONLY this quality?, that's an ultimate turn off. Let's go to the second bullet.
Secondly, Knowledge. I can say that I am full with ego when it comes to knowledge. This does not mean that I have an Einstein brain but at least I act like I know a lot! *Grins* Partly because I am a Mass-Commer. I get information all around from people and search for evidence myself, then spread around to other people. Men with great knowledge is a huge turn-on for me and I will idolize him totally and automatically covered all his flaws. *Angels Singing* (Exaggerating!)
Knowledge is vital, I don't require PHD or Masters in anything but at least, General Knowledge!! I despise people who are ignorant of what is happening around the world and only live in his/her own life, ranting feelings on Facebook, Twitter or being super LOA (Lack of Attention).
Read the news and get updated! Those are not gossips or busybody, but general knowledge is also an impression not only for your partner, your friends, your bosses, your people around you. This also impresses the people around your partner too! If he can discuss politics with my dad, self-enrichment with my mum, books with my sister, gadgets with my brother and everything with me. *rolls on bed* Screamssss!
But there's an exception. Knowledgeable is not bragging. Bragging just makes me feel like puking.
Knowledge is vital, so how do you convey it? That's the other point.
Third, Communication.
Great communication skills is the next "Must-Haves"! Communication matters. How does he communicate every single message to you? I want somebody that knows how to talk and be friends with my close-ones. But not sitting aside and hands on his gadgets. Who knows he is chatting with somebody behind you? *half-squeezed eyes*
Able to hold a great conversation, chooses the right time to talk, using of correct and appropriate words. I admit that I sucked at warm up lines, but I am very good at continuing it! Unless you turn me off at first.
Enough? Unfortunately, No.
Fourth, Maturity.
Are you matured enough to face every difficulties in life? Life is always a challenge. Nobody is having a great time in this world full of sufferings, even you are born with a silver spoon.In religion studies, life is portrayed as suffering, the end of everything is enlightenment. Since we suffer in everyday life, please do not give me more sufferings with your tears or bimbotic complaints.
I don't want a boyfriend, I want a real man! There is a picture I saw which goes like this:" Every Women are seeking for a Real man but ended up, she found out she outshone every men!"
In the gay circle, there are a lot of people who claims that they are the man in the relationship but ended up they are just like a kid. I have to emphasize again, I am not seeking for perfect, but at least, not childish.
Strategic Planner? Crisis Solver? Mastermind? Energized Bunny? Which of the characteristics suits you?
Okay Okay. Last but not least. Love.
We don't love someone who does not love you. Showering love for both is a great pamper for both parties in a relationship. You need to show your concerns, attention to me to show that I am placed at a prominent position in your heart. Love me for me. Love me for who I am. Just like I will love you for who you are. If I am able to fall in love with you, you have passed my checklist.
Love also shows commitment. Are you willing to commit in the relationship? That's a big question. Even we do not want to be over positive to see the future, but be committed to the person and show love. When you see couples that clicked, they will have roses blooming around them which you do not need super powers to see it. It flourishes beautifully just in front of you. This is the power of Love.
Till here, what are your views? Rage or Consent?
I might be seen as foolish to analyze all this. But again. This is just a piece of my work and for personal interest. Don't forget, freedom of speech is widely known in the internet, and most importantly, this is my diary.
Toodles. Great night.
To me, love is a huge thing. Love is not necessarily man to man (What I meant was "humans", don't get me wrong. Because proper sentence structure don't use "humans" unless you are going to mention Aliens in the sentence), but Love applies on all things.
Of course which means that, Love without boundaries.
So, I was kind of inspired by some Facebook posts, Tumblr pictures and blogposts about relationships. So, ask yourself. What do you want in a relationship?
To be frank and cut the crap, I am gay. I am single and available right now. Not in desperation of love. But I am okay with attention (evil smile). Regardless of loving men or women, Chinese, Malay, Indian, White or Mixed. Anyhow, People have expectations. Although I mentioned earlier, Love without Boundaries but! Expectations for Satisfaction is relevant, isn't it? If a person do not have any expectations, I will find a doctor for you!
Again, what do you want for a relationship? I will share mine, and maybe you can share with me yours too. Not to light up the fire, I have to clarify that this is just a self reflective, creative writing and personal interest post. Every point that I said does not equals to perfection because nobody is perfect and I am not a 2 year old kid. So, what I am sharing is just some qualities that I feel a relationship should have. Haters beware, you can stop reading from the next full stop. Love and Peace. No war.
Here it goes...
First thing goes to Appearance
Hmph, inside your heart will be like: "Bah!! Shallow!"
Hello! *waves at you with both arms* Face the reality! Mankind created the word good and bad, positive and negative, pretty and awful, beautiful and ugly. There are always opposite sides in everything, please finish listening to me first.
Appearance doesn't mean that you need to be perfectly charming, but most importantly presentable. Image is very important in creating impressions to people. This is what I learn in Public Relations Class okay! Even in a relationship, if you want to impress somebody that you fond of, of course you will take good care of your image. Don't you agree? Who doesn't like to see pleasant things? A rubbish dump and a colourful garden. Take your pick!
Be presentable, wear something that shouts your personality, neat and clean, looks nice and smells nice. You got the 1st green light! On the other hand, I don't see plastic surgery is a total bad thing. If it will enhance your confidence in impressing people or self development, go for it. It is a positive thing to yourself. Of course, not excessive, balance is compulsory.
Appearance is the first but ONLY this quality?, that's an ultimate turn off. Let's go to the second bullet.
Secondly, Knowledge. I can say that I am full with ego when it comes to knowledge. This does not mean that I have an Einstein brain but at least I act like I know a lot! *Grins* Partly because I am a Mass-Commer. I get information all around from people and search for evidence myself, then spread around to other people. Men with great knowledge is a huge turn-on for me and I will idolize him totally and automatically covered all his flaws. *Angels Singing* (Exaggerating!)
Knowledge is vital, I don't require PHD or Masters in anything but at least, General Knowledge!! I despise people who are ignorant of what is happening around the world and only live in his/her own life, ranting feelings on Facebook, Twitter or being super LOA (Lack of Attention).
Read the news and get updated! Those are not gossips or busybody, but general knowledge is also an impression not only for your partner, your friends, your bosses, your people around you. This also impresses the people around your partner too! If he can discuss politics with my dad, self-enrichment with my mum, books with my sister, gadgets with my brother and everything with me. *rolls on bed* Screamssss!
But there's an exception. Knowledgeable is not bragging. Bragging just makes me feel like puking.
Knowledge is vital, so how do you convey it? That's the other point.
Third, Communication.
Great communication skills is the next "Must-Haves"! Communication matters. How does he communicate every single message to you? I want somebody that knows how to talk and be friends with my close-ones. But not sitting aside and hands on his gadgets. Who knows he is chatting with somebody behind you? *half-squeezed eyes*
Able to hold a great conversation, chooses the right time to talk, using of correct and appropriate words. I admit that I sucked at warm up lines, but I am very good at continuing it! Unless you turn me off at first.
Enough? Unfortunately, No.
Fourth, Maturity.
Are you matured enough to face every difficulties in life? Life is always a challenge. Nobody is having a great time in this world full of sufferings, even you are born with a silver spoon.In religion studies, life is portrayed as suffering, the end of everything is enlightenment. Since we suffer in everyday life, please do not give me more sufferings with your tears or bimbotic complaints.
I don't want a boyfriend, I want a real man! There is a picture I saw which goes like this:" Every Women are seeking for a Real man but ended up, she found out she outshone every men!"
In the gay circle, there are a lot of people who claims that they are the man in the relationship but ended up they are just like a kid. I have to emphasize again, I am not seeking for perfect, but at least, not childish.
Strategic Planner? Crisis Solver? Mastermind? Energized Bunny? Which of the characteristics suits you?
Okay Okay. Last but not least. Love.
We don't love someone who does not love you. Showering love for both is a great pamper for both parties in a relationship. You need to show your concerns, attention to me to show that I am placed at a prominent position in your heart. Love me for me. Love me for who I am. Just like I will love you for who you are. If I am able to fall in love with you, you have passed my checklist.
Love also shows commitment. Are you willing to commit in the relationship? That's a big question. Even we do not want to be over positive to see the future, but be committed to the person and show love. When you see couples that clicked, they will have roses blooming around them which you do not need super powers to see it. It flourishes beautifully just in front of you. This is the power of Love.
Till here, what are your views? Rage or Consent?
I might be seen as foolish to analyze all this. But again. This is just a piece of my work and for personal interest. Don't forget, freedom of speech is widely known in the internet, and most importantly, this is my diary.
Toodles. Great night.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
No title
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
0
Dear diary. Just gotta post a random post before sleep. V
Very randomly, I just thought of blogging. So I blogged. Right now.
Updates for now:
Nothing special. Just continue working and working.
Work has shown better results. Very positively and I am still trying my very best to maintain it.
Never thought that things went smoothly and Im impressed by myself too.
Envious of people who buys clothes without any second thought.
Sales is starting on 25/10/2012. Please drop by my store and say hi!
Im still a shopaholic. Cravings are everywhere! Spending money just makes me happy easily!
Like a snap!
So obviously, I gotta earn more.
Mum recommended me a business and I am still reluctant to pursue. How?
I do not know how to start, I do not even want to start.
Negative thoughts are still refraining the positive vibes to come in.
So, what's stopping me? I really don't know.
American dreams next year, I just set this target 24 hours ago by the way.
A lot of places that I still have not visit and wanna visit, especially countries in Asia.
Getting older and crankier. Seems like what happens around is not going my way. (SHIT!)
Thinking that people that are not productive but living in this world, are hopeless. Seriously!
You are wasting the earth's space and time. Go away!
Teenagers nowadays are hopeless too! Please understand your direction, Live it and Be it!
I pray to everything in the enlightened world, please bless my brother's body and soul to be a successful person on everything that he does.
No appetite for dinners but keep on eating during lunch
Coffee is my current addiction right now. Its a Viagra for work.
Ice Cream is a de-stress treat.
Snacks are things to fill my stomach during this hour (Which almost applies to everyday, Hahaha!)
Gosh, I feel so old! ROFL...
I don't wanna be some old uncle babbling about things to strangers in the middle of the streets!
SCREAMS!!!!
I need love!
Ohya! Most importantly, Single and available.
Getting more and more ego. Egoism is covered every single part of me.
I hate myself for being like that, but I can't stop it. This is me.
When the walls are up, you gotta try very hard to smash them down.
I don't even know how to do it but my ex did it very well.
Or maybe my walls weren't that stable enough back then. Who knows?
Anyway, Grade A goods are always too pricy to get. All voice down to expectations!
Im always the only frozen rose in the iceberg. (Ewwww!)
Actually I am also very tired of it.
Working overseas is still on my To-Achieive List.
So. 2013? 2014? Shall I proceed? I will be 26 years old! WOW! *flips table*
Again. Another reflective post for the hundred time!
I vomited everytime when I scroll through all my posts again.
Because there are a lot of repetitive (= annoying) text.
For being narcissistic, actually my writing skills improved somehow!
That's all.
K Thanks Bye!
Very randomly, I just thought of blogging. So I blogged. Right now.
Updates for now:
Nothing special. Just continue working and working.
Work has shown better results. Very positively and I am still trying my very best to maintain it.
Never thought that things went smoothly and Im impressed by myself too.
Envious of people who buys clothes without any second thought.
Sales is starting on 25/10/2012. Please drop by my store and say hi!
Im still a shopaholic. Cravings are everywhere! Spending money just makes me happy easily!
Like a snap!
So obviously, I gotta earn more.
Mum recommended me a business and I am still reluctant to pursue. How?
I do not know how to start, I do not even want to start.
Negative thoughts are still refraining the positive vibes to come in.
So, what's stopping me? I really don't know.
American dreams next year, I just set this target 24 hours ago by the way.
A lot of places that I still have not visit and wanna visit, especially countries in Asia.
Getting older and crankier. Seems like what happens around is not going my way. (SHIT!)
Thinking that people that are not productive but living in this world, are hopeless. Seriously!
You are wasting the earth's space and time. Go away!
Teenagers nowadays are hopeless too! Please understand your direction, Live it and Be it!
I pray to everything in the enlightened world, please bless my brother's body and soul to be a successful person on everything that he does.
No appetite for dinners but keep on eating during lunch
Coffee is my current addiction right now. Its a Viagra for work.
Ice Cream is a de-stress treat.
Snacks are things to fill my stomach during this hour (Which almost applies to everyday, Hahaha!)
Gosh, I feel so old! ROFL...
I don't wanna be some old uncle babbling about things to strangers in the middle of the streets!
SCREAMS!!!!
I need love!
Ohya! Most importantly, Single and available.
Getting more and more ego. Egoism is covered every single part of me.
I hate myself for being like that, but I can't stop it. This is me.
When the walls are up, you gotta try very hard to smash them down.
I don't even know how to do it but my ex did it very well.
Or maybe my walls weren't that stable enough back then. Who knows?
Anyway, Grade A goods are always too pricy to get. All voice down to expectations!
Im always the only frozen rose in the iceberg. (Ewwww!)
Actually I am also very tired of it.
Working overseas is still on my To-Achieive List.
So. 2013? 2014? Shall I proceed? I will be 26 years old! WOW! *flips table*
Again. Another reflective post for the hundred time!
I vomited everytime when I scroll through all my posts again.
Because there are a lot of repetitive (= annoying) text.
For being narcissistic, actually my writing skills improved somehow!
That's all.
K Thanks Bye!
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Inspired Much?
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
0
Dear Diary,
Its time for me to go back to all of these since I'm so unoccupied right now, these are the ways for me to unleashed my true self without showing any living beings in the world.
Im back on Twitter, I have to be back to my castle. Weibo is my only place where not much people know me there. Facebook is just a stalking machine now. Haha! So....Yup! I shall start to write more to improve my writing skills as well.
So, talking about inspirations. What inspired you in life?
There are a lot of things happened everyday and hundreds of people passing by and do we really care about all these things that goes around us?
What had inspired me these days is my energetic team members in my outlet. the 18 year-old to 20 year-old ones. Just graduated from high school, Preparing for further studies, Young and Fully charged like an Energizer Bunny! Some are overly active, in a positive way, some are a little bit reserved but you still can see the youth vibes around him/her.
Sighs. If I could turn back time.
Really feel Im so.... "experienced" when I'm around them. Listening to new thoughts and do some sharing about my thoughts. Ewwwww! Feel like an old man! OMG! Anyways, I really enjoy being with them because they make me feel young again! Makes me think of the 19 year-old Felix who just stepped into college and started my journey as a Communication Student. Started an independent life miles away from my hometown. Travelling around the world and then now earning life experience and money. Urgh! Don't wanna go through this but we have to!
Dear Young People, enjoy your youth as you will not ever experience all over again. So cherish everything that you been through right now. Either good or bad, they are all lessons and memories that passed by your transition period to be a full grown adult.
As for my turn and for my age, let's talk about Commitments.
So, there are a lot of commitments that I need to commit when I grow older.
Seriously, I need more money!! $$$
In order to gain more, I will need to improve myself, and work harder, prove to myself!
Very inspired by all the passionate direct salesperson who worked so hard to gain strong network and big money!! Haha! Sounds so, Not Me right?! Its reality by the way, HELLO!! So face it people!
Of course, Im not gonna be a passionate direct sales person, to pull you into some direct selling brand or doing some publicity over here. Just that, in this improved and advanced era, a lot of people are introducing multi-level marketing. Look at famous people like Robert Kiosaki, Bill Gates.
Sometimes it is not easy for me to not think of giving it a try. But seriously, to think twice, I really do not have the time to do all the follow ups and discovering new network.
Although everybody says, there is no such thing as Time limitations, as time is managed by our own.
Truly speaking, I have this dream right now to set up a small business of myself. Any ideas, or suggestions?
Just a small business and slowly wait for it to grow.
I really salute my dad because I think he is a successful man. During his 30s, he set up a business with his friends and now he owns the company. Although it's not a big firm or a famous company, but at least this business have fed 5 mouths throughout so many years and its still functioning right now.
Where does his courage comes from? Where did he gain all the trust from?
My trip to Thailand was also very inspiring. Inspired by the young fashion designers that creates their own brand and apparel. Inspired by all the unique and quirky cafes that runs by their own which only available in certain areas. Inspired by a 19-year-old girl and her sister who owns a blogshop which I can see passion and hardwork in it.
Therefore, Im inspired. There are a lot of young entrepreneurs in the market right now and it's very inspiring when you see them shining above you. Yes, I want to be one of them! I want to shine like a star too. I do not want to listen to instructions and I want to instruct others!
Inspirations are precious. I will start now to collect all the bits and bites of things that Im inspired of and make my dreams come true!
Its time for me to go back to all of these since I'm so unoccupied right now, these are the ways for me to unleashed my true self without showing any living beings in the world.
Im back on Twitter, I have to be back to my castle. Weibo is my only place where not much people know me there. Facebook is just a stalking machine now. Haha! So....Yup! I shall start to write more to improve my writing skills as well.
So, talking about inspirations. What inspired you in life?
There are a lot of things happened everyday and hundreds of people passing by and do we really care about all these things that goes around us?
What had inspired me these days is my energetic team members in my outlet. the 18 year-old to 20 year-old ones. Just graduated from high school, Preparing for further studies, Young and Fully charged like an Energizer Bunny! Some are overly active, in a positive way, some are a little bit reserved but you still can see the youth vibes around him/her.
Sighs. If I could turn back time.
Really feel Im so.... "experienced" when I'm around them. Listening to new thoughts and do some sharing about my thoughts. Ewwwww! Feel like an old man! OMG! Anyways, I really enjoy being with them because they make me feel young again! Makes me think of the 19 year-old Felix who just stepped into college and started my journey as a Communication Student. Started an independent life miles away from my hometown. Travelling around the world and then now earning life experience and money. Urgh! Don't wanna go through this but we have to!
Dear Young People, enjoy your youth as you will not ever experience all over again. So cherish everything that you been through right now. Either good or bad, they are all lessons and memories that passed by your transition period to be a full grown adult.
As for my turn and for my age, let's talk about Commitments.
So, there are a lot of commitments that I need to commit when I grow older.
Seriously, I need more money!! $$$
In order to gain more, I will need to improve myself, and work harder, prove to myself!
Very inspired by all the passionate direct salesperson who worked so hard to gain strong network and big money!! Haha! Sounds so, Not Me right?! Its reality by the way, HELLO!! So face it people!
Of course, Im not gonna be a passionate direct sales person, to pull you into some direct selling brand or doing some publicity over here. Just that, in this improved and advanced era, a lot of people are introducing multi-level marketing. Look at famous people like Robert Kiosaki, Bill Gates.
Sometimes it is not easy for me to not think of giving it a try. But seriously, to think twice, I really do not have the time to do all the follow ups and discovering new network.
Although everybody says, there is no such thing as Time limitations, as time is managed by our own.
Truly speaking, I have this dream right now to set up a small business of myself. Any ideas, or suggestions?
Just a small business and slowly wait for it to grow.
I really salute my dad because I think he is a successful man. During his 30s, he set up a business with his friends and now he owns the company. Although it's not a big firm or a famous company, but at least this business have fed 5 mouths throughout so many years and its still functioning right now.
Where does his courage comes from? Where did he gain all the trust from?
My trip to Thailand was also very inspiring. Inspired by the young fashion designers that creates their own brand and apparel. Inspired by all the unique and quirky cafes that runs by their own which only available in certain areas. Inspired by a 19-year-old girl and her sister who owns a blogshop which I can see passion and hardwork in it.
Therefore, Im inspired. There are a lot of young entrepreneurs in the market right now and it's very inspiring when you see them shining above you. Yes, I want to be one of them! I want to shine like a star too. I do not want to listen to instructions and I want to instruct others!
Inspirations are precious. I will start now to collect all the bits and bites of things that Im inspired of and make my dreams come true!
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