I Love You Forever - Jewel

Promise me... when we miss each other,

We listen to the winds.

That's when we try to communicate to each other even though we are miles apart..

*Still can't get off the cute kiddie voice of yours singing this song in my head...laughs*

I Love You Forever - Jewel

You and I walking slowly

Hand in hand

Footprints in the sand

Watch the wind as it plays

Throwing shadows across your face

The sky was so blue

Your eyes so green

The air glittering

So sudden, so swift

Love came to us

Just like a gift

I lived here, you lived far away

Our lives called us back, no we could not stay

With a sad sort of smile you took my hand

Said while we're apart you hope I understand that...

You'll be holding me

And I'll be holding you

Through those long nights

My love will be pulling you through

When you see the stars

Pretend they're my arms

When you feel the air

That is me kissing you there

Say you love me

And I will say I love you

No distance could ever make that untrue

When I'm far away

I'll reach through time and space

When you hear the wind

You'll hear me saying

I love you forever

Fast forward our love story

I still remember that day

Her small precious face

You stared into her eyes

Hypnotized by her smile

But your job meant you had to travel

But we weren't ready for you to go

You held our daughter with a sad sort of smile

Said while we're apart I want you to know that...

God forbid there'll come a day

When the light in my eyes fades away

But from your hearts I will not go

No bounds shall my spirit know, cause

Tooth Diaries

Few years back, I felt pain in one of my lower left molar.
One day, when I bit something hard, a part of my molar broke into pieces...

Its not only a small hole, but quite a big one.
I was too afraid to go to the dentist, so I just leave it there..
But few months later, the discomfort is getting worse and I really cant stand the pain
I have difficulties on having meals and it's really giving me troubles.
Apart from that, the hole is getting bigger and bigger...
Therefore I decided to seek help from the dentist.
I thought the tooth must be extract for sure.
Im super scared of tooth extraction,
I experienced before when I was 11 years old, to extract 2 extra tooth.
I screamed and cried at the dentist's..
Its not because of the pain, it's because I freaked out!
=.=

So, the dentist told me the tooth can still be saved.
Not necessarily need to do extraction.
Because after extraction, I need to make a replacement or not
I will look like this:

So to avoid that! I chose to do Root Canal Treatment.

What is that?
Below will be the explanation:

This is a tooth =)


So after it decayed and broke into pieces, the nerves will be exposed
And brings a lot of discomfort to the patient.
Thus, what the dentist do is to clean the decayed part and
clear all the nerves inside the tooth
Then fill it with some substance to cover up the hole.
Luckily, my home is just opposite to our famous medical university in Malaysia
IMU (International Medical University)
They have this Oral Care Centre opened for public.
It is super super professional. No wonder the university is so famous!
Thanks to my lucky angel, I met a wonderful dentist.
She is very friendly and patient.
I was so worried how much pain will cause from the anesthetic injection!
But surprisingly, none at all
\(^v^)/
My dentist really did a good job and solve my problem for only 2 visits.
Besides that, a lot of drilling, washing, flossing, happening inside my mouth
And for the 2 visits, I have to open my mouth for like 3 hours and above!!
Super tired!!!
I feel like vomiting too...
(@~@)
After the treatment, the anesthetic is still there..
So the whole left side of my mouth is totally numb
Including my tongue, gum, lips, teeth...etc.
Have to wait for few hours to let it drained away...Super weird!
Like i just injected botox, or did plastic surgery..

No doubt, this cost me a bomb as well.
But for long term consideration. Still worth it lahhhhh...
And now my teeth is Clean & Clear..

p/s: Please take good care of your teeth. You only got a set of them =)

I Love... (5)

I love your messages..
Your messages are like poems..
But I know its originally written by you...
(KW)
Yes, I can feel you beside me with the goodnight hugs, kisses & whispers
Waiting for you till December
Miss you lots
Like....Seriously...

*p/s: I cant sleep without your voice..OMG!

xoxo
Felix

I Love... (4)

Thanks for picturing our 1st date. I will keep on waiting for the day to come
Love ya...

xoxo
Felix

The Other Side of Down

YAY!!! Waited for Soooo long!
Archie's 3rd studio album: The Other Side of Down
Loving all his new songs.
Quote my friend: "Its a very cute record from him!"
A selection of very David Archuleta Style of songs!
Yeah! another new playlist in my iPod! =)

Oops...blogged too much today!
Because I felt Something, About Love...

Say Ok?

A song dedicated to you...

One day on the way to work, my iPod shuffled this song.
It suits the relationship between you & me now.
Although everything went fast....but, smoothly.

Its very kind of you to tell me all those things today.
I am really touched.
That's why I confessed to you about your big reaction that day which moved me a lot..
This needs a lot of courage, as I told you I am not an "all out" person.

You & I both know that Trust is important.

But I don't want to be into you If you're not looking for true love
If you don't treat me the right way

When you told me: I would like to take the risk.
I am speechless and honestly, I believe everything that you said.

I know relationships need commitments to maintain.
So, now, I will say: I would love to.

Because you already made me feel better at all times,
You made me feel comfortable..
You made me feel safe..
I feel sparks...

=I know its damn cheesy, but its really what I felt for you=
=So, Please don' t runaway...=

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't want to be into you
If you're not looking for true love
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one so tell me

When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say OK?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Say OK.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't want to be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe

When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say OK?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Don't run away, don't run away

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me close and say

When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright?
Will you say OK?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Say OK
Don't run away, don't run away
Will you say OK
That it's gonna be OK

Lovely Strawberry Parfait Day

7th October 2010.

Our 1st date after our hectic retail schedule...
Awww....
Its a need to blog abt the short outing with my BFF today =)

Had lunch at Kim Gary's with our beloved "Bi Feng Gang noodles"
Specially prepared by Kim Gary.

Hers: Pork Chop & Chicken Wings Bi Feng Gang Noodles without a single stalk of bean sprout
His: Plain Bi Feng Gang Noodles DROWN in a half filled bean sprouts soup

Its so funny that she is yelling at the bean sprouts and avoids to see them whereas I am screaming at the chicken wings in my bowl and throw it to her!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Later on, we had dessert at Pasta Zanmai.
At first we thought about YumCha,
But you know, YumCha is too not glamorous for Glamorous people like us, (LOL)
So....
After our Banana Chocolate Parfait which we had it in Sushi Zanmai thousand days ago..
This time, we tried the Strawberry Parfait!!
Yummy =P with ocha

A really nice chat today...
You and I...and secrets...
Cheers for Off Days! YAY!!!
You know what! You really should get the Strawberry Jeans!
But wait till when we got lots of lots of money!!!
And the mid season sales...
Then we can splurge on the next Retail Off Day Date =D

Miss you lots!

I Love... (3)

When I asked you:
What does Newcastle have?

You said:
Erm... grapes, vineyards, you can drink wine, visit the prison, go to beaches,
and....also me! =)


xoxo
Felix

I Love... (2)

I will brush my teeth everyday for you =)


xoxo
Felix

I Love..

I love you when you said:

"I am always energetic when I am around
with a person that I am comfortable with..."
and gave me that shy look

xoxo
Felix