New Year's Eve

Hey there peeps!
Its New Year's Eve today.
The last day of Year 2010
Forget about how fast time had passed,
Let's cherish what we had this year.
Let's rejoice the happiness with each & everyone.
Let's remember the love ones that left us.
Let's bless each other all the best in everything.
Let's set goals & make a wish for a the new year ahead.
Let's welcome the new days in the future.
Happy New Year!

p/s: Start thinking my new year resolution!!

Merry Christmas 2010

My Christmas Outfit for 2010.

Favourite season of the year. Its Christmas.
Longing for this day since 11 months and 25 days ago.
In this season of Love & Joy,
I would love to wish everybody a Merry Christmas.
May Happiness tags along everybody.
Merry Christmas to Family <3
Merry Christmas to Friends <3
Merry Christmas to Darling <3

Prayers for Bobby

Outstanding Movie. Superbly Great!
Based on a true story. From a book written by Leroy F. Aarons.
A story about a gay man who committed suicide because of his sexual orientation and intolerance from her homophobic religious mother and the community.
The movie is impactful, easily engaged by the audience. It wrapped up all the important contents in 1 and a half hour. Showing how scary it is to feel unaccepted, rejected and alone. Importance of family bonding, truthful to your love ones. And of course, what is love?

Im glad I watched the movie with you.
Thanks for wiping the tears away.
xoxo,
Felix

Fiction: A Christmas Carol

You told me you were out of town.

I sat alone in my room after work, doing some usual chores. Clicking on my mouse, browsing webpages on my computer. Nothing special for the empty night. Facebook, Twitter, Plurk seems a little boring today. I stumbled upon the phrase I posted few days before.

Growing up has covered the magic with a veil...we all forgot how we believed in Santa when we were young.

I tuned in some Christmas Carols to create a joyful, merry ambiance. Following the melody & sing with the lyrics. Have yourself....A Merry...Little Christmas...
Flipped through messages of you and me, the last one in my mailbox from you was:
'How I wish I can make you some warm energetic drinks everytime you work'

Indeed , I miss you so much. Hoping to see you everytime after work. To feel the emptiness, I indulged myself with the thick sweetness of Max Brenner's milk chocolate. It melted on the tip of my tongue and ends with a crunch of waffle crisp. Crunch!

My phone rang! The other side on the line were you. As usual, we tucked each other in bed by words & kiss each other goodnight. Felt not so real but at least, there's still a spark...

Before going to bed alone, I chatted with one of my best friends on the chatbox. Something unpleasant happened and I want to be there to comfort my friend. So we chatted, we laughed. It passed midnight and reached 1:30am on the clock.

My phone ranged again. On the screen was from my dearest you. I picked up the phone and giggled: "You caught me! I am still up!" We chatted for a while and this time is real, I have to go to bed. The clock struck the last quarter of the hour and I said goodbye to my friend then runs to my bed as if you were waiting for me...

This time, my phone beeped:
"Hey, I've got a surprise. Can you wait for 15 minutes? You can wait on the bed coz something is gonna happen soon" -You

My lips curved and I thought:
That's a little creepy, but I can't wait to see it. What will it be? My feelings were all messed up and I couldn't close my eyes. The 15 minutes is like 15 days and I waited impatiently.

After 15 minutes, my phone beeped again. It says:
"Still believe in Santa? Check your front door and you 'll get what you wanted." - You
I covered my mouth from over excited screaming and walked myself to the front wooden door. It's heavier than usual and I slowly peeped from the gap when I opened it. It's a bag. Hanging at the outside gate.

Inside the bag was a purple sweater you wore last time which I told you I loved it so much. I was sad because I thought you will be the present that Santa gave. But Santa gave something from your past...

I called you and questioned impatiently:" Where are you? Why is this here? What happened?"
You grinned and said nothing but asked me to wait again.

My heartbeat was running really fast and you left me hanging on in the middle of the night. I paced around in my room then sat on the bed, holding the sweater and read your message again.

The phone beeped for the 3rd time.
"Present present's here" - You

I quickly ran to the door but still open it cautiously. My heart shrank again because it wasn't you. But I saw the thick frame glasses I chose for you on top of a singlet with your signature scent on it. I can feel that you are really near. I tip toed and looked at the corridor anxiously, hoping that you will pop out somewhere and I rather to be scared than waiting you for ages. I quickly message you saying that Santa made a mistake, I want the whole present but not only part of it.

Then you returned a message again:
"Follow him to the dark...." - You

All of a sudden, the melody of a song from Death Cab for Cutie, I will Follow you into the Dark rises from the far end of the corridor. I can't get it at first, but slowly found this familiar tune.

"If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
I'll follow you into the dark"

Middle of the night, its windy and chilly. I was so excited. Mixed feelings all in one. Should I walk out? Or shouldn't I? What if there are more surprises? What if I see something that wasn't what I expected? What if I see you...

I stepped outside the door, barefooted. Slowly followed the music along the corridor. Chilly winds raised a few strands of my hair. I hold my mobile phone very tight and my heartbeat is still racing. The music is approaching whenever I stepped ahead, nearer...and nearer.

Slowly I reached the end, and I saw you squatting down the floor gave me a smile. You were wearing the same sweater you bought for me but in black colour. You stood up and gave me a teddy-bear hug. You whispered on my ears.

"Darling, this is the present of the future, it's me" - You

It totally surprised me and I was really touched. Santa's great, right now I have all the presents from the past, present & future. My happiest day ever and we were surrounded by happiness.

That night, I wasn't alone at all.

xoxo,
Felix
A short story that I would like to dedicate to my beloved dear.

Can't be seen

Age is just a number.
Gender is just a body.
Sexuality is just a label.
Distance is just miles.
Race is just a color.
Marriage is only paper.
Religion is just beliefs.
Looks are only seen.

Love? Love is love.
It is unexplainable,
but when you find it. Don’t take advantage of it.

Cherish every moment of it.

Source: Tumblr

Hugs & Kisses

I Love... (7)

I love your new hairstyle...
你把头发给剪短了，更有味道！


xoxo,
Felix

Hot Winter

Time flies, its the end of Year 2010 now.
Its damn fast! I just flashed back few things that I had done this year
And I couldn't really remember what I did.

This proves that, time is passing really fast.
Last year December, I was doing my internship in JB and living a quite monotonous life.


Last Last year's December, I was working and having LOADS of fun in America.
All these things happened just like yesterday.
Feel so close but yet so far.


This year's December,
I can say that it's optimistically fantastic.
Im back to JB for my Dad's 53 year old birthday,
We whipped up a meal and had a cozy home-cooked dinner.

Christmas is around the corner again, parties & meet ups. Yeah!
Prezziesss =) Heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee~
So happy to see all the decorations around Pavillion
Giant mistletoes, Huge Christmas trees, and White reindeer carts
Awwwww....

In order to hit the sales target, we are having a competition!!
Battle of the 2 teams in TSPV..The store is so hyped up now!
Had lots of fun during work, we are fighting over the sales and cheering for our own team.
This really boost up our energy during work!

Someone special walked into my life.
Who makes me feel that love & happiness is still around.
I really hope that, there's no obstacles or boundaries between us.
And I really want it to....last.

Its gonna be a hot winter, a hot hot winter. <3

I Love... (6)

I love when I said:
I like this person, the tan skin colour looks really cute

Your replied with full of jealousy:
Its a sunny day today, and I am tanned as well!

*giggles*

Me Without You

So you decided to leave. To a new place, new environment.
Its for good, I know.... I understand...
I can't imagine how my life will be, without you, from the start.

I wouldn't have free rides to college everyday
I wouldn't have my first A&W dine in the car experience
I wouldn't be able to work in Starbucks and enjoyed myself so much
I wouldn't have the opportunity to own an iPod Nano (Thanks to you and Leona Lewis)
I wouldn't get the chance to eat so many flavours of Pocky in my life!
I wouldn't have great meals & snacks specially made from Mama Sue's recipe book
(Onigiri! Cupcakes, Chachos with cheese and tomato, Fish cake bread rolls etc.)
I wouldn't have a a place to stay, for my retreat
I wouldn't have an out-of-class gossip partner
There will be no Purple party for my 21st
I wouldn't have a crazy shopping friend hunting for cheap stuff
I wouldn't have a random friend struggling with me to buy a Nintendo DS
I wouldn't have a Zhak Fan Society friend
We will lose one Fei Lun Hai Karaoke friend
I wouldn't have the chance to experience MTV Asia Awards live and eat cup noodles in a jug!
I wouldn't have the chance to work with Wing Tai Asia
I wouldn't have the courage to runaway from home
I would have to go through the air steward interview alone
I would need to find out Perfect Ice myself because Im afraid to talk to strangers
I might need to squeeze into another car for a PD & Malacca road trip
The colour story of my college life will be incomplete
I wouldn't know that my perseverance of vegetarianism and saving the environment is precious
Strawberry Parfait day & Retail off day will not exist
I wouldn't have a good fortune telling friend...LOL!!!
I wouldn't have a graduation cert for "Sue's Crapology"
Nobody will share the other half of the Oreo cookie with me
Nobody will rejoice the happiness of eating Tater Tots with me
Nobody will argue great things about America & Australia with me
Nobody will randomly ask me out for karaoke at 12am
Nobody will find out my darkest secret..
and
Nobody will tell me that I am beautiful just the way I am...

You know what?
You make me feel beautiful...
Thanks for giving me positive energy and motivates me in some ways despite from your "crapology"! LOL!
And of course, thanks for the crapology that makes my day sunny at all times.
You are the Mama Sue that loves everyone else around you. Remember to love yourself too.
From the 1st time I know you till now,
From the day I think this girl is too loud, sometimes annoying, until I love this friend so much, It's quite unacceptable that you are leaving all in a sudden.

Luckily, China is not faraway...
AirAisa is still constantly giving me cheap tickets to fly there and I am able to communicate with the people there to find my way to your house in beautiful Hangzhou, China.

To all,
If you have a best friend like this, give him/her a hug and tell'em you love him/her.
Great companions are not easy to bump into in the sea of people.
Stay Glamorous babe! And I know you will...

P/s:
I know its a hard time for you right now but you will strive through it. Believe in yourself, and you will. You are Mama Sue remember? Do not disappoint me! And I will do whatever I can to make you proud as well!

Hugs & Kisses,
Felix

Persatuan Kay-Poh (Busybody Society) Day

This starts when 2 shopaholics meet.

So its my off day and both of us went out again.
Yes, I mentioned, BOTH OF US!

My main target is to do groceries shopping and maybe add on a little bit of Markdown Sales stuff from Topman to pamper myself. Her target is to get her famou-licious Strawberry Skinnies from our heavenly Topshop.

So I woke up early in the morning to tidy up my "pasar malam" room. Rearranged a bit. I have a new room now! Whereas she went to settle some administrative stuff for herself while waiting for me to travel from my house to her territory.

Listen carefully! I used the word TRAVEL!
And yes, I literally TRAVELLED from my place TO her place using our Malaysia's efficient LRT and our "beloved" transportation of all, KTM!! Ugh! It takes me almost 2 hours to reach Subang! Which is equivalent to reach Malacca and enjoy the mouth-watering Chendol!
Like seriously! I have no idea how much longer we have to bear the existence of KTM!

Ok, met her at the station. With the usual screams and hugs~
Then we dropped by Mr Tang's office to handover some documents. And I was quite impressed with the "systematic" culture of corporate companies.

Break Time = ALL GONE! (sweat!)

Brings back memories when I was was with this kind of culture. Yeeee~ Quite scary though.
Office life is SO OVER for me now! Yuck!

Moving on, we dashed to Mid Valley to fulfil our shopping urge!!!
After a great lunch at Chilli's, we started to walk to the direction of Topshop & Topman. When we were halfway there, I was sucked by the L'Occitane's promotion booth and the Voyage themed visuals caught my attention...So cute!!!! The staff are all in sailor suits!
And yea, I bought a promotion set when she is mumbling around my ears saying that its not worth it...Hahaha! Well~ Nothing stops me for L'Occitane.
Then we went to Topshop/Topman. She got her strawberry skinnies! Its a must have okay!! Got her frog ear-rings, and she managed to spot a bird-and a nest-with bird eggs ring. So super gaya!
Nothing much amazed me, mostly accessories. So I bought 2 bracelets, 1 suspenders (for the top, not the bottom one! ==), and a striped snood which both of us love and was discovered by her.
She doesn't wanna buy the same thing with me at first but after a loooong consideration, she still buys it! Ohohohoho! And all the little accessories costs me over RM100 even though it's all price point items...imagine if I add the green patent leather belt that I liked too...(Dammmmnnnn)

click here--->Have a peep at the Strawberry Skinnies<---click here

Next stop: groceries shopping. While deciding to shop between Carrefour or Jusco, I was mentioning about having dinner at Subway because I brought the Subway voucher where I got it when I applied a debit card from Alliance Bank (I was forced to and was just helping a salesman). So dinner is fixed.
Talking about vouchers and discounts, we accidentally stumbled on the bunting of Krispy Kreme saying "10% off for all items with a single receipt from Carrefour". This gave us a much more convincing reason to shop in Carrefour now!!! *woots*
As she said: Everything happens with a reason.
The most important thing is: I used recycled bags today!!! YAY!

After the groceries and subway. We went back to Krispy Kreme and guess what! They are distributing FREE Sugar Glazed Doughnuts!!!! Such an OMG thing!!! Hahahaha!
So we were munching the free doughnut and bought a dozen of doughnuts home.

We were laughing at ourselves like some 40-year-old kay-poh aunties (tai-tai) got cheated by all the promotions and tied up with numerous shopping bags at the end of the day. Such an irony thing is that we are working in the sales industry too...ROFL
Anyway, such a fun & fulfilling shopping day!
Remember!
Great shopping always comes with a great shopping partner! =)