很烦！

今天做工犯了不错多的错！
我真的很讨厌自己！自己学了很多次，还忘记
一直忘记！健忘到要死！

我不可以再这样下去了！
一定要记得自己的错误！用不犯错！
小心一点！就不会再粗心大意了！

不准再犯错了！不管如何！一定要做到十全十美！
有对自己要求，才会进步！！
100%就是你！Yeah！

Fun Facts in Heartnest (2)

Look at the 2 pots of soupy thing on the stove....
Its from the LOVE from our Kent....

Due to the heaty weather these days, our Heartnest has become a hospital recently,
HCH, Mah-hhh, Yang, and Kent continuosly feel unwell and sick...
Little Zhen already have a few never-ending sleepless nights
Only Im the healthy baby~ Hohohoho!
But, Little Zhen's problem is juz a minor thing. She is still healthy...
Of course, the reason is WE ARE VEGETARIAN!!!!
Hahahaha~ At least im half!!

...Ok cut the crap...

Therefore, We bought a packet of Herbal tea and Barley...
And hand it over to our Star Chef....Kent!!!!!

*Claps*

He boiled 2 pots of sweet sweet herbal tea and barley.....
Now we are so refreshing and energetic! Wohoo~
Thanks to Star Chef Kent! Yeah!


But maybe we will kena Diabetes....
Cos its too sweet (Herbal Tea only)....=.=
HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Nola Nola....actually very nice also la....Hehe...

Guess Guess Guess...

Guess What??!
I fulfil one of my goals in my List of Happiness! Hehe~
Hoho!
Felt soooooo happy!
Work and Study harder to fulfil MORE goals~~

....to be continued......

Ole Ole Bali

Bali Bali Here I Comeeeeee~

Lalalala

Lulululu

Lolololo

Lililililili

Ahhhhhhhh~

Humiliated...

Its not good to feel humiliated....

I was being humiliate...

Maybe i think too much..

To others, maybe its just a small matter...

But i felt uneasy, and...this is not what i like...

I...hate it...

Hate...it...a lot....

Class beside the beach

Look!!!!!
What happened to the class?!
We are having class on the beach or what?!
Sunglssess, Umbrellas and a Hot Bright Sun!
Haha....juz a sunny day in Media Hub...
All of our eyes become mata sepet alr...
Thats why Mr. Phua brought out a few umbrellas for us...
Its a funny scene though!
Everybody had fun too! Haha...
Easily entertained kids.....
=.=

I Dreamed a Dream

Long time ago, i dreamt to be a pilot.
This was my dream for a short period of time...
I think its Year 2005, My dad asked me to become a pilot
But....
My maths and physics is sooo damn lousy!
I did not even dare to think about being a pilot...
Therefore, i juz set aside and dont bother to think about it~
One day, something struck my mind but i forgot what was it..
All of the sudden, i searched the information about it and thinking of trying my best to reach this dream....
When my dad saw this, i felt the happiness from him....
Just....a family instinct maybe...i did feel it!

When i was a small kid,
My dad used to bring me to the airport or the Sultan's place to see private jets and aeroplanes,
I enjoyed seeing the magnificent metalic flying vehicle, I admired seeing pilots with smart suits and the professional look..

Again.....But....
I did not fulfil it....
Juz because the barriers of Maths and Physics...

I met a friend, he is going to study Aviation...through scholarship..
I told him about this and he said that is why he focus on the subjects to pursue this dream.
I saw sparkles in his eyes....With his confidence and ability, I wish him good luck....

I was impressed....Impressed by his perseverance to get what he wants...
But i do not have it....

In the end...I changed my dreams constantly and at last
I came to study Mass Comm....

Im sad not because i chose the wrong journey...
Im sad because I cant fulfil my dad's dream...
Im scared of the barriers and I could not overcome it...
I chose not to overcome it as I set an OFF button in my mind that...
Not accepting the challenging task...

Sigh.....Life is full of choices...isn't it?!

Wyan San

Juz finish Video Chatting with WYAN!!!!!!!

Sashiburii!!!!

Yipee....So long nvr see her online already!

Zen Zen Missu anata!!! (Broken Jpnese)

So happy to see her online....

Somemore when the line connected, the san wyan somemore EMO for a while~

Like wanna cry! Make both of us get a shock! Faster laughand say funny things!

So...hope she will take good care of herself and enjoy the life there!

Fun Facts in HeartNest (1)

Story below is just an entertainment reporting.
No Offensive meaning included.
Just for laughs....

This is a story about a man that live in my house.
He is not old but he is acting strange recently...
He is our popular Mr. Yang....

What has he done??
What happen to him?
What.......Why......What?

Recently,
He is quiet...
He starts to stare at the walls....
He lies on the bed with eyes opened....
He sits at the corner of the bed...Alone in the dark....eating bread....
He plays the harmonica in the room (door closed) before he sleeps...

In the end, we came out a conclusion in a conversation between Chernlin & HCH
Please read carefully....
Imagining harmonica melody is playing...chilly winds in the night....

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:07):
ah yang is like some old man

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:08):
lying on the bed

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:08):
playing music sadly

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:08):
thinking of his children

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:08):
yes
and thinking of his passed away wife
feel so sad
because he is alone

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:09):
wondering how is she now
enjoying in heaven?

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:10):
thinking when his children will come back to him
worrying when he will die as one of his frens passed away yesterday. another died last month, and 2 months ago. last week.
will the social worker bring him some nice food tomorrow

chernlinlai@hotmail.com said (0:11):
haih. life is just full of problems.
only music...only music... only music brings happiness

When we read until here we burst out in laughter
Seriously LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH
LAUGH like hell....Especially when i read until the friends passed away part and the social worker part! HCH laugh until stomping the floor and whacking the table...I laugh until kneel down and lie down on the floor....

Our house has become some old-folks home~~~
Someone will bring Milo or Cream Crackers come tomorrow....
(Wind Blows......leaves trembled....)
We asked ourselves loudly....Is our home TzuChi (A Buddhist Association)???!!!!

As we laughed, HCH saved this conversation named "TzuChi Old Man"
By the time, I burst out in laughter again!!!!
During our thunder-style laughter, the harmonica melody still never stops....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Nothing....

These days i slept very late..
Came back from work still wanna online and play play play until very late...
That's why my complexion these days is SUPER BAD!!!
Besides that, i really not suitable to cut short fringe....
My forehead now is like a PIMPLE FARM....Since the day i cut my hair..
Sensitive skin....
Urghhhh~
Thats why....sleep late + short fringe = a lot of pimples....

This week im going back loooo~~~
Its Camel's Birthday! Yipee~~~
Citybeat's reunite day!
Also wanna cut my hair..take nice nice pics!!!
FUN FUN FUN!
Spend money again! Havent get salary, already wanna spend money!
Bad Bad Bad~~~