Escape

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I want a escape.
To a faraway place.
What should I do?
I shall rest in peace...

菲力斯的上班日记

生活在繁忙的城市，真的只有一句话。

嗯，还蛮忙的！哈哈！

已经第五天了，又是值午班。过着还蛮有规律的生活。
十一时三十分开始步行到轻快铁站，搭十一时四十分的车。
转站抵达区域火车站，搭十二时十分的火车。
抵达公司大概十二时三十分左右，离开工时间还有三十分钟。
就处理一些琐碎事务等等。
一时正开工。
晚上十时三十分左右放工，有时稍微迟一点。
然后搭十一时的火车
抵达轻快铁转站已经是十一时十五分，然后搭十一时二十分的车
十一时三十分回到住处。

就这样，连续了五天。
还不错，很久没有过那么规律的生活了。说起来，也还蛮好笑的。
想着想着，这样的生活，我已经摆脱了将近六个月了。
现在又在体会一次。思绪，也跟着多了起来。

繁忙时代，人来人往。
有时候，错过的东西，真的很多。
不是我没有好好地把握，而是来不及去抓紧放在心里。
就已经有另一堆问题，等待去解决。

我都不知道世界还有没有在自转。
现在的感觉，比较像，我在转动着世界。
很想停一停脚步，让世界转动我。

不过，处在这一行的我，
多多少少，就是要牺牲这一些。
相比起其它的下属，我的处境，真的是好很多了。
我还有比他们更多的时间，去抓紧一些平时错过的。

我爱忙碌。忙碌让我忘记一些不必要去想的事情。
至少，我在忙碌中，可以得到经验，知识，
还有最重要的，快乐。

今年二十三岁了，那天无意间翻到最近的照片，
笑容的确很灿烂，可是眼角却有了岁月的痕迹。
天！！皱纹！
感叹！岁月就是不留人。
是时候考虑考虑接下来的日子，要怎么过？
不过有时候认真想想，也没什么好怕，都不知道自己是否过于阿Q了~
哈哈！

看，都忙到没时间写部落格了。
继续加油！菲力斯！

Wedding Dinner

So I attended a wedding dinner during mid of March
It was my Seniors' wedding dinner. Both bride and groom are my seniors.
They were my fellow choir members when I was in high school.
He is 3 years elder than me.
She is 4 years elder than me.
They were a couple since high school till the day they married to each other.
Such a loving couple right?

Envious of them...Rejoice the happiness with them too =)
It was a long run and yes, long lasting.
Just a short sharing.
I always wanted a long lasting relationship and would like to settle down when I met the one.
I admitted I played a lot and was not serious on relationships in the past.
As I couldn't find the one.
So Im contented right now and I really hope this lasts.
Im sure that this time it will, because I can feel it each and everyday.
The feeling that you care for someone, think of someone.
So, Baby again....You know I love you....lots....and loads...

Ok, enough of repeating the same thing..
The wedding dinner was perfect. Venue is nice, emcee was good. Love the simple deco.
In terms of food, yes it was nice too (But I didn't really eat much).
But Malaysians need to be more punctual lahh!
I will ask all my guests to reach on time, sharp on my wedding!!!
Seriously, wasting other people's time!
Luckily the program flow was smooth and interesting.
Hmmm, as an ex-wedding planner, this event was well done.
Just that the service was quite slow which we had to serve drinks ourselves. LOL!
But I can understand, its not easy to get manpower all the time.
Nowadays teenagers are all spoilt brats! No need to work! Hmph~

And what do you want for your wedding dinner?
Have you guys thought about it?
Its very important you know!
Not saying that just let things flow naturally, no special plans or make it simple blah blah blah,
Yes, I used to think of that too! But think twice, its once in a lifetime.
Hello~~ You should make it MEMORABLE!

I don't like shark fin! I don't care, I LOVE Sharks!
Only mocked shark fin will be served.
Hmmm, shark fin is so Cina lah! Don't want at all, take out!

Actually what I want is either an Evening Beach Wedding or a Night Garden Wedding.
Hey! Sounds common but I won't make it so common like what you will expect okay~
I want small finger food. Only finger food!
Lots and lots of finger food. Easy to serve and bite!
Tarts, Colourful Cupcakes, Savoury Pies, Sandwiches, Pizzas
All in small, mini sizes!! Heehee, so cute!
So my guests will be walking around elegantly with finger food and a glass of champagne.

I want Tropical Flowers! Roses are seriously boring!
Exotic tropical flowers! Rafflesia...HAHAHAHAHA!

I want a Pavilion covered with fairy-lights and vine leaves...
Everybody can dance in it! Boogie-Woogie~

I want colours! No black or white!
I want a fashionable wedding!

I want games!
Guest participation is important. Not just standing there, staring at everything.
I just love laughter and happiness.

Ohya! I want special performances as well! From my friends of course,
See what they prepared for me! =)
Maybe they will make me cry~

Dreams dreams dreams.... wonder would it happen?

Here are some pictures...

Forever & Ever

When I was walking in to my room, all tired.
Im thinking of you, the faraway you.
I wondered, how long will this lasts?
There's only an answer in my heart, Forever & Ever.

After I get out from the bathroom, all cleaned.
I open up the message thread that we we correspond everyday,
You talked about this too. About our planning.
About...our future.

I was really moved.
Although its just a few sentences, but I know its from your heart.
The most important thing is, our thoughts are synchronized.
What I want is what you wanted as well.
I am really really delighted!

There is no other person that able to bear with all the bad things about me:
Narcissism
Short-term memory
Sweet Addiction
Carelessness
Untidiness
Stingy & Petty
Laziness
Big Spender
Secretive (a little...hehe)
This is what I could think of as at now...haha! Maybe more...

But I know you still love me...

Im praying really hard for this.
I don't want 5 years, but 10 years, 20 years and more.
I want Forever & Ever...
Our "Cafe (KæFé)" will be open 24 hours until the day we leave this place.

"你用吃完的糖果纸　
那是你的方式　默默的写下你发誓
你说　保护我一辈子
那一秒突然看到了你　背后的双翅"

Last Day in TSTMPV

TSTMPV, thanks for everything.
I grew up from here and I will remember everything I learned and improve better.
I love all the colleagues here. Happy to meet you guys!
You guys are easy going, very friendly, lovable & cuddly.
And of course, Super funny!!!
So....Yup! I will miss you guys.
One day, we will work together again!

Me in the pantry. Elaine concentrating doing her attendance reports

As usual, calculate sales before closing~

Last minute changing graphics that day

A Message from WWF M'sia

I joined as a donor in WWF (World Wildlife Fund) Malaysia last year's September.
Im very glad that Im one of the people that involves charity work now.
Although I am not involved physically but I helped out financially.
Its simple and easy!
Just register yourself and donate RM 38 every month or RM152 every 4 months.
You can choose to donate every month or every four months, the amount is the same.
Just that if you donate every four months, less paperwork for them and you will save papers.
Save the trees as well! =)
This year, I received a newsletter from them and this will be the achievements for the previous year that I summarize down:

1. Four tiger cubs were discovered in the Temengor Forest Reserve
2. Identified nine adult tigers in 300 square kilometer area, which ensures the healthy population of tigers.
3. Our Prime Minister is aware about the threat faced by the turtles and we will receive more support from now on.
4. A Terengganu's women's group (PEWANIS) is actively educating their communities about the importance of stopping the Turtle Eggs consumption and trading.
5. They also increased participation in mangrove replanting efforts to conserve nesting grounds. 6. To date, there are 3000 seedlings have been planted and we hope to see and huge increment of flora and fauna in the future.
7. Two Sumatran rhino calves and a possibly pregnant female rhinoceros have been identified by the rangers in Sabah and more breeding and protection plan will be enforce by them (Sabah Wildlife Department and Borneo Rhino Alliance) to monitor the population of Rhinos to prevent extinction.

*All information above contributed from WWF 2011 Newsletter

I am really delighted to see there are so many people are actually actively involved in conserving the nature. Thanks to WWF keep on updating and supporting these kind-hearted souls that have the passion in saving and conserving the planet.

It is really easy to be a part of saving the nature and environment. This is a few points that I would like to share to be part of it and save your home from extinction, in order to SAVE YOU as well.

a. Create the awareness among your friends and family.
b. Be a vegetarian, or not, cut down the consumption of meat.
c. Start green activities from your home, your workplace.
d. Always think of recycle and reduce waste.
e. Involved in NGOs like WWF and help out or contribute in your own convenience.
f. Use biodegradable products.
g. Turn yourself into GREEN!! =)

This is what I can think of right now. Just try to think of the uncertain weather these days. Think of the increasing sea level which relates with the climate change. Think of human population and development that threatens the wildlife and environment. Think of huge consumption of meat that sacrifices how many innocent lives out there, not only animals but humans as well, a fisherman killed by huge waves when catching fishes for you is consider INNOCENT as well OK!! Think of how polluted water will affect the habitat then back to us.

Its the Circle Of Life.

Im very proud of my friend, Chern Lin, who is going to participate voluntary work in Philippines with PETA, for a month! Such a meaningful activity. She managed to find this opportunity and try her best to get herself in! I wish I could as well one day.

One day, I believe every each of you will know the importance of saving and conserving the planet!

Keong Hee Huatt Zai

To Everyone!
Keong Hee Keong Hee! Hua Hua Hee Hee!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Wishes everyone a prosperous rabbit year ahead!
Yipeeeee~

UN-Sleepable 不眠

Its not the 1st time that I couldn't fall asleep even though is such a late hour right now, and Im gonna wake up tomorrow for work. But still, I couldn't...

My eyes are still wide open and many thoughts roaming around, on top of my head.
I can see them....
Kind of tired, very tired. But I still can't let myself rest properly..

I figured why?
Maybe Im stressed, or maybe....there are too many things that I have to take care of?
Maybe he is not beside me, and maybe these are the pre-aging symptoms...?!? ROFL!

Aarggghhhh...I just can't sleep.....

Yup, stress is a DEFINITELY YES! =)
Hohohohoho! Stress always comes along with work.
You have work to do and stress eventually comes along~ Wheeeee!
Kind of agree what my ex-boss said:
The higher pay you get, the more stress you will have to face.
And, taadaaaaa....Its true~
So...yes, Im QUITE satisfy with my *ahem* pay, therefore,


I, Need To, Perform.
Smile...Smile...Smile...
At least Im still enjoying it.
Just that the worst part is still facing the superiors.
Target, Target, Target!! SALES~~~~~
Hmmm, sometimes I feel like Im a marketing practitioner.
Squeeze our brain juice to make into sales plans and strategies...

Ohya! and I almost forgot, Im a SALESPERSON...
So obviously, I need to do sales, if not how can I get commission?!
Right? =D

21st of January, you left the country.
I am fine of course. Even though IF I am not but I am still okay~
Haha, despite that I wept on the bus during the way back home from the airport.
Can't believe I missed you so much.
Its only 10 days passed and I....really, Miss You...Yes I do.
It's difficult to forget that 52 happy & memorable days you gave to me...
I finally had this magical feeling....like what I used to see in the fairytale stories..*giggles*
What I used to....wish, I have this day....


Been longing since the day I understand about LOVE.
Sincerely hope that this is the last for both of us.
But again, the future is unpredictable, so.....I pray, I pray for the BEST. Ok? =*

My future,
Looking through gazillions and billions and millions and thousands and hundreds of people.
I don't think Im the only one that concern about my own future.
23 years old in this year 2011.


Wow!!! *OPEN EYES*
OMG! You are such an OLD MAN!
GOSH and I can't believe is true.
Yeeeeeyerrrr, seems like I had wasted these 22 years.
I didn't do anything epic, such as saving the world, won a Nobel Prize, became a YouTube sensation, or break a Guinness record.
What I left is debts, debts, debts and DEBTS...
Aiyah~ Should I think these much? Or....this is WAY too over?
Yes yes, yes it is. I think shall set *another unachievable* target then =)
Inner-self: POSITIVITY!!!!! Hellllllloooooooo~~~~
Me: Okay, okay, Fine! Positive vibes!!! Take a deep~~~~ breath *meditates*....

So, me is gonna ROCK the world before the last day of earth comes.
Earn as much money as I can and ENJOY LIFE!!!!
Travel across countries...Me is going Kangaroo Land this year!
Heeeheeee, and I say it, and I WILL!
Next year, UK!!! *prays harder*


Look at myself in the mirror. Wooo! Wrinkles! Haha
But you are more charming now, Looking Good! Felix....
A new year, ANOTHER new start... Yeah!!

My Liver says: "Its 2am now and stop this, go to bed!"

I wanna Hold Your Hand...

Missing your kiss,
Missing your smiley eyes.
Missing the dreamy voice beside my ears,
Missing the familiar scent,
Missing the heartbeat,
Missing the palm I used to hold on.

Although we are miles apart,
Im still thinking of you everyday...

天天好天 Great Day

看了这部电影好久了，现在才来讲评。
可见我真的好久没上来了。
大马全新制作，继《大日子》后，另一部本土电影，《天天好天》

看了之后，和朋友分享，听到了许许多多不同的评语。
果然我的感觉没有错。
还蛮多人的同感就是，这一部和《大日子》相比就逊色了些。
我没看过《大日子》，所以我觉得这一部其实还不错。
很值得去看的一部电影。
不过就是有些小小的不过瘾，觉得这部电影好像少了些什么。
可能就像《大日子》的粉丝所感觉的吧。

电影把马来西亚美丽的乡村区，拍得很漂亮，
也把马来西亚的文化，呈现的完美无瑕。
我们那一口不标准，不正统，混合式的华语，听起来还真的是刻骨民心。
还有我们那华文小学严苛的教育方式，看了还真的是回味无穷。
想当年，也是这样被培育出来的，
而且，就这样也创造了无数的人才。

故事以第三者的角度（爸爸和儿子），延伸出了不同的小故事。
孩子和父母的故事，孙女和爷爷的感情，没有子孙的孤单老人，失去父亲的儿子等等。
所有的剧情都牵涉了亲情。真的好感动。
偏偏亲情就是最赚人泪水的，所以整部电影，差不多在45分钟后，
我的脸颊，眼眶，都是湿的.... TT

好伤心哦~
戏里有一句话说得很真实。
小女孩：“Mummy，我们几时去看爷爷，我想去看他。”
妈妈：“好好好，我们每年都去一次，好不好？”
小女孩：“Mummy，人可以活到几岁？”
妈妈：“嗯..大概七八十岁咯”
小女孩：“哦，那爷爷今年七十岁，那不是还剩十年咯，那我不是只能看到爷爷十次？”

说到这里，我整个人就是不能再忍了，便嚎啕大哭！
想到自己，每一年也是才会去看婆婆，外婆一次，真的是少之又少。唉~

人，都是会离开这世界的。
我们能做的，就只能珍惜每一分每一秒，不能让它白过。
时间不留人，有时我真的觉得它快得有点离谱。
就连过一个斑马线，限时只有十秒，
从一边，走到另一边，如果用普通走路的步伐，
真的不够。甚至差不多要到的时候，好要用跑的，不然就被车撞死！

试想想，只是过一条马路，10秒就这样没有了，要回流都不能。
在你想着要倒转时间时，它又向前走了5秒...不停地走，不停地走...

珍惜身边彼此来来往往的人，尤其是亲人。没有他们，就不会有你我，的存在...